Searching for Specialness
The reason you don't think your life, as it is, with all its flaws, its everyday-ness, its ho-hum-ness..... is its own purpose and your higher purpose, is because you don't realize the real nature of a human being - that nature being love and only love. You don't realize the real nature of life either. The reason you're here.
If you did, you'd realize you have to change your life. You are already living your higher purpose - your life. Eventually when you master this part of it, you may very well end up doing something that seems phenomenal to you now - talking to ETs, meeting your twin flame, seeing visions of the future, starting a business to rescue animals.... This phenomenal purpose of one's life so many seem to be looking for. The thing that answers the question, "What am I here to do?"
If you were here to do something, don't you think you'd already be doing it? You came here to live and to grow, and you're already doing that. Do you think that life would say, "Okay, I want you to do this. So I'm going to put you far away from it so that you have to look all over for it!" No. It's right in front of your nose and you're already doing it.
The ego is what is telling you that you have a phenomenal life's purpose and it is hurting you by telling you it's not what you're doing now. So knowing this now, wouldn't it be better to stop listening to that liar and start listening to your heart? Why do you think so many people are making something of their lives? Why don't you think you'd be included in that too?
What I found is that everything that happened, and I mean EVERYTHING that happened in my life up to now, happened because I needed it to be doing what I'm doing now. This didn't just drop into my lap, everything including the work I did when I was employed, prepared me for doing this work now. I suspect your life is the same. You're being prepared. Stop fighting it by looking for that something special right now. It's coming. Don't worry.
We are changing from carbon-based homo sapiens to crystalline based home divinicus. You're part of this too.
Ivo: Yes, my love. Your entire life was an orchestration, and such is the life of every human everywhere. All humans are given preferences and interests and for the lightworker who you are addressing specifically in this post, they are allowed enough memory that they will be drawn to certain things. As you said in our book, What You Need to Know Now, you were drawn to science fiction. Having watched the first Star Wars 10 times, you were incredibly attracted to its message. Why? Because subconsciously you knew it to be the Truth. There is a war going on in space above your heads.
Me: But is there a chewbacca? LOL
Ivo: No, but your father did a good imitation of his cry.
Me: Yeah, that was funny. We'd be watching Star Wars on my mother's little tiny TV set and he'd stand there grinning and then start doing this imitation. Never a dull moment there, that's for sure.
Ivo: You resonated with the message. Unlike Star Trek, whose Captain you resonated with.
Me: Yes, as an 8 year old I wanted to be with Captain Kirk.
Ivo: Because you subconsciously knew that you were already with a mothership commander – me! Anything with any modicum of truth you were extremely attracted to, and there was truth in sci fi for you.
Me: I read, “Chariots of the Gods,” when I was 10 or 11. I just made up the words I didn't undertand. LOL
Ivo: But we will expand these examples for the people to benefit from. What we are saying is that if you are to work with animals as your special gift to humanity, and I will say special gift on top of the fact that you are already a special gift to humanity and perhaps you are unware of this fact, you will be prepared through your interest in animals throughout your lifetime. You will be drawn to that which you are interested in. And your interests are not a coincidence. You have them for a reason – because you will work with them at some point in your life.
Does that not make sense to those who wonder what their special contribution to humanity should be? First, you are the special gift. Having been born on this planet, you are here to change it. That is a special gift. At the moment you are part of the divine plan which is changing your body from carbon based to crystalline. Is that not a special contribution to humanity? I should think so!
Me: Calm down, Ivo.
Ivo: My love, I am attempting to stress to people on this planet that their being on this planet is a special contribution. You are light holders, holding higher vibrational frequencies to help enrich the planet and those upon it. To change the planet from dark to light. Is that not a special contribution?
Yes, the ego overlooks these things. In its never-ending search for vanity, it tells you that there should be something now that should make you famous, rich or embue you in some way that will make you stand out from others. You feel others are doing these things, why not you?
It is simply that some are here to do the communication jobs, such as Sharon is that she is known around the world. That is her job, to be known around the world. She does not seek fame nor fortune through her work. She is to access your world's population in order to get our messages out.
Me: Including, “Wanky” in Japan, who subscribes to my author's page, I see.
Ivo: It is your job to be known. You shun being out in public. You shun the energies you pick up. But it is your job to get our messages out and you do it daily.
But that is not for her ego's sake that she does this; no. Her ego is quiet and retiring; she does not want the spotlight. But she does this from a sense of duty and love for the world.
Your job may not put you in the spotlight. There are lightworkers who have children who will go on to do jobs in the spotlight, or as a leader, but do not underestimate the role of yourself as a parent. What you do now for this child is very important. You know who you are. You know who I am speaking to.
Your ego tells you you must be special by some pre-ordained idea of specialness within your ego-based matrix world. Do not listen to it and do not expect to be rewarded with this type of specialness. You are all special as you go through your day to day lives, yes as humdrum as they may appear to be.
You are not aware of what you do at night. Some are. Some know they fight the dark, go aboard our ships, have meetings with us. Some know that their light energies help those around them to awaken. Some know that they are a healing force upon your world. Some know that their light can be used to fight the dark on your planet.
Some have stepped into their powers. Many have not and they are the ones who need to disregard the ego and its values and standards, and learn to respect and value yourself just for allowing yourself to be born on this planet. Yes. You deserve praise for this and you are the one who must praise yourself. You have chosen to fight against the odds, and this is why your lives are so chaotic and dysfunctional.
I will tell you, that the ones with the most dysfunctional lives are the strongest lightworkers who have taken on the most because they know they can fight it. So if your life seems crazy it is because you chose to deal with this much darkness. Because you are that strong.
Sharon did. As you may know, she had two narcissistic parents and grew up heavily addicted with PTSD. But she is still changing her life for the better. This is part of her contribution to your world. She is an empath and a negative energy transmuter. Those who complain of her moodiness must realize that she is transmuting. That is why she seems of a lesser vibration than she could be considering her energetic quotient. There are many transmuters like her, who are regularly attacked by the dark because they are on your planet to absorb and transmute the dark's food source – negative energy. They are alchemists. Do you think that being an alchemist just by virtue of who you are, the one who turns the stone into gold, is not a valuable being?
Your ego may seek admiration from others, therefore it tells you that you must seek a role that brings in adulation from strangers. Believe me, what Sharon receives sometimes on a daily basis, is much less than adulation and recognition for her work. When you learn to value yourself, you do not need the adulation of others.
Value your role as a lightworker and stop listening to your ego that tells you you need to work to help others to receive their recognition of your services. You are already serving others but you need to recognize and to value that yourself.
You must understand what is going on on your planet – a consciousness war between the light and the dark – a divine plan has been put in place and you are part of that plan. You are capable of working your role within that plan without being consciously aware that you are. That is how powerful you are!
Do not let your ego tell you you are lacking specialness. Please!
Regardless of appearances, all lightworkers are playing their part. Some do not appear to be as successful by your ego's standards of measure. They are. They are doing their part.
There are many waves and sub-waves of lightworkers. You are all being prepared daily and as you succeed in your daily lives, your ability to contribute grows. So you may or may not take on additional tasks. That is how to look at it. Not in your ego's way of “I feel unspecial, so what am I here to do to be special to earth?” You already are!
It is your ego that tricks you into believing you are less than you truly are. You are a being of light and have come to earth to answer the call put out by the divine.
Do not let your ego tell you you are not enough, less than others. Do not compare yourself to someone such as Sharon, for example, because you cannot do what she can. She was groomed throughout her entire life and I came through when she was 53. But this is only one role she indulges in her lightwork for earth. She is capable of doing this because she has done her homework and gone through many years of fighting the dark and winning. That history is being recorded on our videos now as she discusses her life's challenges with you. She is more commanding of her being now than at any prior point and it is because she holds this integrity now that she can work with us.
She also works under Ashtar Sheran in the capacity as a light warrior leader, overtaking DUMBs for the Light. She had studied for this role with Archangel Michael as her teacher and now she has struck out on her own as leader of a small group of light warriors to help the GFL remove dark forces from your planet.
Sharon grew into these roles after many years of preparation in the physical and in the astral. It did not happen overnight.
Always remember that you are a divine being who has come to help the earth to ascend. You are not what you ego tells you: less than, worthless, inferior... and you are always working with the Light forces whether you realize it or not.
Me: Thank you Ivo.
Ivo: My love, my warrior of Light, you are the finest being and my only love.
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