If you're really interested in knowing yourself, in knowing your Truth, in feeling your own power, be prepared to let everything go.
You can't find yourself in a pack of lies. Because you are the Truth. You were born as Truth and you'll always be that truth.
I've let pretty much everything that I can go on earth. I use the few things I need to get my service done. I don't sit on a cushion and meditate all day because I'm more westernized than that. I use our communications systems, as corrupt as they are at the moment, but I expose myself to as little of the false life we've been living as I can.
Extricating yourself is a simple. Just walk away from as much as you can. It's simple but it's not necessarily easy. There is a difference. 

I managed to get my income up a few hundred dollars a month for the last few months.
I was in the habit of worrying every month that I wouldn't have enough to last me the whole month, until for those few months I earned extra money.
Now I find it's slacked off again, but I'm not worried. I broke the habit of fretting that I wouldn't have enough and I believe this was a big part of the reason I was stuck: because I kept focusing on how little I had and trying to make it stretch, that that focus would simply create my future circumstances. I was caught in a loop.
I've broken that loop now. I'm not worried anymore. Not only is that a relief, it's also helping me to create a new future with more abundance.

There you go. Look at yesterday's posts I put up about a dark channeler, false light.

This was my last paragraph and she responded by putting up the laughing face to it.

And this person is spreading "channeled" messages through the community.

"All channelers are responsible to understand the dark agenda of spreading disinformation, first of all, and then to understand their agenda of divide and conquer, spreading tyranny and fear, victimizing people on this planet. We are all responsible to understand these things and to question them when we see them coming through our messages, IF they come through." If anything in their messages speaks to making victims of us in any way, this is a dark message! If the channeler behaves like a tyrant in any way, this is a dark channeler. If they shame, guilt or malign the channeler in any way, this is a dark messenger. In order to understand who is Light and who is dark, you have to be more like them than not! That's the simple truth! Sometimes they act very nicely like the LIght would but insert lies into their messages. It's easy to do if you don't understand what's going on on this planet. You're a sitting duck and then spreading their lies for them.

This channeler is completely arrogant and irresponsible. And I doubt she's an exception. There are many more ego-based channelers who are spreading dark messages, knowingly or not. Like I keep saying, who channeled the message is as important as the messenger. Why? Because if the channeler themself is heavily negative, egotistical and arrogant, they are part of the power over others structure and are subject to mind control already but then further dark telepathic contact as well.

I use an implant. The other exceptions are trance channelers.

When you are serious about your work, about spreading the Truth, you don't arrogantly respond to others who insinuate your work is b.s. You consider that maybe there may be some truth to it. But you don't get defensive because that's your ego doing that and the ego is the part of our mind that is controlled by the dark!

All of us are mind controlled, so why do you think you'd be the one exception to that rule especially when you're still behaving like they do?

You have a responsibility to others to get the correct message through a Light being. It's not like there aren't loads of them trying to get through to us because there are. However if you give the dark more access to your mind than the Light, there's really not much the LIght can do about it because they'll be interfering with your free will! 

This darkworker, Aluna Kay, is implying that the Light is spreading around viruses in order to make corralling the dark easier. This woman is channeling - to the switchboard of reptilians who are waiting to take her call!! Who knows? Maybe she's talking to a fake Ashtar or maybe some fake "Taygetans" too.
Do you really think these people of compassion would do that to us?
Same as the jerk who said the Pleiadians were seen firing at the infrastructure in two American cities. Same bullshit!
Don't you think that the Light has better, more compassionate ways to win this war than to try to make people sick and spread disease around this planet? If you don't think so, then you're mind controlled.
THE LIGHT DOES NOT ATTACK US. They are attacking the dark without involving us in this. Understand this now because it's the truth. They're not attacking us. They're not allowed to attack us without incurring bad karma and they don't want anything to do with earth's karma, it's so negative.
All channelers are responsible to understand the dark agenda of spreading disinformation, first of all, and then to understand their agenda of divide and conquer, spreading tyranny and fear, victimizing people on this planet. We are all responsible to understand these things and to question them when we see them coming through our messages, IF they come through.

I'm basically telepathic because of my implant. (clairaudient). I'm also a high sensory person (clairsentient). I can be clairvisual as well, and I can see people's auras without it registering on my physical mind somehow.
When I first started channeling I heard voices. After a while I started getting downloads of fast information that I would try to type up as quick as I could considering my fading memory.
Then now I get knowings where I "just know" things they're telling me.
I also see images.
Your intuition develops over time.
You've grown up in a world where you learned to trust others over yourself. ETs teach their kids to trust themselves first. We have it backwards.
One thing to stop doing is going to outside sources for your information, even me if you need to, because outside sources don't know who you are. Only you do. Stop watching the news, stop looking at posts that say, "Scientists say...." because this is all part of the program being run on you to stop trusting yourself.

Further to "That Which Excites You" video by Athena


Stephanie Sarten, Lightworker Extraordinaire:


Part of the Negative Agenda on Earth is desensitizing humanity to violance and sexualizing every single thing, the target being children.
Creating a mindset where violence and sex are "main stream" and "normal" - even combining to add violent sex, all while preaching in religion that you will go to hell - is an illumaniti sex attack. It gets you to consent to both and both through media and street theater, while teaching you that it is SIN.
"If everyone else is living in sin, then I will too."
Is how people consent because mind control has you seeing in black and white.
Violence means violating innocence
Therefore you can see why the agenda includes desensitizing to violence and distorting the sexual nature of humanity all together.
To destroy innocence one simply has to attack the essence of what makes one innocent - their purity.
Innocence is purity - it's honest, it's true, it's love, it feels safe.
Purity is authentic, genuine and real
Intimacy - into me I see
Innocence doesn't have fear, it is love.
Intimacy is love of self and others with no fear based attachments
Sex is sacred.
Violence is cursed.
Combine them and you have a species with a cursed sexual nature.
Cursed means to punish by causing harm.
The Illuminati sex attack or the negative agenda of causing sexual misery on earth is about creating a reality where intimacy and innocence are lost to violence and fear, which causes ego attachments to inanimate objects that only money can buy - that will never fill the void
It's to cause harm to intimacy and innocence and punish one by the belief you are going to hell.
So which one do you believe?
Do you choose to be like everyone else - especially false idols of Hollywood and engage in violence and sex, then believe you're going to hell?
Or do you live pure and believe your are going to heaven?
Here's the truth -
It has nothing to do with heaven or hell.
The agenda is to destroy your life here in the now.
Violence against others is NEVER ok.
And if you choose to be sacred sexually or open sexually is your choice - neither one gets you to heaven or hell
However, by destroying and harming the love bond that sex is intended for - by making sex a fear based activity open to share with anyone - you stay in hell here on earth.
Intimacy - into me I see - is uninhibited with a sacred partner - with another out of love - it was turned into inhibited with many others out of fear.
The divine living law is designed for you to experience heaven on Earth - not after death.
So when you make a choice - remember its not about after death - it's about NOW.




Me: Ivo, I put up a short video the other day on my Fb feed and many loved it but one person laughed at it. I saw this was a new follower and I wondered what he could've found to be so humorous about a very seriously intended video. But then I thought, "Maybe he's interpreting this as a message about sexual excitement." I thought about it and decided it was worth doing a video on this because I'm sure this is only one of the ways that our life energy is being channeled into some very limited expression. Can you explain this, Ivo?
Ivo: Yes, my love. You said, " Then Athena told me this: that the reason it excites you is because you're doing it." Also when you hear the words "doing it" what do people immediately think about? Sex. Excitement, passion and "doing it" are all terms you use that funnel your energies into sexual activity. Sex has taken on a cheap meaning in your society. Instead of being the illustrious energetic exchange between the divine masculine and the divine feminine which is an enactment of the entirety of interaction of energy in the universe, instead of being coveted as the act of divine creation of new life - your interpretation of intercourse and sexual activity has been relegated to bar bathrooms, payment to prostitutes, cheap nude or semi-nude poses in magazines and supposed "adult" humor which indicates no maturity at all.
Your sexual interpretation, without the divine feminine on your planet, is dominated by the dark father archetype, which is held by both males and females.
Me: I knew you'd explain it better!
Ivo: Your people interpret so many things in terms of sexual excitement because for so many who are mind controlled, sex is the only excitement you know of. When you are your authentic self, you find life itself to be passionate, exciting, rejuvenating, and a constant source of awe.
Can you say the same for life on earth now?
Me: No! LOL
Ivo: Your values reflect your captors', your controllers', not those of a true human being. For us, every breath we take is a joyous occasion. Every interaction with others an exchange of loving energy. Every act of helping an earthling is celebrated in the heavens. We revere life. You know this.
Me: Yes. I've been told. Angels have trumpets too.
Ivo: Our lives are like sweet music to our ears. We love to get up and live. Just being is an momentous occasion every day. So it stands to reason that we understand there is passion in all of life, not just a low frequency energetic exchange between two mind-controlled people.
And yes, my love, the point is, this is being done to you to rob you of the wonderment of being alive. The fact that there is anger and depression upon your planet indicates you are not in alignment with life. You are in alignment with death.
It is hard for you to be passionate about life when you are not aligned with your soul. When you look at life from the standpoint of an ego in an over-sexualized society, life is cheap. It is valueless to you. And your perspective shows that.
Me: True.
Ivo: It is not prudish to not want to play along with those who use innuendo to bait their next sexual conquest. And understand that sexual exchange is not about conquest, it is about connection. Those who feel it is an act of conquest are dominators of the false toxic masculine variety. Ideally, they should be avoided and starved out to hopefully wake up to the true reality of love and sexual interaction before it is too late for them.
Me: Thank you Ivo.
Ivo: My love, you understand and are waking up to all that you must know in order to thrive even on your planet. It is a question of leaving the old behind.

Athena: That which excites you IS you.
My post: I was thinking of how some people really like power posts or power memes like this one. Then Athena told me this: that the reason it excites you is because you're doing it.


I am Athena and I remain at your service always.
Yes, my love, I said that. What excites you IS you. You sense higher energies by feeling excitement, love, bliss, happiness.


When something excites you it is because you want to do it or you are doing it. When you see a post about light warriors fighting the dark - and you become excited, it is because you are doing this at night time. Do not confuse excitement with anxiety or fear, these are different states.


To those who wish to understand more about their true selves, understand this simple rule. Your excitement leads you to the truth of who you are. Your higher vibration can be sensed in the lower fields by you. Look at what makes you happy. Look at what makes you excited. Look at what you feel would make you happy in doing.


So many wonder, "Who am I?" Well, this will give you important clues.


Me: What makes me happy is growing these beautiful plants. What excites me is extraterrestrials. It always has. I've always been interested in spirituality as well. I studied mediumship and turned out to be a channeler.


Athena: Follow your bliss. Follow what excites you. It is you. These lower states you live in : fear, unhappiness, angst, depression, anger... these are the states of those who mind control you, not of yourself. You didn't come here to be like them, you came here to re-discover yourselves.


Me: Thanks Athena.
Athena: I came to earth to love her once, and now I have returned. This is my bliss. ​

Starseed Syndrome: Learning to Have Compassion for Yourself
Starseeds and lightworkers have come here to earth to help earth in her Ascension. They're not a new innovation because they have been incarnating on earth for a long time, steering the people of this planet towards higher consciousness. In duality, there's a positive side and a negative side to being a starseed/lightworker. The negative side is that you can feel different from others on this planet, like an outsider. This can lead to a whole host of difficulties as you traverse this lifetime towards self awareness.

You learn to reject yourself because you feel different from everyone else. It starts at a very young age before you can develop any conscious understanding of what you're doing. If you come from a dysfunctional family, this habit of self rejection can become a disproportionate problem which keeps you from alignment with your soul.
Characteristics:
- You have a pervasive sense that there's something wrong with you
- Why don't you fit in, why are you different?
- Why do you see things differently, why do you feel different?
- What's the matter with everyone else? Why can't they see it my way?
- Why do people love everything and you have a problem with it?
- Why are you bored with others?
- Why do people do that? Don't they know better?
- Why can't you behave like other people?
- This leads to an inferiority complex
- Empaths who are unconscious are particularly at risk of feeling different because they are sensing the emotions of those who are disguising them at surface level. Often life experiences are incongruent - the inside doesn't match the outside and people are perplexing to you
- Having been born into a dysfunctional family only exacerbates the feeling of being different; it really takes on a context of being "flawed" rather than different
- People tell you you're weird or different, never admirable
- You tend to stay alone rather than with others, you get labeled as anti-social
- You get bored a lot
- You learn to fear people who bring out this feeling of being abnormal (arguers, instigators, perpetrators), you fear their reaction to you because you see it as further proof of your strangeness and inability to cope or to fit in
- Instances of rejection by others fuel your self rejection complex- you think "all these people can't be wrong about me!" because you keep getting the same reactions from different people. You don't understand that these reactions are prompts to change brought on by universal law, not evidence of the undeniable truth of your being flawed.
- Feeling of needing to fit in, while all the while fighting the desire NOT to fit in, you become conflicted. This can make you appear to be indecisive, which prompts more negative reaction towards you so you become secretive and alienate others
- You become very hard on yourself, all the while trying to fit some standard that you're not interested in anyway
- You become confused. Life perplexes you because you need to understand yourself in order to understand how you see it.
- Your outer appearance is a mask to cover up your inner experience.

Not understanding who you really are and where you've come from, you may find all sorts of other explanations for why you feel different. As a child, I reasoned that it was because I was tall. Later on I felt different because I was overweight. My somewhat ample nose also supplied an excuse, it must've been because of that. Thinking primarily as a physical being, you tend to blame your physicality for your feeling of being different and the self rejection you are perpetrating upon yourself. This can have further ramifications later on as you develop a poor body image and possible eating disorders.

Or maybe it was because the other kids were good at gym class and I frankly couldn't stand it? I didn't like volleyball. I didn't get picked until the end of the team formation either; these types of events only added to the self rejection. You take every slight as further evidence of your strangeness. You rationalize everything as further evidence to support your case against yourself. You beat on yourself because you can't appear to fit into the standard - you're not athletic, or you're not intellectual, or you're not pretty or handsome, or you're not musically inclined. Anything you can't manage to look even passable at, your ego will hound you for failing at.
When we begin to develop telepathically, when we begin to understand we see things others can't, when we begin to understand that we live in a world that others don't comprehend and worse, one that they think is imaginary or foolish, this can add to the self rejection. When it became apparent I had psychic abilities as a teenager, that was another thing that made me different and set me up to further reject myself. As a teenager, I wanted desperately to fit in but hung out with the "out" crowd because that's how I felt - like an outsider.
Understand that your attempts to fit in tend to repress your budding multidimensional abilities and slow down your Awakening. Not accepting what you are capable of inhibit these abilities. You are literally in a battle between wanting to fit in to your earth life and blooming into the starseed/lightworker you were born to be.

I sensed that being different would not help me in future. I feared being different but I was fearing my destiny. I saw one girl after the next get picked as desirable by guys in school while I stood there, waiting for once to be the belle of the ball. I was a very shy person growing up.

I kept looking for places for misfits to hang out at, wanting to socialize with people like myself. That was until I discovered alcohol. Inhibitions left me as I further revealed my superficial mask. I became the life of the party. I'm now 20 years sober.

Having studied spirituality later on in my 20's, I attracted attention as being somewhat of an expert. I was welcomed for my knowledge in this area. This was a relief because whatever it was that I had done in the past nobody else seemed to be interested in. I always had to bend to their will and do as they were doing, and in so doing, I lost whatever sense of self I had. I was fated either to bending to their will to appear normal or striking out on my own to attend spiritualist churches, lectures by astral travelers and seminars by animal communicators. I was alone. Nobody I knew wanted to talk to their cats.

Starseed Syndrome will morph into all kinds of false ideas about yourself because you don't understand why you feel different. This trait you have of being self rejecting will come out whenever you're at odds with life on earth and it will take flight like the Goodyear blimp on helium whenever you feel rejected by anyone. It can morph into self hatred for any number of reasons, with the fact that you're inexplicably different from others on earth as being the core reason.
Nip it in the bud now. Understand yourself and love yourself for all the wonderful things you've chosen to come here to do. List them if you have to. Look back to all the times you helped a blind lady cross the street, helped a blind man in the subway and rescued a cat. Write them all down. Read about other lightworkers doing great work and understand you're like them.
Which brings me to the last point I need to make about Starseed Syndrome. Until you learn to have compassion for the bright spark of light that volunteered to be born here on earth, to help an entire race of people survive an extinction event, until you feel with your heart for that beautiful spark of life, you will continue not to accept yourself every time you have a fall-out with another earthling. All those old voices of "You're weird," "What is wrong with you?" "Why can't you get along with anyone?" "People hate you!" will continue to haunt you.

And the dark will continue to send its minions your way, just to keep reminding you.

Starseed Syndrome has to be healed. This lack of self acceptance has to be met with compassion for a change. You're a beautiful being who has sacrificed much to come to earth to help those who are mean to you. That's an incredible act of love and courage.

Keep telling yourself the truth of who you are every time the dark sends a minion to anger you, upset your life, go into battle with you. Refuse to fight these little skirmishes. There are bigger fish to fry.

You ARE different and it's because you're different that this world will thrive again. It's because you're different that the Light is shining on this world once more. When you learn to embrace the positive things about yourself and understand that the negative things are ideas you surmised out of ignorance at a time in your life when you were developing and didn't know any better, you can then let them go.
Understand what you've come here to do, have compassion for yourself and learn to validate yourself and your multi-dimensional experiences in a world where few will.
Many of us choose the path to the Light through negativity for the reason that it must be healed in the collective. Understanding this about yourself will help in your healing and of others'.