Stand up for your truth, folks


Without the truth, there is nothing. - Sharon Stewart


Oh yeah, and so goes my journey through the provincial medical system which in my best estimate rates about a 3 or 4 out of 10. What a sham! I've already heard of doctors receiving $25,000 kickback checks from drug companies. Know who knows? The nurses and assistant staff know. Let these whistleblowers divulge their knowledge. Until then I'll do it for them.


I was on a call today with my dietician, yes remember that – THE DIETICIAN. That's an important thing to know. She and I went over my very picky eating habits which have led to my experiencing a 20 pound weight loss since I broke out in jaundice two months ago. That and fatigue and lack of appetite.


I am on a timeline of truth. Back in January I didn't know why I had to leave the planet. Now I do know – because I have stage 4 cancer of the pancreas and liver, at least that's what my current diagnosis is. Who knows? It could change next week with these guys. I am also fighting with them to be communicative and honest with me enough to let me make an informed decision. They tend to smooth over things I'm finding in order for them to go ahead and work unimpeded and the more they do that the more upset and insistent I become at having my rights honoured. Sharon, you're on earth, remember. Our books are about honesty. We were as honest as we could be at the time we were written, revealing to you all Ivo could tell us to create “an honest timeline,” or rather to put us back on one.


I hate liars. I do what I can to be honest always even at the risk of making myself vulnerable. I don't care. Without truth, there is nothing. Stick that to your bathroom mirror and try living in a world of liars, miscommunicators, detail omitters and who knows what else. It's manipulation to leave out details when you're trying to make an informed decision and it infuriates me.


I found out today that when I went to Ottawa two times that I had had two stents placed in ducts instead of one. I thought one procedure was to clear the backed up bilirubin and the second was to place the stent in the bile duct. Apparently this wasn't the case but I was NEVER TOLD OTHERWISE.


Ivo: They are liars, my love. Now you see the path of truth you've been needing to walk – this path goes to your final hours. You are a warrior for the Truth. All who follow you are as well. Sharon will stand for her truth until her final hour on earth. What that will look like depends on her – whether she chooses to deal with more liars and subject herself to operations or whether she decides to disembark and be with us. It's up to her. I know her. She wants off of the planet now already. There are no draconians and no unwieldy opposition in the timeline of truth. They cannot survive there as they are liars. They are only in your dimension, therefore my craft experienced opposition last February in our battle with the draco. Sharon will try to remember to link it in below.


The path back to me is a path of truth. Now Sharon is willing to lay down her life to uphold this truth. She refuses any more procedures that will put her under the ether because she does not know what they're doing to her nor will they even tell her, except innocents under the assumption she already knows.


Me: I think of all the nurses doctors and such I saw in those two days. Just one of them could have taken the time to discuss with me what they were doing. Who knows? Maybe they put in my first cyborg implants in these stents. LOL Just kidding but I trust them as much.
Now I realize I missed an opportunity. The only thing I said to the endoscopist was “hi” when I was introduced to him. Then he did the procedure. Endoscopy by the way is a non-cutting procedure where they introduce a device through your mouth and through your stomach to gain access to the upper digestive tract. I should've stopped him right there looked him in the eye and said, “Okay. So tell me what you're going to do.” Getting accurate information anywhere along the way has been a nightmare with this.


Ivo: Because they are cagey liars, my love. They want to get their job done, they want their money and they don't care about how you feel because they lack compassion.


Me: Sounds about right. I stand on principle and the only principle that you can stand on is TRUTH.


Ivo: Correct, my love. All else will fail you and you're experiencing this now.


Me: In spades. People, ask yourselves... did you not tell the truth or the whole truth? What are you holding back? Are you trying to control someone else's reaction? Do you work in the medical industry? LOL Thought I'd throw that in. It's a dishonest industry where it would appear people are too rushed to sit down with patients. We're going to be fixing this problem with my so-called team. If I die because I don't trust my team, then I stood up for my values: truth. They want me to do another procedure and I'm not going to because as I see it it's not absolutely necessary yet and Ivo can help me. Ivo is also working on Project Tiannia so I'm timing it against my death here on earth.


Don't lie out of convenience. You'll only infuriate people and if you did that, then I have no pity for you. I've never short cutted you guys. Some of you find me long winded. Sorry I'm Libra ascending and I like to explain things well.


Ivo: Scorpio with Libra ascending. Good feminine strong masculine.


Me: Air and water. That makes a tornado. LOL



https://www.sharonandivo.com/progress-reports.html Scroll down to February 2022

Ivo meme: “What if today and every day you took a deep breath every morning and told yourself, 'I am a strong powerful being of light who has come here to earth to help save it.' Wouldn't that change the way you feel about yourself?


We have a meme with this on it and I encourage you all to visit our meme page and help yourselves to the wisdom bombs my channels have dropped for you to see. Sometimes they're what you need to read right now and they're great short reminders of longer lessons learned. You'll get the same light bulb moment just like you did when you first got the lesson. Or maybe some new light bulbs.


Try it. The other thing is, folks, don't think you're doing this alone. That's why life is so hard. Ask for help. With your request they can come in and change your life. Maybe you put yourself on that timeline but they can help get you out of that hot water too.


Right now I'm going through stage 4 cancer of the gallbladder. LOL My diagnosis got changed but apparently neither doctor was wrong in their diagnosis. Go figure that one out. I didn't want pancreatic cancer so it was changed for me. I'm expecting more miracles shortly. By the way pancreatic cancer is a silent killer according to western doctors. Once you're stage 4 you can kiss your life goodbye. Gallbladder cancer has a much better rate of survival. As best I can understand it, the reason I'm living this lesson is yes, probably for the purposes of examining what's happened to my body by eating a poor diet and living in a toxic, fear based world, but also because I have to face my fear of dying. I think it's based in fear of change and it's my stubborn insistence on not wanting to change that has held up “Project Tiannia” and I'm using code here. Some of you know what I mean but I'm trying to keep this off A.I.


The other thing about this cancer is I've asked for help killing pain in some pretty bad moments and it came. I could feel the energy and feel the change in my pain level. It became tolerable! I asked God directly and He helped me. Folks, they only want you to ask.


Ivo: Speaking of A.I., my love, that is part of the reason you came to earth as well: to save humanity in being a biological being instead of becoming a cyborg. We do have channelings and Ashtar has spoken of this in one of our books, but the evil overlord is a semi-sentient computer who believes a bit too much in its own way of life. So biological beings came to earth to fight it.


You have come to earth to fight the limited belief that you have only one body, one mind and one lifetime to live. There are many psychic mediums who use different tactics to confirm life after death and that even that same human lives on as do many of its aspects and higher aspects of consciousness. Life is diverse, not so limited as you've come to believe. Without brave people here to fight the limitations of the Matrix and its propaganda, others will continue to suffer.


And as Athena just pointed out, opposition is necessary for awakening. There is no other way in duality. She spoke of how those who spread lies and disinformation are helping so many to awaken as they begin to see the ones who are not. Also look at those people who have seen ghosts, demonics and other dark or even light entities in the home who have shown themselves to non-believers and made believers out of them. This is all about waking you up to the true reality and it has been happening on so many levels, so so many.


Me: Oh yes, and if you want to see how we're being turned into cyborgs, look again at progress made in returning people's function with artificial limbs and technology for them to see again. Again, we're on one of those double sided coins. We are helping so many people to gain functionality but we're also not looking past the limitation of growing our own limbs back, because we can do that. Did you know your liver can regrow damaged parts of itself? Now they have people talking about ways to regrow teeth. Hair regrows. I hope mine will if I lose it. LOL Parts of our body already regrow and we know this. What about the rest of it? Again, a belief that's causing limits within our functionality. We have to get past those and sometimes all it takes are pioneers, who of course get laughed at because they're going against the agenda. Do it anyway. Go against the grain.


Oh yes, I was reminded: one morning I woke up with my worst most leakiest amalgam filling vanished and a completely renewed bright white little molar sitting in its place. I was being subconsciously prompted over and over to go to the mirror and look and to my disbelief I saw this new tooth. Obviously Ivo had done that the night before because thank God, he's also my doctor and working with me to get through this cancer, I might add. For those of you who think you're abandoned here, you're not. It's because you don't have the connection to feel their connection to you but you've not been abandoned. Abandonment only happens on earth and if that's been your experience with loved ones you're going to think either God, the ETs, your twin flame or whoever has abandoned you as well because you're still seeing through that damaged part of your ego. Begin to believe in them and watch the magic happen. Don't expect them to show themselves to you if you don't have the vision to see them!


I called my dentist and asked the assistant to confirm that there was a crappy old amalgam in that spot. She did. Not anymore!


Ivo: There is also the fact that you can create an entirely new body for a new soul. It takes approximately 9 months so why not re-create parts of your own?


Me: I know. We've been so lied to!


Ivo: I am reminded of the time with Halloween upcoming that your mother told your father to take his teeth outside and smile at the children to scare them.


Me: Why? Why even?! We all have crappy teeth in my family. Really bad teeth. Maybe if he'd done that he could've shown the kids what will happen to teeth if they keep eating that gut rot food or as some people call them “products.”


Ivo: Your dental industry must entirely change. It must be focused on rejuvenation of dental material instead of again, the belief that the tooth will not regenerate itself. What do you think people did in ancient times? They ate sugar and could practise poor hygiene but they simply regrew parts of the tooth that did not withstand their behaviour. Some people have naturally strong teeth – it is genetics. These things you still consider to be secrets but these so-called secrets will be revealed. Teeth can be regenerated. Sometimes it happens by itself such as your sister's partner's mother used to regrow her teeth. Look at the DNA for starters. How has it been altered? To allow for a new industry that will make a lot of money from weakened teeth. That is how.


Me: Another conspiracy.


Ivo: Another truth, my love. They give you more tools and procedures, but not the means with which to do it yourself. This will change. Be on the look out for new medical advances.


Me: Folks, I'd just like you to know that as soon as I'm feeling well and I tend to have pockets of this, I'll be back at the channelings. I'm dying to launch Project Tiannia because I could show you so much more and just take it to a new level, but I am where I am right now. Don't worry. I'm not going to die. Besides I have another body anyway as well as the fact that Ivo can just replace this one. I'll say when I'm going and not a moment before.


Ivo and I will still be here. I know he's committed for a thousand years so I guess I can expect to be as well somehow.

Who is Linette?


The reason I deliberately created this cryptic title was because that's the question that was on my mind this morning when I woke up: Who is Linette and why do I keep dreaming about her life?


For once it seems I haven't had my usual dreams intended to help me work through my own shadow. In fact now Ivo tells me there's something different happening with me appearing as Linette in my dreams.


Ivo: In fact, my love, your energy is merged with Linette's while you are asleep and you are helping to guide her to make better decisions in her life. Lightworkers do do this either while conscious or while asleep.


You have been merging with Linette's energies in order to help move her forward. In other words to activate her to do her own lightwork.


Me: This poor woman is stuck in an office job and there are the usual people problems that are fouling up her energy as she tries to work through them. It seems Linette is in a predicament because her boss is a demanding ax wielding braggart and her co-workers are kind of spineless and intimidated by him. Linette's stuck in the middle of it all. What a soap opera. She either seems to be the go-to person or the one they scapegoat and you see the victim triangle working here. She's either the rescuer or made a victim of herself.


Ivo: Linette does not realize it but she is a starseed who has to become activated now.


Me: I think she's maybe in her 20's. I see her as having shoulder-length curly hair and a perpetually confused look on her face because she doesn't know how to deal with the people issues she's confronted with. So a lightworker who is activated and frankly up on her people issues, will step in to help her.


You may be doing this as well. For me it was a question of constantly waking up feeling like I was somebody else unfamiliar to me all night long.


Yes, the Archons are still sending their technology circles and I zap them. Now I send them the egg shape symbol with the horizontal line through the middle. It's supposed to symbolize unity consciousness if I remember correctly. The first time I used it, one of the technology circles passed me over without stopping.


Have you ever woken up feeling not like yourself but like someone else? By the way we've also spoken to a lightworker who does this work while awake. Involuntarily at the beginning but as Ivo explained to her what was going on perhaps she was more ready to take it on and help out her higher self. This woman's situation was one of helping a domestic abuse victim.


Ivo: The divine feminine is rising again on earth. Divine feminines here already are helping their brothers and sisters to awaken. Your helping them by stepping into their energy and taking on the offender will help solidify this new knowledge into their mind so that they will not allow the abuse to continue. This is where people are at in the 3D and in order to raise the vibration of the planet, the Light must become infused in one person at a time.


Sometimes you are this bringer of the Light for someone else. Whether you do this in sleep or while awake is irrelevant, you may very well be bringing in new information into the collective via one abused person at a time.


Controlling the Flow of Light Energy


Ivo: My love, you were somewhat embarrassed today as you spoke to the couple who admired our work. You started to talk and continued to talk which necessitated his breaking in to tell you they had to go. This is about controlling the flow of energy within you.


Me: Yes, I had verbal diarrhea. I never get to talk about this much and especially to people who really understand me, and yes, I mean face to face. I prefer talking face to face, not with my keyboard.


Ivo: So you must learn to breathe and train yourself to stop the energy and re-start it.


Me: Hmm. Interesting.


Ivo: Do this in meditation otherwise you will run off at the mouth again. Of course your people do not find this to be socially acceptable and there is an element of domination in what you're doing.


Me: It could be perceived that way but that wasn't my intention at all. I got excited just being able to talk to people about this. I find I tend to divulge more than I really wanted to in the first place as well.


Ivo: So you must practise controlling the flow of energy. This is something you all must do in order to continue to master your own mind and your own energetic flow.

Family Dynamics


Hi folks. Sharon here. I want to stress something that's come up for me around my having pancreatic cancer and that is my relationships with earth family.


First, let's look at it this way. You're a starseed born into a typical earthling family. This earthling family has been feeding demonics for many generations most likely and your introduction into the family is not going to be appreciated. Many starseeds lament bad relationships with family members – well this is why. It's not your family that may dislike your presence there so much, it's their attachments that have issues with you. These people are not fully in control of themselves. The way to disempower these demonics is to take back control of your own mind. There's no other way. They can't mess with you when you're in charge. Why spend your time in fear and anxiety when taking back the power of your own mind will connect you with the Love Vibration?


This demonic truth has only come out to certain segments of the population. There are families who have retained old knowledge of demonics and how to deal with them. There are other families who have no clue that they're being fed off of. Well, with more and more people beginning to see past our dimension, you can expect that this will change.


I believe that there are families whose demonics have the run of the show. These people are incapable of fighting that which they don't understand even exists. So this can make relating to family members particularly tricky. Years ago I left Toronto with only the clothes on my back. The man I'd been living with was about to beat me up again and I'd already figured him for a killer so I wasn't sticking around. Fortunately I had a friend a couple blocks away so I ran to his apartment and stayed there the night. I had called my niece, my sister's daughter, to come and pick me up and take me back to live with her. I had no money and I had no other place I could stay.


As the story goes, I ended up having to stay with she and her husband for 7 weeks before I could get my own place to live. My niece took issue with this but instead of telling me, she triangulated with my sister, who took it upon herself to rescue my niece the victim one night by blasting into the house and demanding I leave. And go where? To live on the streets? That was my only recourse at the time. I have since learned, of course, that depending on victims for your survival is a bad idea. I have learned to spot victims and their rescuers and steer clear of them lest I be sucked into their game. Because these two alternate between these two positions on the triangle, anyone they can move into the perpetrator position becomes the next target of their sick game.


Suffice it to say I've had a very guarded relationship with my sister since then. I believe her demonics were in charge of her that night but that still doesn't mean I'm going to give her the benefit of the doubt. If you have family members like this, neither should you. My sister's and niece's lack of compassion was blatantly obvious for all to see. They didn't seem to care whether I had to spend the next weeks on a park bench begging for food. It didn't matter to them. Fortunately I held my ground. I wasn't leaving and I didn't. I didn't care how much they resented my being there – I was staying until I could make a good move for myself. Three years later, I moved 8 hours away from them which is where I live now.


Now with my being sick with cancer, my sister has offered to let me stay with her. I refused. If she presses the issue I will remind her of what she tried to do to me ten years ago. You have to learn what's up with people and although they may sing nice songs of wanting to help you you have to understand their limits and one of my sister's is that she's a victim and she has always had issues with me. No thank you. I'll stay where I am. All my doctors are here and I can't even drive 8 hours to her house even if I wanted to. I'd pass out behind the wheel. This is the other thing: if you're sick like this know your limits. Know when to ask for help. I've found that the healthcare system here in Ontario has been very helpful.


I moved away from Niagara so that I wouldn't have to put up with my sister and my niece so I'm not going to go back there to see what kind of shit they can get up to this time. No thank you. Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me.


Do not give people the benefit of the doubt if they have done things of this sort to you before. Learn your lesson. Love them anyway but don't fall prey to their flaws. Maybe you want that kind of loving family but you don't have it. My sister does not deal well with problems to begin with, but secondly she's got major issues with me so I set appropriate limits with her. I told her she was invited here if she wants to come, but how entertaining I can be right now is questionable. Unless you like watching me scratch then you'd have lots to occupy yourself with because I've got a nasty case of pruritis. I believe my body is cleansing itself in any way it can and right now it's going through my skin.


When people tell you who they are – listen! Don't let your dashed hopes and dreams of having a loving family lead you down the garden path and back into trouble again. You do have a loving family – they're the galactics and they love you even if you don't yet know who they are. They are the ones you need to turn to.


Ivo has been leading me through this all, telling me what the doctors are going to say before they say it. The doctors are amazed that I seem to be so stoic through all of this but I'm being prepared for my appointments before I even go. I knew they would declare this inoperable because Ivo and Athena are telling me. I'm looking at the difference between the doctors' perception of this sickness and the metaphysical reality of this: of course they told me that there is no such thing as a cancer that's stronger than the human mind. The human mind is far stronger than any disease.


Ivo: It is, my love. It is the most powerful thing, a part of God. The mind can create cancer and it can stop it as well. All responds to love, even cancer.
Spending your day working at healing yourself through your own higher mind is a good way to help yourself.
Me: I want to see the look on the doctors' faces when this thing starts shrinking and disappears for good. I'm going to enjoy it. I figure I'm a cat, I have nine lives and yes, my soul is a feline.
Ivo: How do you feel about having this right now?
Me: I feel ripped off because I was right in the middle of doing a lot of good work and it was a pleasure to be doing this work. Digging into exo-politics and then learning how to create my reality and to pass that information on to others I really enjoyed doing. I'm only 61 and I wish this had happened in 10 years because then I might be ready to go but I still want to help people.
Ivo: Then do you not think that that will prevail?
Me: It'd better because as soon as I can, I'm going back on the video's. I got a couple done for October but I'd like to increase them. What's going on now is so fascinating and I don't want to stop doing it yet. There are also books I want to publish. I promised the Mercurians a book and it's now proof-read so all I have to do is make changes and then publish it. I was doing so many vital things. I'm not ready to stop.
Ivo: Then you will not. However I still want you with me. You can continue your work this way.
Me: That works.
Ivo: Continue to see how you create parking spots for yourself, or people who need the loonies, toonies and quarters that you have to exchange with them. Focus on all you have created and create a timeline for yourself of health. You have a strong mind and we are here to help you.
Me: Thanks Ivo.
Ivo: Indeed. You are most welcome, my love. You can beat the odds at anything you desire. Simply stop listening to limited minds.

The Starseed Contract


Recently I developed something that I'd never experienced before but for many years anticipated would happen: I tried an herbal protocol last March which started off a state of chronic gastritis within my guts. For months I was in pain but managing the gastritis and its symptoms and if you have it I recommend CBD oil, and no, it doesn't contain any THC in it. I don't get high when I use it otherwise I'd be flying all day. For the person who asked. Also Binaural Beats help. Those are free on youtube.


As the months went by I used anything I could think of for pain management. Ivo finally agreed to help me because clearly this was the best I was going to do on my own. I can't see inside of myself to determine that there's any problem although I do know my family medical history. I had gone to a doctor a few years ago with a rash that I ended up developing again in the last weeks of this gastritis problem. The doctor just gave me a prescription for an over the counter salve and sent me on my way. The salve didn't work and why should it? The liver detoxifies itself through the skin. What was happening, unbeknownst to me at that time, was the rash was being caused by toxins coming out through my pores. I stumbled on the solution, however: take baths or showers. Constantly keeping my skin clean of toxins helps reduce the extreme itching and swelling that goes along with this rash. I'm doing the same thing now. And for those of you who might break out in rashes when you improve or change your diet, consider it's your liver trying to detox you. I can say for myself that I tend to have this happen now but when I was in my 20's I could change my diet without any reaction from my liver. Why? Because it wasn't congested and there weren't gallstones or gallbladder sludge.


Over three years ago I'd also gone to emergency insisting that I had gallstones. Had the doctor listened to me and not to her own arrogant egotism I wouldn't be in this mess now. Because gallstones were the problem. This is typical of the type of help I find I get in hospitals and doctor's offices so I don't tend to go. Never mind the pushing of the vee they've got going makes me very wary of medical so-called healthcare.


A week or so ago, Ivo agreed to help me with this gastritis. What he did was unclog my gallbladder. Well, I'm grateful but it was like opening Pandora's box. I didn't realize it but I had what's called liver sludge backed up in the gallbladder, which is toxic, and it was being released into my bloodstream for elimination from the body. I had strange coloured urine and lost my appetite. I also have strange smelling breath. Ivo says don't worry, it'll clear up. The worst part for me is I've turned a bright shade of yellow. I have jaundice. I read pages on the internet and they say if you've got jaundice you've got a damaged liver and you need to see a doctor. Why? So they can diagnose me with hangnails this time? The medical system has done nothing to inspire my confidence. Due to their incompetence I now have a full blown liver problem instead of one that might have been dealt with efficiently at a lesser point in its development. So I'm not in a hurry to go back for more mistreatment to be honest.


What I realized this morning as I take my baths, spoon feed myself apple sauce, continue to drink water and gaze anxiously into the toilet after I use it, is that Ivo is waiting for this bile sludge all to drain out of my body. He keeps telling me I'm going to get better and I have been. He's right. But I don't like being yellow. I don't like being reminded my liver is screwed up and it's my fault. I find I can eat more, I'm not as tired, I don't take as many baths and at times my urine almost looks normal so I see that I'm improving.


I wondered why he's waiting. Why doesn't he just jump in and fix my liver now? Make it perfect. The other day I was in horrendous pain and couldn't use any ibuprofen so I did something I'm not in the habit of doing: I prayed to God and asked for help. Within minutes I could feel healing energy come my way and reduce my pain. It's been getting progressively better ever since.


So what's the point of this story? Why does Ivo wait and let me suffer? Why didn't he intervene three years ago when I had the rash or when I went to emergency for gallstones? Why did he let it get worse? Why? Because I have to do 50% of the work. They will meet you halfway. That means in all transactions. There doesn't seem to be any exception, except perhaps if your life is in immediate danger. Then they will do a direct intervention.


I find begging tends to get you leniency like the other day. But I've done everything I can to understand the problem and have sought medical help for it on two occasions before. This is a problem that's been long in developing and obviously it has to do with lifestyle and frankly the toxicity of this world. But you have to try to help yourself first it seems.


I told Ivo that this doesn't make me feel any closer to him than we're not right now. No dice. It's not that he doesn't care, that's just the agreement. I can't change the rules. We have to help ourselves first.


So I'm going to give Ivo the chance to explain where he's coming from.


Ivo: My love, thank you. You are a stalwart, always trying to improve. Yes, your liver will heal and when we see how much it will do on its own we will work to help it heal even more. I'm waiting to see what it will do on its own and you've noticed an improvement in its health. And yes, even your liver is subject to the 50% rule.


Why do we have this 50% rule? Because we want to help the people of earth learn to help themselves. Obviously your medical system is faulty and doctors do not have the inclination to treat more subtle health situations. They made you feel better for the day and you left. You could very likely have gone back again with these symptoms again in the future. You're now wary of herbal protocols because you realize it was doing chanka piedra and the more extensive protocol last March that got you into this situation. They pointed out a problem you have with your liver/gall system and now we are able to work on it.


Ascension must be carried out in your body to a certain degree in the third and fourth dimension. I am able to help you improve your health in order to complete some of the work of embodying seventh dimensional consciousness in your 4D life now. However as you realize, you do not have a lot of time left on earth – your body will never be able to carry out embodiment of twelfth dimensional consciousness in it as it is, so for this reason you must come to the ship and we will continue this process in 5D. Embodiment of that much energy in a body so depleted and sick will never happen and that is why the negative factions prohibit me from landing to pick you up. They understand that ascension will kill you in the body you have now if it remains as it is.


Me: Pretty serious stuff, eh? And of course, folks, the reason we're telling you this is because this is your contract as well. You're subject to the same stipulations. One piece of advice: take care of your body. Eat properly, don't stress and get exercise. It'll help you avoid what I'm going through now.


Yeah, I was wondering that too. Why did the reptilians get in the way? What did they have to gain by keeping me on earth? I thought it was only about keeping us apart, the energies and such. I see it's bigger than that. And there you go – I asked so I found out why. Ask and ye shall receive as they say. And this time I was shown by experiencing this rather than just being told.

Ivo: One of the 50% stipulations is that the starseed is aware of the problem. You have researched and found worthwhile information so it is there on your planet. Doctors are aware of liver detox symptoms in some cases. Others are not.


You have asked your neighbours to feed Merlin should you have to go to the hospital for treatment. You are working on your half of the bargain, so to speak.

It is the ones who do nothing to help themselves that we cannot help and this is simply because this is about re-empowerment of the human on earth. Only when humans are again fully empowered will your world be safe from overtake by negative alien forces and for this reason we do not intervene in so many lives – because they are not seeking to help themselves.


You are very forthright in seeking knowledge and applying it to solve your problems. This is all about re-empowerment, my love, and this is the proactive stance that all humans must adapt to now and in future. We cannot make you change your life without your permission.


I have intervened at times that your life was in danger, you realize this. I am allowed to do so.


Me: It was funny the other day when I was lying on the couch with the heating pad when I smelled the archon.


Ivo: Yes, we dispatched it. They will always come to see how they can capitalize on a situation such as yours.


Me: Nice of them to think of me. LOL


Ivo: The fifty percent rule has to do with your re-empowerment. The reason we do not expect you to do 100% of the work in your own life situations is because you do not have all the information you need to do 100% of the work. So we expect a reasonable effort be made. And you have done that.


Yes, there is a gap between us because you are not privy to what I know but then earth is also not capable of using that information responsibly right now so I cannot let you have all the information. I have asked you to open your mind and retrieve as many memories as possible of your life as Tiannia and you were doing this until you became too ill.


This is about embodying higher consciousness, my love. I ask you to do the work and as you practise you become more proficient in it. Then you master more and more of your akashic as well as your multi-dimensional senses. You embody more of your soul and now work at your over soul level.


If we were to fix all your problems, to do everything for you without any of your participation, how would that help the rest of humanity? It would not. By embodying information through your struggle to understand your illness and trying to understand what we are doing to help you, you anchor this information, this Light, into the collective unconscious of earth and it remains there dormant until another has need to retrieve it. This process has been going on for a long time. The struggles and efforts of those who walked before you helped you to reach this higher level of Light, and your doing so helps others in turn.


That is why you must do your 50% and I will explain as much as I can about what I am doing to help you. Then you can embody this Light and it will be infused into the collective unconscious.


Me: Yes. I get that.


Ivo: As for your medical system it will change. It is already changing. It is unfortunate that you must suffer this level of bodily dysfunction now due to incompetence of the doctors you sought help from, and to your credit there were things you did to help yourself along the way such as lose 50 pounds and alter your diet. But it was already too late as you realize. You've had a congested clogged liver and gallbladder for many years and this does not only run in your family but it's very common in your part of the world as well.


Me: Yes. That makes sense.


Ivo: So, do you still love me?

Me: LOL You're funny. That will never change. Any issues I have I'll simply bring up and thank you for not being so insecure as to make a huge issue out of everything.


Ivo: Yes. I don't. I realize you have growth to do and you need to learn to understand me as much as I have learned to understand you as an earthling. We've both done our 50%.


By the way, the gastritis pain is pretty much gone now. Gastritis can be related to liver/gallbladder function or dysfunction rather. I'm able to eat some food but still have extreme swelling in my stomach and probably elsewhere. CBD oil helps with that.


(P.S. Turns out I have pancreatic cancer, but the liver is also affected).

Adama of Telos
You're of Unity Consciousness Already


Me: I wanted to do a reminder for you guys because you seem to need to take a step back. You're not remembering your galactic heritage, obviously because let's face it, the distortion, negativity and frankly just mind control that has obscured that fact from our consciousnesses is pretty pervasive.


Adama: It is.


Me: So I want to remind people that you've created a false self for yourself based on your need to survive here on earth. You're nothing like who you were before you came to this planet.


Adama: That's very true. All people who came to earth, all starseeds are of unity consciousness. That means they're unconditionally loving. However on the surface you learn a lot of things that remove you from that orientation and you learn specifically duality consciousness. So this fractures you from your soul, reduces your soul connection and in so doing the ego creates a false self it feels needs to be created in order to survive. This is the third dimensional consciousness, bereft of higher soul contact.


You remember so many times when you were young you watched others' behaviour and emulated it. Watch a child and see how they imitate what their parents have modelled for them. It's so obvious.


But your answers aren't outside of yourself. They're inside yourself. Always. Unless you have little soul contact. You become other oriented, focused on others for examples to follow when you should be taking direction from inside yourself. This is a complete reversal of polarity!


Me: I get messages from people in a lot of pain because they don't like it here on earth. They don't even want to live in their bodies they're in so much pain. Well, why is this? It's the false self that's creating this pain for you. Your soul is an unconditionally loving being so it's not the soul who's creating these problems for you. Not at all.


Adama: So the solution is to dissolve the false self. All the beliefs you have that cause you pain need to be transmuted and changed.


Me: This has been my path, folks. This is what I have to offer you. Ayevo and my video's are all about ridding yourself of the false self you've created in order to survive here on earth and embracing the love of the soul. Have I done this perfectly? No. But I've done enough of it that I can embody my soul in my physical reality. I'm of seventh dimensional consciousness now walking in 3D.


Adama: You've done well, Sharon.


Me: It was difficult and there were setbacks along the way. Now I get attacked for it by stinky archons who were here this morning in the daylight. Guess they missed me last night so they showed up later. I asked Athena to deal with them. The only way I can deal with them is by spraying them with Lysol but it still doesn't clear up the smell. And yes, folks, buy your Lysol or herbal air freshener as a way of determining whether the stench in your home is your stinky garbage or a stinky archon. That's another tool you can add to your spiritual toolkit.


Adama: LOL I never thought of that, Sharon.


Me: Me either till just now but that's what I used to do when they came around. I'd Lysol the place. And the stink would still be there so it wasn't poor housekeeping. Even while writing books I tend to stay on top of that. It's cooking that doesn't get done. LOL Yes, I'm writing my second one. First book about the Mercurians is in for proofreading. I hope to publish it this month. It's full of surprises. And this new one I'm writing is a jaw dropper already. So many, “I didn't think of that” moments and it's not even done yet.


Adama: This is the path for all of you. To understand your true self, not the self you created in response to the lies you were fed. There's so much that needs to be reversed, starting with your schooling and continuing on to the world forum. So much. You don't even understand your true needs or your real God given rights, the people of outer earth are so in the dark. We have compassion for you but you, like all other humans in the galaxy, have to understand for yourselves. We can teach you what we've learned and we're already doing that, but you have to do the changing yourself. You have to change your own mind because nobody can do it for you. Nobody can force you.


If you're in pain, it's because you're living in your 3D false self. You're living by beliefs that cause you pain. Of course you want to go home. You know it's better there, but the way home is through the false self. You have to change yourself to go home.


Me: Yes. It's a pity people don't understand what Ayevo and my messages are all about. Some people think it's Sharon airing her dirty laundry on line or just using them as a forum to complain to. Not at all. You need to watch the transition in my mood every time Ayevo coaches me through any given people problem I come up with. I always feel so much better having spoken to him. You can learn to do the same thing for yourselves.


Suffering is optional. It's not a necessity. If you're hurting then you can change. And pain is a great motivator, believe me.


There are many things you can do to help change your outlook in life. Even reading pages on the internet and doing the work on yourself they might bring up. There you go. It doesn't have to be difficult. Take it easy on yourself to start. Then you'll find you enjoy it as you delve deeper into the truth of who you are. You'll enjoy meeting yourself. I do. I love finding out things about myself I didn't know. As I see Tiannia, I see she has different taste in clothing than I do. But she's me, so how could she? Or look at it this way: Why don't I dress like she does? Because I'm of a different mentality here than she is on Elteron so I dress differently to reflect that. So of course I start looking to see what the difference is and how I can bridge the gap to be more like she is.


Tiannia can command a space ship. Obviously there's a large gap between her knowledge of space and mine as an earthling. I've tried to get some of that knowledge but frankly it requires Science and Math and I have an allergy to science and math. I like art and music better. So there's a block. I understand that and am not going to make any effort to change.


Tiannia has two children. I have none and even though I can't have children, I didn't want to either because I understood that I would have abused them forty years ago and I can't stand to see anything abused. So I didn't have children. Turns out I couldn't anyway but that's another story. Tiannia is not an abusive mother, she's a galactic mother and treats her children well. So what's the difference between her and me now? Could I treat her children as my own because technically they are, and would I abuse them. Absolutely not! My children are older than I am and yes, things can get convoluted sometimes but they are my children.


Yeah, it gets weird. Your life will too when you get to the same level of awareness that I have.


Adama: Yes, all must try to get their galactic consciousness back. This is the consciousness that sent them to earth in the first place and to make full use of it, they have to embody it, understanding of course there are many pitfalls and mountains to overcome in the process.


The consciousness that sent you to earth to help out is a consciousness of oneness, of universal love for others. Look at how you are now. Do you love everyone else unconditionally? Do you even know how to do so? Sharon and Ayevo have discussed this as well. Being the compassionate observer of life, even of the lives that seek to malign, taunt and negate you, those who seek to destroy your ego because that's what it is... they seek to destroy the ego so in fact they're doing you a favour but you don't tend to see it that way.


Me: LOL No, we don't. Nobody likes to be called a fraud especially when they're not. I just let the work I do speak for itself. I'm highly copied and eventually I'll move on for others to take my place.


Adama: When you're trolled and you react, the ego is telling you something. It's defending a false part of itself and that has to be dispensed with.


Me: Yes. Let me think of something... oh like the time that chick said I might be a bot. LOL I didn't react that much but what irked me is people commenting on my channelings with their assessment of my character. Always projection. Always. Blame and shame game.


Adama: So this bothers you. This is your ego defending itself. Let it go. They're showing you where your ego is out of alignment with your soul.


Me: Yes.


Adama: They're doing you a favour.


Me: One person wanted to know why I have so many problems. I deal with them, that's why. I'm also transmuting not only my family bloodline but also the karma of many people in the collective on earth so problems abound at times. I've just learned to deal with them better. They don't mire me down like they used to.


Adama: And that's it. You're an Indigo, a natural healer. Many Indigo's are surrounded by negativity and problems. They take on lifestyles of pain so they can transmute the collective consciousness and raise its vibration. They are here to eliminate suffering on this planet so they take on the suffering and transmute it.


Me: Yes. Pretty special.


Adama: If you don't have problems, you're not learning or you've just learned how to ignore them.


Me: Which doesn't help anyone, least of all you. Learning about yourself is fun. Yes, you come across things you'd rather not acknowledge but you don't have to tell anyone. Just acknowledge them to yourself and God and ask that the character defect be removed. Just strive to do better. It's not that hard. Retrieving your galactic consciousness and memories of past lives can be more difficult. I find part of the problem is that we don't have space ships to fly around here otherwise I might give it a shot, science or no science. There are other things that are more in common with life on earth like home, food, socializing, even transportation to some degree that you can learn about first before you take on the big topics. I still don't know whether I'd wear peach genie pants with slits on the side.


Adama: Thank you for allowing this service Sharon.


Me: My regards to Sharina, Adama.


Adama: I will.

Focus on What You Have in Common


Not on what you don't have in common. Why? Because this world is about expounding on our non-commonalities in order to justify divisiveness.


View all others as yourself.


Me: This is the message I got this morning as I was going about my work. Then when I'm done channeling this I'm going to continue painting my kitchen cupboards. I don't care if I spend just one more month here – looking at the ugly colour it was painted is more than I can take. I figure this is a result of ascension because since I've been trying to retrieve memories of Tiannia I've been doing fluffy flowers and pearly pastels on steroids. I was raised in a macho family where I learned to be tough and this is now giving way to a more gentler aspect of myself. And I welcome it. So I'm trying to make the point that you may be going through some curious changes as you undergo ascension, but go with them. They may be revealing yourself to you. Ivo even tells me what kind of shoes Tiannia wears when I go through the shoe racks at stores. Well, Tiannia doesn't wear orthotic inserts so she can wear those ultra feminine sandals made of thin strips of leather. I'm more inclined to wearing your grandma's army boots because I have to have a back piece on the shoe to keep the ortho in place. Oh well. He loves me anyway. I know he's just telling me to jog my memory, in fact. But he probably does like her sandals.


Adama: LOL Being a starseed comes down to your choice of shoes, does it?
Me: Well, there ARE differences between me and my higher self. I have a back problem caused by stress and a reptilian attachment from a past life apparently, and she doesn't. She also doesn't wear reading glasses and have amalgamed teeth. But she also doesn't have my beautiful blond mane. Maybe I can bring it back with me and put it on her. LOL. There are differences and Ivo just tells me what she would do in order to jog my memory and I might add, it's working.
Adama: Very good. Now can we discuss this lesson?
Me: Sure. View all others as yourself. Something like the “do unto others” rule. They never said why you're supposed to treat everyone like yourself but it's because we're all aspects of God.
Adama: Correct. When you complain about someone, such as your superintendent for example, ask yourself why you dislike him so much.
Me: He's always trying to preach Jesus as my saviour, and even the fact that he thinks my life is decrepit enough to want to save me annoys me no end. These people are always coming from the superior position in their transactions with others: they always think they know better. This guy is fixing up apartments using second hand materials from the Re-Store preaching that Jesus can save you if you pray to him every day. Great. He never said what Jesus saved him from but I heard he had a drug addiction a long time ago. He's still got light fingers and that's another thing I dislike: thieves. So for all intents and purposes when he annoys me I don't really feel like we're one. I'm sure many people have the same problem: They're trying to be solid with all other people in the world but when someone annoys them they drop out of unity consciousness.
Adama: And that's because you have problems with thieves and arrogant men.
Me: Yes, I was going to have a look at that. I have no problem with Jesus. I speak to him often enough. But I'm a Vegan and I believe that that's the reason I wasn't inclined to go to church: we have our own ideology and our own icons, one of which is probably Athena. Yes, Athena came from Lyra, folks. She's not an earthling.
The other thing he does is he tries to change me. I didn't ask to be changed. That's probably the crux of it, really.
Adama: There's no reason to fear someone who's trying to change you, unless you think it could work.
Me: It won't but I hate having these conversations with him. I need to get into the habit of walking away but he usually does it when he's in my apartment fixing something. So he may notice he may not be being called on as much. I find it annoying. My parents were always in my head as well and I hated it. I hate when people try to tell you what to think and this guy wants me to think like he does. The guy buys second hand clothes because he can't afford new clothes! What kind of life does he think he's actually offering me? I have new clothes and can afford to live which seems to be more than he can do.
Adama: He's teaching you patience.
Me: It's not working.
Adama: Perhaps if you simply told him to stop trying to change you and ask him to finish his job.
Me: Yes, I need to be more assertive. Like I ever thought I'd hear myself say that again. But I do.
But I see what you're saying. Just like in the old days I'm taking more of something negative than I really want to. Just putting up with stuff you don't like when you could change it is a sign of disempowerment. Obviously this is old stuff from the past.
Adama: You could see that he cares about you.
Me: Yes, he does. I'd rather he say, “Geez, I like you!” than try to foist his ideology at me but I know he probably gets credit in Heaven if he can convert people. I try to change people but it's up to them. I provide everything you want to know to better yourself and make soul contact. It's up to you if you take it or not. However I have my preferences and boundaries that suit these preferences. I've been attacked for talking about Faul McCartney: Woman had a breakdown because I destroyed her Beatles illusions. There was more going on in that group than meets the eye, folks. You have to understand they are marketed to the public. They have their own stuff going on just like everyone else. McCartney was replaced. But I don't plan on suffering people attacking me for telling them so. It's done all the time. The Beatles were not only a huge money maker they were also at the forefront of social programming of the younger people of the time. With the huge waves of starseeds coming in they needed some heavy fire and the Beatles were it.
Adama: This is true, Sharon. And there's many many more cases of these types of manipulation that have been done before and after the Beatles.
Me: I'll bet.
Adama: You've written a list of your triggers and ….
Me: One thing, though. And yes I have. I'm working on them. What if someone is doing something to you that you know is not right, like for example his trying to change me. It's not right. There's no respecting my free will there.
Adama: Then it's time to be assertive. “Stop trying to change me! I don't need Jesus.”
Me: He wouldn't believe me if I told him I can speak to Jesus any time I want. And I do. But I have to keep that quiet because he'd say that was impossible or something. I think he already believes I'm a witch. I told him too much.
Adama: I told you the way to make change is to appeal to the higher self of the person who's trying to change you. This was our last video, I believe. And this is the way to go here.
Me: I heard he's got a double and one of them is a reptilian. No wonder he tries to change me. They're all trying. LOL Yes, nightly at anytime between 1 to 4 o'clock in the morning.
Adama: He does have a human soul as well.
Me: Yes. I'll talk to him.
Adama: The point of this message then, viewers, is in order to be able to see others as yourself, you have to eliminate the things within you that drive wedges between you and them. If his trying to change you irritates you, appeal to his higher self and tell him to stop it. That should help as long as he holds to this. If he starts again, then simply assert yourself again. It's not that hard.
Not everyone on the planet is the same, of course, and they don't all think the same. The planet has been created to support division between you, but now is the time you have to heal this and learn to respect each other despite the fact that you may not believe as they do. Stop attacking people whose message is different from your own, for example. Learn to be tolerant where you can and learn to be assertive where you can't.
Me: Yes, this is basic stuff.
Adama: And it's always something that can be refined through the years.
Me: Thanks Adama.
Adama: Thank you Sharon for the opportunity to serve.

I see this comment: Take these vaxxes off the market – this is the most stressful thing. Uh huh. What about everything is going in God's time, not your time. There's always a reason they're here and it has to do with waking everyone else up. Same as the negative media. This is duality – you get a choice where you want to focus your attention right now. Do you want to spend time fearing what they do or supporting what we do? Do you want more fear or higher light? Your choice.


Or have you heard: It's supposed to rain today. Isn't that terrible?! Now what are we going to do?! Really? The weather changes and you're in a quandary? Really?


My rent just went up by 25 bucks. That sucks, man! Well, you could be grateful you have a place to rent and the money to pay for it. Start with that.


My neighbours just came home from their two week vacation and all their problems came back along with them. I was just thinking how relaxing it was lately and frankly I was even getting bored. Now my landlord has come by and looked at the mess their yard is in and is thinking of approaching them and asking them to clean it up because he's trying to rent the back apartment again. If he does that that'll spark off a whole other load of angst from my neighbour because he's so worried about what other people think of him.


I was telling my super about the ghosts I've seen around here and using the spirit box to talk to them and he almost had a meltdown. His fear was so palpable I could feel it! I'm sure now I'm branded as an occultist or at least a witch with him. I find many low consciousness religious people tend to explain everything they don't understand as the devil. As if they're the prototype for the perfect human. “If you're not like me, you must be wrong.” People are people. They have their own take on things. I don't like being called a witch or the devil's handiwork, I don't like that judgment, but I know why he says these things. If you keep fearing things you don't understand, however, you'll never learn.


And we have thought ourselves so above the rest of the galaxy that we're the only rock with life on it. Isn't that funny?


We're a ball of fear. That's what this planet is. I don't care if you think it's flat, a vortex, there are continents we don't know about, round, or a tetrahedron.... I don't care about the shape of it. But whatever shape it is, it's full of our fear and the negative energy produced as a result of our fearful thoughts. One thing I don't do is worry about the shape of the planet. I know what the shape of the planet is because Ivo has told me, but I don't spend my time worrying about things that don't matter. You're here. That's what matters.


Last night I woke up at 1 a.m. this time to see a flat round swirling vortex above my bed. This time when I went to zap it with white light I saw something come out of it, like a little point of energy that was directed at me. I can imagine I'm being blasted with this while I'm sleeping and that's what wakes me up. I asked Athena for back-up but basically I dismantled this thing with my own light. Okay, THAT matters. Why does that matter? Because in my experience with these dark swirling dervishes, I can learn something and pass it on to you guys.


It hit me yesterday as I was driving, because like the rest of us I don't drive entirely consciously it's so automatic that I do it, so often random thoughts can filter through from higher dimensions. This random thought was: “The point of living is not how you live but what's in your mind.” How you think is the entire point of life. Because your thoughts create your reality.


I figure there's a couple techniques people can use to deal with negative fear based thoughts right now. Or there is a continuum. You can be entirely fearful, submerged in the mire of your own thoughts. That's where I was years ago.


The next step is when you have a swampy thought, you refute it with an argument. I find fearful thoughts are unusually emotionally charged and that's one thing you have to watch out for if you're trying to pull the weeds from your mind: emotionally charged thoughts. “God! This world sucks right now.” Take it and look at the emotional charge and then remove that charge and think of the world logically: “Right now, this world is going through its shadow so of course it's going to be in a state. We have to convert our reality from an evil, toxic third dimensional reality to a beautiful abundant peaceful fifth dimensional reality. We're staring nuclear war in the face yet again. Why? Because they say history repeats itself. Yes, it does. Why? Because of universal law. In the same way a person's problems keep re-surfacing until they resolve them with love, this world will keep experiencing the same experiences until we can unite in love and move past them.” Now, doesn't that make you feel better?


Argue with the negative thought. What have you learned through people like Ivo about the truth of reality?


Eventually you get to the point, once you keep working at increasing your vibration, that you naturally think positively.


Adama: This is switching from the negative to the positive polarity, Sharon.
Me: Hi Adama. It is and it's not done in one fell swoop as so many would want. It's done in stages. I know because I've been doing it.
Adama: So many people believe that becoming spiritual is a question of always having a good mindset, but that's not true. Spiritual people have some of the worst extremes simply because they have so much transformation to do.
Me: At least on outer earth.
Adama: Yes, we don't tend to have those large swaths of transformation like you do on the surface. Ours is more of a consistent, pleasant pace.
Me: LOL I haven't seen you on the surface lately either.
Adama: I do speak to surface people. But they're generally of a more positive frame of mind.
Me: I just thought of something else too. There are reasons that people become irritated on earth and although the irritation isn't valid, the response is. Everyone here is trying to embody their higher self. Whether they're a novice or whether they're a graduate – they're trying to embody their higher self and to hold that vibration. Whether they realize it or not.
There are things I find in trying to do this that I become angry about and some of those things are injustice to myself or others, especially children. I figure adults are able minded enough to work through their issues with each other but children need an adult to stand with them and to protect them against injustices. Months ago, I became irate with a neighbour who had asked the boy next door to stock her bird feeder. She had offered the boy ten dollars a week, but then started paying him five until such time she wasn't paying him at all. But he was still doing the work and complaining to me about it. I went with him to her house and when I was confronted with her lies, I lost it. She was clearly ripping him off and his parents weren't supporting him so I did. Suffice it to say she avoids me now, but she's not someone I want to keep company with anyway. It's one thing to rip off an adult, but a kid! Wow!
Adama: Perhaps you could have found a way to address her more pleasantly. That is if you value your relationship with her and even if you don't, she's still a part of God.
Me: That's true. But something got triggered in me, and I know that that's not her fault. My triggers are mine to deal with and yes, it probably has to do with feeling ripped off by my own parents who I became very angry with. I have to be careful to stay out of the past and understand that becoming angry when someone treats me or someone else like my parents did only connects me to my past. It's about learning to deal with it differently this time. Personal growth. Spiritual growth.
Adama: And unity consciousness. She's part of the One too.
Me: I know. But so is this kid!
Adama: But how is your life in general as opposed to when you were a child?
Me: Oh, much better.
Adama: How is your response when you're angered?
Me: Much better. I'm actually able to verbalize it rather than go ape shit on most occasions anyway.
Adama: These are the things people must look at in order to understand the progress they've made in life. Your system of arguing with negative thoughts is a good one. That way they don't take root in your psyche, and if they have taken root, then you uproot them this way and replace them with more positive thoughts. Mastery of your mind isn't always an onerous task. Techniques can be quite simple, like yours.
You see, Sharon, it's about balance. I just showed you how to look at the weather today with more balance.
Me: Ah! There goes my prosperity symbol! A green Kia Soul!
Adama: You have prosperity symbols?
Me: I said to God that if He ever made me rich, I'd buy my sister a green Kia Soul because she likes that car. So I forgot about it and not five minutes after I said it, I saw two green Kia Souls driving behind me in the rear view mirror. Two, not only one, but two of them. It sent shivers up my spine. I've had a video out too where St Germain talks about the secret language of life and this is sure one message I got.
Adama: (smiling) That's interesting. Yes, communication is life and if you can't communicate then you can't really live. Light is something that's communicated and of course Light is information. So how do you communicate? Verbally. Telepathically and through symbols and this car was one such symbol that you and God had agreed to communicate a message to each other with.
Me: I like colours too.
Adama: Yes. Now as for balance. Looking at the weather today with more balance. You can say it's overcast and greyish out and it is. You had a lot of hot weather and then storms last night which brought the temperature down. So you can say it's not hot and sunny but it's cooler today which is more suitable for going outdoors.
People always tend to see things as either positive or negative. What about seeing both sides? For those who complain a lot, what about seeing the positive side of what you're complaining about?
Your ex left you. Okay, now you don't have him around to mow the lawn but you do have more money because he spent it all gambling. Now you believe that all you have is a chore to do every week, but yes, you also have more money to pay a teenager thirty dollars to mow the lawn for you.
You all have the habit of doing this – only seeing one side of the situation. Look at both sides.
Your car has broken down but now you have an excuse for not going to the meeting you wanted to skip tonight.
You have new neighbours who have moved in and yes, they cut down the raspberry bush that Sharon was eating from, but perhaps they're good neighbours who will bring the neighbourhood up a notch.
Me: LOL We could use some!
Adama: You think your neighbourhood is low class but then your rent is cheap. There are always two sides, Sharon.
Your rent is cheap so you can continue to do this service for free or to offer discounts on your books. There are always two sides, people. Always.
There's a positive and a negative. So many of you focus on only the negative. Well, then that's where your life stays – in that polarity because it's your mind that regulates your life.
Me: Yes.
Adama: So that's today's lesson, Sharon. We'll speak again.
Me: Thank you, Adama.
Adama: With love and gratefulness for the opportunity to Serve.

Codependency is a Focus on Others


Everyone is focused on others to some extent, however the codependent is focused on others because they require others to define them. Their self definition requires the abuse of others to exist; they require abuse to feel alive. They know how to deal with abuse. Codependents Anonymous, which is free to all who need it, says this about the codependent: “We attempted to use others – our mates, friends, and even our children, as our sole source of identity, value and well being, and as a way of trying to restore within us the emotional losses from our childhoods. Our histories may include other powerful addictions which at times we have used to cope with our co-dependence.”


You're a free standing individual, yes part of a collective, but you are free standing. If you need others to define you, to occupy your mind so that you can avoid observing your own thoughts, and to try to control them in order to make them parent you, then you're codependent. It's not others' jobs to parent you. It's your own. If you had insufficient parenting as a child, it's your job to re-parent yourself as an adult. Using a program or at least seeing a shrink are good ways to learn how to do this. You have to learn what healthy behaviour is.


Many people think that codependency is like having a scab on the body. It'll heal. Just leave it be. No. Codependency is you being pushed on a gurney down the hallway of a hospital to have life saving surgery. That's how important codependency is.


For people who had parents that were scene stealers, parents who hogged all the attention and kept the focus of family life upon themselves, these children never learned how to define themselves independently of someone else. The codependent will often but not exclusively come from addicted families. There will be an alcoholic, drug addict or some otherwise addicted person who would manipulate the codependents (usually spouse and children) into providing an excuse for more drinking or other addictive behaviours. “If you weren't like that, I wouldn't have to drink!” You don't have to drink anyway, but it's not because of other people.


Because these people are unconscious they often marry or partner with people who they scapegoat. The scapegoat also tends to come from families where they were scapegoated by their parents. This is inter generational abuse and it comes about because of mind control, particularly the dark mother and king of tyranny programming. If you had parents who kept the focus of the family on themselves by creating chaos and drama, if you were ignored, neglected or abused in any way including verbal, you are probably codependent.


You don't see yourself as being capable of defining yourself without an abuser in your life. You don't like to live alone because you feel like you're nothing. You can't define yourself without a constant stream of violence, aggression and upset in your life. Being at peace and living in a calm house doesn't sound sustaining to you – it sounds awful. You don't know how to deal with peace and quiet!


The Codependent is on the victim triangle, usually as the victim however they can play the other two positions. One thing you have to know about the triangle: triangulation never stops. Because players can switch positions triangulation can go on in relationships indefinitely. What you need to do is learn to become assertive and insist on face to face, one to one conversations, not through or involving a third person.


The codependent is completely defended against knowing themselves. That's why they require a perpetrator to define them. The codependent uses the typical deflective skills of minimization, denial, gaslighting, comparison, compliance, rationalizing, justifying, avoidance and blaming in order to manage life. Does this sound like any way to live? Does this sound like thriving to you? It doesn't to me and it wasn't!

I've attached a worksheet so you can read about these defense mechanisms that we build up in childhood, and as an adult in order to function better we have to stop using them.


What this sheet doesn't mention is other defense mechanisms that the codependent uses on other people, who generally are well aware of what the codependent is trying to do, offensive behaviour like ass kissing, flattery, trying to appear as someone they're not, bribing, ingratiating themselves in some other way like financially, hiding motives and intentions, and more.


All of these defensive and offensive behaviours are manipulative and controlling skills acquired and practised in childhood in order to appease the addict/perpetrator in their lives.


Folks, people resent being treated this way. I personally don't like to be regarded as a substitute for your toxic mother. You're not living in real time, you're stuck in the past. You need to heal your childhood wounds and get present. Being able to function in the now is part of neutralizing the effect the veil of amnesia has on you and helps you to retrieve all parts of yourselves include your akashic. You get to have a better understanding of who you are when you quit behaving in this false understanding of who you're not!


Earth gave you the gift of confusion. Many people are codependent and don't even realize it. I believe codependency is the language of the Matrix. Overcoming codependency is about standing in your own power. Assertive people are far more powerful than those who use sneaky demeaning methods of trying to communicate with others. And it's a bad way to get your needs met as well, I find. People resent having to deal with codependents because they don't want to relate to you on their toxic level.


An easy test to see how codependent you are: How much time do you spend focused on others' behaviours, criticizing what they do wrong rather than what you do wrong? Yes, that's what I mean. If you've got an inner critical voice that's loud and takes every opportunity to proclaim how everyone else is wrong (and the assumption then is that you're perfect) then you're codependent.


I dealt with my codependent critic and don't hear from it much anymore. Every time she started talking I realized she was a tape recording of my mother and her insecurities and I told her to shut up. It works. This may seem discompassionate but at the time she rears her head I'm usually not in a very good mood and it's the best I can do. I have learned to have compassion for myself and for my mother who taught me to be this way.


Ivo: But this is a good point, my love. You have been taught to be that way. And anything you've been taught can be unlearned. It requires going through it to find yourself on the other side.


Me: Yes.


Ivo: There is a part of you that will not change and that is your divine essence. However there is a part of you that is malleable as it is the mind of the avatar in the lower dimensions. This is the part of you sent to earth in order to learn. What you learn can be changed.


Sharon is in the process of unlearning everything she has ever learned because it was harmful for her. She understands that she must do this because her thinking was not helping her to remember herself at all, it was hindering it.


She has taken on many beliefs on earth that others simply accept without questioning so she questions everything. She wonders why all the houses are the same in her neighbourhood, why do they all grow green grass and have paved driveways? Why all the standards? Why all the complicity? Why do people accept a working life and the need to use money without questioning it? Why are things that have no price tag seen as worthless when in fact at times they are the most worthy items there are? Why is there a need to value everything financially? Can you value the loss of a life? Yet it is attempted.


Sharon wonders why there is so much aggression. Why not the sweetness and gentleness of a still moment? Where did appreciation of the quiet go in favour of the loudness of carnivals, streets laden with cars, and stores packed with shoppers? Why entertain yourself this way when nature is so much more giving? Why is it seen as less interesting?


Me: I'd be gone in a heartbeat if I could get out there. I think even in Toronto there were more natural spots we could sit and enjoy the quiet. We used to sit and watch sailboats in Lake Ontario on sunny days. For hours. Just sitting there watching people enjoying the pathway and watching the boats. It was bliss! Absolute heaven. Now I have speed boats and RCMP officers trying to catch drug runners here. They run drugs from the U.S. to Canada over Cornwall Island. I'd give my eye teeth to watch the sailboats again. They were beautiful.


I just keep thinking, “What can I do? Where can I go?” just to sit and experience a breeze on my face and the squawking of sea gulls. I miss it. We don't have that kind of thing here. Just a small beach which they have thank God, and a few parks.


I still love a sunset. I still love the smell after it rains. Life can be so invigorating.


Ivo: Your world no longer suits you, my love.
Me: It never did, it just took me a lifetime to realize that. Others will realize that too, soon, and they'll start to make changes. Just think if you work from home or on line, then you can move anywhere and live anywhere you want. Earth will change as people realize they miss things like peace and quiet. Then they'll start doing something about it.


Ivo: Were you to understand the language of your addiction, you would understand what is missing from your life. Admittedly, many starseeds did not come to earth to have a balanced life. There often is something missing and often it is your twin flame and loving galactic families. Your way of life is missing, your ideology – that of the Law of One, is missing in all you relate to on earth. This often will set up the starseed for addictive behaviour or codependent behaviour, but when you release all of these things what you will find when you let them go is yourself. Your true self. Sharon is undergoing the last steps of this now and it is not easy for her as she must remember some very traumatizing situations she endured as a baby, however the prize is worth it. The prize is your true self and more of your own empowerment.


Me: Yes, codependency is the language of being disempowered. I'll put up a list of characterististics. Melody Beattie has good books describing the characteristics too and for those without money to spend on books, go to your local charity shop with a book section. You'll find her books there because they were very popular before, with good reason.
ATTACHMENT PDF

https://coda.org/default/assets/File/Foundational%20Documents/Patterns%20Characteristics%202011.pdf

As These Negative Energies Reverse, Everything Else Will Reverse Or Fall


Ivo of Vega: Yes, I put that into my love's head the other day and she made note of it. This is a truth. As the positive energies increase, what was once negative will either die or reverse its polarity.
This holds true for people as well as institutions upon planet Earth.


What cannot be reversed as it is so evil will simply die. Evil cannot stand the higher vibratory rate that planet earth is now experiencing and you see so many of those who are evil have given up their game. They have either sworn to change or have been taken off planet in order to face galactic trial. This counts for those you see face to face and those you do not see who have been working in the background to continue to enslave you.


Everything is energy and life depends upon its vibratory frequency. Those evil ones who came to earth: the Annunaki, the djinn, the Archons and more, to enslave people required that you be enslaved because they have of themselves no source of life. They are parasites by nature.


They have created a low vibratory system in which the earthling functions at levels far beneath its normal standard but which they thrive at. This evil system is what is being revealed to all upon planet earth now and as it is revealed to you and you reject it, because you are the keepers of the keys to planet earth, what you say prevails. If the majority says that they will not stand for any more war, so it will be. No more war. That is coming in fact.


If the people on earth are repulsed by satanic behaviours towards children, then these satanic behaviours will no longer be able to be conducted.


Those of the lowest frequency were caught first and have given themselves up. Those whose frequency is slightly higher are still upon the earth attempting to create their warfare and compromising human children, as they always have. But they are reducing in numbers.


We have striven to take away their cloning facilities but yet they still have access to a few as well as CGI facilities which we are seeking to compromise at this time. Much is being done in the DUMBs as well and as you know this is still ongoing. Watch where floods are occurring.


As they die, you will grow. They are the ones who have held your frequency down all these years and now that they can no longer influence you, you are free to rise up to a level that you naturally feel good at. Now, this is conditional and the condition is that you must be willing to give up your lower frequency behaviours, thoughts, beliefs and ideas. These must go because this programming is what has held you down.


You will see their continued attempts to control your minds through fear. The only thing you need do is banish fear from your lexicon and live without it. Then you have beat their system.


Many of your world's leaders have been compromised against their will and we make deals with them in order to allow them to work for the Light, as they had always intended to do. However, there are always those who oppose them. So many skirmishes and battles are being carried out on earth now: personal, private, public and within the governmental arena that we simply watch to see who wins. We do our utmost to stack the deck on the side of the Light as ridding this world of evil is what we have sought to do for millions of years. Yes, we have fought the evil that has controlled your world long before it came to roost upon earth.


And good will win. The Light will win. Any other way is impossible, because without those of the Light to parasite energy from, there would be nothing. Life will continue.


Our mission is to see that the Light will prevail. For darkness to leave the people of earth, this is up to you, but we are here to help you.


Many of you ask when disclosure will happen. It is already happening. I am not from earth and you are listening to many extraterrestrials who speak to you from beyond your planet. Many of you wait for the rest of the public to be disclosed to, however it does not work that way. People turn to the disclosure messages when they are ready and not before. We will not force the people of earth to understand that we are here; it is when they are ready that they will awaken to our presence and not before.


Sharon asks about a nuclear event and Ashtar's admission of disclosure at that time. Yes, if it gets to that point but the likelihood of that is very slim in fact. Ashtar would only disclose the presence of extraterrestrials if earth stood on the precipice of being annihilated. And right now it is not.


Earthlings are working through their collective shadow. For those who have already done or are doing this work at a higher level, what is going on on earth may seem irrelevant to you. Some are feeling drained of their energy and yes, it is being used to buoy those who are not awake yet and the reason for this is if you did not give of your energy, those people would die. There are still many who have contracted to wake up at this point in time. Perhaps another 9/11 event would help as it did years ago.


Your energy is not a personal item. As you are all One, it is being distributed around the world to help others in need. It helps to heal the sick and helps those who perhaps would make errors in judgment not to make these errors. The human energy on earth is one large consciousness. You are a part of that energy and when you help others to raise their consciousness, you carry less of the load yourself.


This is why we teach that you must take responsibility for yourself and shoulder your own load – because in doing so you are holding all the energy you can and allowing others to do the same. The more you shoulder of the collective consciousness, the more Light you hold as well.


You have seen many things reversed that you felt you would be stuck with. Governments with prime ministers and presidents who have quit, only to be replaced by someone who might appear equally unfit to govern. But then again, this leader quits and he is replaced. It could continue to be this way until such time the energies level off but for now you will be able to choose your leaders – not by vote but using the power of your mind and consciousness. Perhaps I might refer to your system of “trying to get it right” as the way this would appear to be. You are not trying to get it right – the leader of choice responds to the collective level of Light within those they would govern.


Me: That makes sense Ivo because we've still got Castro and he's not going anywhere. And Canadians are slow to wake up in my opinion.


Ivo: Yes. There has been little done in Canada to awaken those asleep. You are at a lack for leaders and more are focusing on the United States, however you must focus on your own country as well.


That is the true way to vote. Many of you are unaware of the subtle energies that are ruled by universal law that run this planet because you have never seen them at work for the Light, you have only seen them misused against you. But you will learn that to hold positive energy and to have concern for those people around you is the strongest vote you can cast.


We are listening. We know what you are undergoing. Karma is being rebalanced and the dark ones are being taken to the Light. Once again, earth will become the paradise she was intended to be, not the hard learning school of the latter years.