Who you feel you are shows in your behaviour, your actions. ~ Ivo
Me: Ivo, I know you can tell I'm really honoured to have channeled El Morya about his past lives. I'm so impressed by his insistence on sticking to what he believed in in these lives instead of bowing down to his king. The king is supposed to be the be all and end all of the power structure in well, any kingdom, and all are supposed to obey the king. Especially in medieval times like when Thomas Becket (1100) and Thomas More (1500) were alive. You didn't disobey. But he did because he put one thing before the king: God.
And that was the whole issue. The king was playing god, and so the Thomases realized this and refused to become yes men and ended up being executed in both lives, because they refused to give up their belief that God is number one. That's a blue ray for you. Blue Rays are incarnated to express the power of God. El Morya is the chohan of the first ray of the will of God. He represents the godly attributes of courage, certainty, power, forthrightness, self-reliance, dependability, faith and initiative. And he sure did in these lifetimes. As Thomas Becket, Archbishop of Canterbury, he was being hit with swords in the head and he still held himself upright so that he could say his last words to God before he was overcome, and died. I'll bet he thanked God for giving him that lifetime and that opportunity even! I'll have to ask him. I can see him smiling. I did read that as Thomas More, as he stood at the guillotine, the operator asked his forgiveness, and he forgave him before he was beheaded. He was amazing!
This man is amazing! I kept thinking, "Where was he when I was available?"
Ivo: (laughing) He is disincarnate, my love.
Me: I know! Geez, and I keep complaining about the path I'm on.
Ivo: And when you complain, it gets worse.
Me: True. Learn to love it and to see it differently. "What am I being shown?" "What am I to learn from this?" This man, Thomas More, spent 16 years on death row in the Tower of London before he was beheaded! He never wavered. Had he given in, his life would have been spared.
Oh! I hear him now. He told me had he done so, his life would have been worthless, meaningless. For nought. I think God sent him to stand up to the king and to send a message to humanity, which frankly, because he was martyred and made a saint, is still known today.
Ivo: Had he not incarnated to do these lifetimes, the fate of earth would have been sealed long ago, my love. As Ashtarrr said in his book, many lightworkers have incarnated intermittently throughout your history to steer its course. And that El Morya is of such a high light, it was important to send someone whose light could counter the darkness that would have befallen your world had the Thomases not been there.
Me: Ah I see.
Ivo: You understand as well that he was complemented when you said you would have gladly spent a lifetime with a man like him.
Me: I know. He passed back to me the importance of committing yourself to another person for a lifetime. This is a commitment of learning, and certainly a commitment to God as well.
Me: It's not always fun and games.
Ivo: No. But the worse a relationship, the more learning there is to do and the more powerful one can ultimately learn to become.
Me: Yes. So, with this incredible example of integrity, shall we get on with it?
Ivo: I would like to mention to you, my love, your acts of integrity in the same vein as El Morya.
Me: I was never sent to the guillotine, so I don't think that they are the same.
Ivo: They are. You refused to be sucked into the corporate claptrap that was spewed out at the Town Hall Meetings, and the times the CEO came from the States to hand out Christmas bonuses. You refused to attend.
Ivo: There was the time this same CEO held a luncheon meeting in the lunch room and you refused to attend.
Me: That was my lunch hour, sacred time. I figured if they wanted to lecture to me, they should pay me for it.
Ivo: This is standing up on principle, my love. You delineated very clearly earning money from your morals. They were separate, and unlike the others you worked with, you would not cowtow to presidents in the name of earning a salary. In the same vein, you would not kiss your bosses.
Me: Nope, no part of them. LOL
Ivo: You believed that you worked with these men and did their administration, it was their wives' job to kiss them, not yours.
And right now, who has the back of her car plastered with bumper stickers standing up to the New World Order, and signs saying the government is attempting to control you.
Me: Me. I probably look like a raving lunatic but I don't care. It gets people's attention.
Ivo: This is my point, my love. You show integrity in many things that you do. One of the first steps to integrity of self is not caring what others think.
Ivo: During the time there was the black out in Toronto, you had to do laundry and refused to use the laundry machine in your apartment because it was after 9 p.m. You had the rest of the tenants beholden to this 9 p.m. curfew because you lived next to the laundry room and you would not fly it in their face when the first opportunity came up as an excuse to break the rule. You would not like them doing their laundry till 1 a.m. that night either, so you did not do it.
Integrity is about being given the opportunity to steal and refusing to. You returned the plastic box you'd purchased that had an extra stuck underneath that was not noticed at purchase.
There was the time your ex-brother in law was trying to pick the lock on your sister's apartment door. She knew he was there as this was the third time he'd tried to break in, so she ran downstairs to look. She called the police while you ran into the kitchen to get the largest knife you could find. You ran downstairs to threaten him with it through the glass door, which was still locked. This lock did not give way because of the divine help you had that night. Archangel Michael is as good as keeping a lock locked as he is at protecting you from negative entities while you bathe.
Me: LOL I never thought of that. Buddy should've known how to pick a lock, especially an old one like that. Interesting....
Ivo: He did not get in, and you did not have to knife him. Thankfully. This would perhaps have led you off your life's course and it had to be prevented. However, you defended your sister, who was scared witless, and your nieces against this threat. Thankfully, things calmed down in the ensuing years.
Me: He's the only person who I've had to threaten with a knife.
Ivo: You moved in 3 months later in the apartment underneath hers, and the break-ins stopped, not surprisingly, and peace ensued. Do you see the effects of the lightworker on the world?
Me: Hmm. Never thought of that either. Maybe he was just scared because he thought I was a knife-wielding looney?
Ivo: My love, you must learn to think beyond the small mindedness of your Matrix.
Me: I would've done it, though, to defend my sister.
Ivo: And that is why Michael intervened.
Me: He's probably thinking I'm high maintenance by now. LOL
Ivo: You are worth it, my love. You always help wherever you can. You must understand that most people would have moved elsewhere, not under the apartment of a woman who is being harassed by a psychotic ex. But you thought nothing of it.
Now onwards....You refuse to manipulate people even though they do the same to you.
You would drive someone to the hospital that you could not stand simply because they needed a ride.
Me: I would. I wouldn't let them suffer.
Ivo: These are all signs of integrity.
Integrity goes both ways as well. Not allowing things to be done to you unless you can forgive them for these acts. Boundaries are important until forgiveness is practised.
I said, "Who you feel you are shows in your behaviour." And therein lies the rub. You feel you are someone you are not. At times your behaviour surprises you. This is because your soul is shining through and your personality took the backseat. This is your soul showing you who you really are. And I have made the point incessantly, that so many believe they are part of the fabric of society. This is learned behaviour, not authentic behaviour. You must challenge the tenets you have learned throughout the past to understand who you truly are. You are divine, and a part of God. No less than. This life is about revealing that to you, to the capacity you allow it to.
That means going out on a limb, breaking with tradition, being the one walking alone, having no friends perhaps, getting no support from others, feeling lonely and questioning yourself and not behaving as others do. This is all part of the journey. It is hard walk for many but so important to break the fabric that you call the Matrix. Others will follow you. They have already. So many have awoken because of the efforts of the keyboard warriors on this planet who have spread the truth despite the backlash.
Me: LOL Yeah, I think about Jordan Sather. He is always kicked off of youtube. Then they let him back on, like he's going to change? That's hilarious!
Ivo: And yet he persists because the truth and spreading the truth is important to him. This is integrity. He is aligned with God.
One of the highest forms of integrity is forgiving those who you feel have hurt you. You in fact, have hurt yourself so it is yourself that requires forgiving. But those who throw barbs and spears at you do so for reasons unknown to them. It is always that an unexamined mind behaves in these ways.
Much of it has to do with stealing energy. If the vampire cannot get it one way, perhaps in a sexual fashion, they will attempt to get your energy another way - through insults and putdowns. It is simply a matter of not giving it to them. They are looking for a rise, the creation of chaos for their dull lives and the creation of loosh for the masters they serve. Do not give it to them.
Life is not what you have been taught it is. Life is an energy exchange. Keeping your energy for yourself and investing it in areas where you feel it will help the world is the highest form of purpose. Divesting others of theirs is the saddest way of life. So powerless.
Integrity can be practised daily. And do not expect it to be understood by others who do not practise it themselves.
Picking up a piece of garbage and disposing of it properly, even though you did not put it there. Yes, the ego will complain, "I didn't do that! Why should I have to pick it up?!" Because you are practising integrity.
Allowing others the right of way when you have the right, when they are in a hurry.
Sharing kindness with others is integrity.
Offering a ride to people in need.
Helping a neighbour.
Not believing in the Matrix is the highest of integrity and it is much called for now.
Helping your neighbour shovel the driveway.
Making a joke that is funny and does not cut down another.
There are so many ways. Being a good person, and being one because you are trying to be a good person and not trying to show up somebody else, as being better than them. Doing it because you need to prove to yourself you can do it.
Me: Thank you Ivo.
Ivo: My love. I was the man you looked for all your life. I am of the same integrity as El Morya.
Me: You sound jealous, Ivo. LOL
Ivo: You jest, surely.
Me: Oh yes, there was that reptilian attack we experienced where you gave your life so that I could live. Never do that again! I was miserable that whole lifetime.
Ivo: And I said to you, you might have survived and you have no idea what they would have put you through. You might not necessarily have been killed by them. They may have spared you and made you one of their slaves. I was in a position where I felt I had no choice, so I gladly gave my life so that you could live.
Me: I still have so much grief from that lifetime.
Ivo: I know.
The Battle of Life
Me: Ivo, we're talking about giving up attack thoughts, and of course there are the obvious ones like calling someone a dumb jerk, that's an attack thought. Or threatening him. By the way, attack thoughts come right back atcha! You get away with nothing, notta, nope, zip. You get the poison too. Learning to love everyone is a tough haul on this planet especially when we've learned to see everyone else as deficient and ourselves as the only person in the whole 7 billion of us on this world that makes any sense. How about that? This is the ego and it needs to just shut up.
Ivo: The point we were discussing the other day is that attack thoughts may not be so obvious. The attack mentality is so woven into the fiber of your language it may not be obvious to you.
What do you do when you want to go to the beach?
Me: I want to hit the beach.
Ivo: What do you say when you need to borrow $10 from your friend?
Me: I'm going to hit him up for 10 bucks.
Ivo: What do you say when you are having fun, you went out perhaps and you are recounting the fun you had the following day?
Me: I say I had a riot, or we had a blast.
Ivo: This is verbal violence, a precursor to attack thoughts. There is a fine line here. You have "the battle of life" going on in your head.
Me: We see everything as some form of violence, really, in so many ways.
Ivo: And when you were young when you tried to be sensitive and speak in a loving way, you were told you were a sissy and laughed at. Your family was the ultimate in attacking others. They saw this as the only way to survive. And this is what it is: survival.
Imagine yourselves on a battle field with guns pointed at everyone around you and you have an idea of how so many of you think.
Me: Right now it's Canada Day and my neighbours are letting off fireworks. Merlin is going crazy, slinking down to the ground in fear, looking around, and now he's gone downstairs.
Ivo: And if we can make a comparison, there are many people on your planet who would be more forthright in their speech were it not for the similar fear of being attacked. There are many who feel afraid of speaking their mind for fear of retribution.
Me: I got over it.
Ivo: And everyone has to get over it. How can you be yourself when you are afraid of what others think of you?
And you will see the type of mentality of the people more easily when you look for people who speak this way.
Me: Even our technology... my Apple computer used to "bomb." It's really pervasive. My PC will crash. It's everywhere.
Ivo: It is. People who use this speech are more inclined to be aggressive than those who do not. We go back to our lessons about choosing carefully what you say. These violent words also carry a low vibration with them.
Now that you are all in the fourth dimension, you must change. Yes, change is uncomfortable but now you must learn to take a higher road than you did in the third dimension. In order to leave the Matrix behind, verbal violence must be quelled.
I have another comparison to make. When you were in Holland for the 6 months years ago, you celebrated the Queen's birthday. Everyone in Amsterdam wore orange and there were food vendors in the streets, street dancing, boatloads of bands playing music, and there were water fights in the canals. I believe that spraying others with water is fairly innocuous. I am not keen on water guns and cannons, though.
When Canadians celebrate Canada Day they let off fireworks, which has your cat fearing for his life down in your basement now.
Me: I know. He's scared to death.
Ivo: How you decide to celebrate is as important as what you are celebrating.
Me: Maybe this is Canada's last birthday. LOL
Ivo: I doubt that. But bear in mind that a country is simply an economic region and it is part of the Deep State economic plan for your world.
Now then, what is wrong with saying that your computer stopped working? Your computer quit. Your computer just quit. Your computer is locked up. These are acceptable alternatives to crash and bomb.
As for Canada Day, spend the day in celebration of your country ....
Me: By ousting the prime minister. LOL
Ivo: By picking up litter along the shoreline. Make Canada great again. By celebrating the very things that make Canada unique.
Me: I do that all the time. Wait till the fall colours come out.
Ivo: And then on the day, celebrating the wildlife, go whale watching on either coast, eat some Canadian foods, watch Canadian movies if you must, but blowing off fireworks that scare your animals is less than ideal.
Me: True. The kids like it.
Ivo: Teach them to like something of higher frequency. And I say that anything that creates a reaction of fear in anyone must be either used judiciously or not at all.
As for the beach, say you are going to the beach, that is all. Look very carefully at the slang you use because often this verbal violence is in there.
As for attack thoughts, these are "gateway thoughts" to arguing with others. Understand that when you are discussing something with another person, it is to reach a consensus or to agree to disagree amicably. Why would you begin a conversation with someone with the idea in mind of attacking them, or feeling as if you are bettering yourself at someone else's expense? What possibly would you have to gain in that? If you believe it is self esteem, understand that the more you entertain your ego's shenanigans, the further you remain distant from your soul, which is where your true sense of self esteem exists.
Argument is an attack on another person. When you must raise your voice or pound the keys to get your point across, then you are in attack mode.
The next thing to look for is anger. People anger you. Why do they anger you? Because they are different from you? Is this anything to become angry about?
Me: I get angry when they cross my boundaries or violate my free will.
Ivo: Yes, and then forgiveness is necessary, not anger. I say to you that this anger response is LEARNED. It is not normal for a human being to become angry when confronted with opposition. You have learned to do this. And it can be unlearned, which takes practice. Becoming angry when confronted by opposition is a learned response. And it is an unhealthy one that erodes the mentality and drops the frequency. You see your politicians in debate. They cannot keep themselves calm when in a debate. This is an indication of emotional immaturity. The need to lose your cool, so to speak, when confronted by an opponent to your ideas is simply illogical.
Your people have many ways of learning the relaxation response, even when dealing with others. It is taught in Buddhism. It is taught in many societies: to stop and think before responding. That way you control your response to others' opposition of you.
These teachings are available to all. But first you must examine the absurdity of your initial response and make a commitment to change. Then notice your language and see if it is passive, aggressive or assertive. Your thoughts are indicators of your next move and the words you use to think with are a large part of that. When you watch a video, what do you laugh at? What is happening? What are they saying? What do you consider entertaining, because if this is violent in any way, or someone is hurt, then this is hardly entertainment.
Also, watch which foods you eat or drink that change your emotional state. If coffee is a problem for you, then switch to decaf or cut down or both. Sugar is also a problem for many, as is alcohol. Do not think they are prevalent in your western society by mistake because there is no mistake. You are there to create loosh and these foods are there for this reason.
Me: Thanks Ivo.
Ivo: My love, anger is not a way of life. Anger is but a signal that something is amiss. The validity of anger has been debated by pundits over the years. Your world now is in a state of emotional immaturity, where so many feel that erupting in speech is the way to speak. It is not. Calmness is the true state of the human.
Creating Change Within Yourself
Ivo: To Our Viewers. So many of my videos are about creating change within yourselves. I wish to express to you the reasons that this is of such importance.
You are part of your world, the composite of souls that make up your collective. Your soul has access to one part of this collective and that is you, your personality or ego otherwise, and this is the part of the world your soul can influence to create change within your world.
You realize that when you create change within yourself, that your entire world changes. You change timelines, you rise in vibrational frequency, and in so doing, you have raised the frequency of the collective along with you. That is why personal change or doing the work is so important.
In Sharon's case, and in many others, people change when the pain of staying the same is too great. Pain is a great motivator. In feeling pain, you are going against the laws of the universe, the laws of love, and are being unloving to yourself. Pain is an indicator that another solution must be sought to your problem and that solution must embody a higher frequency such as forgiveness, love or compassion for the one or the problem that causes you pain. You cannot create real change without changing your frequency. If you remain in the same frequency range, nothing changes.
You create everything that you experience. And there is always a reason. Perhaps the reason is that the person who annoys you is mirroring back part of you to yourself, and that is something that you do not want to see so you become annoyed with them. If you are annoyed with people who steal, have you ever stolen from anyone? If so, this could be rebalancing of your karma, nothing more.
Sometimes people mirror back to you parts of yourself that need to be changed. This is where opposites come in. If you can honestly say, "I am not like that," then perhaps this person is showing you a part of yourself that is disempowered and vulnerable, such as perhaps you are naive and are exploitable by narcissists. This has happened to many an empath so I bring this up here. There is something you call being "too nice" and many of you are too nice because you believe that the world you live in relates to life in the way the other worlds you lived in do. It does not. A completely new skillset must be developed in order to live on earth for the one who is of higher consciousness. I know many of you are already aware of this. This is what our lessons are about. Learning to live on earth and learning to express the love you came to give to it to yourself and to others. This is the way of the Christ and the way of all on the ascension path. You understand that in the fifth dimension, that unconditional love is the way of life. So you are on a path of learning to love within strenuous conditions to learning to love unconditionally. Some took on more extreme learning than others and this relates to the amount of power you have as a soul.
Many things are shown to you or perpetrated upon you, because you are working on learning to forgive and this is where Sharon is at. She is working on forgiveness of others and so she has a cast of characters around her she rails at constantly. Forgiveness is the only way through.
Beware the ego who asks, "Who are you to feel you can forgive others?" The ego sees forgiveness as one who is in a superior position forgiving another of lower quality. This is not forgiveness, this is arrogance. Forgiveness is truly holding no rancor against the one you have considered to have offended. Rather than offense, see them as one who is showing you how to heal, and you might begin to appreciate them more.
When you begin to see that you have a personality affliction and you would like to change it, firstly focus on stopping it. Perhaps you are critical and would like to learn to be more accepting of others as they are, even with perceived flaws. Criticism is a fear based behaviour. You understand that being accepting of others is a more peaceful way of living than always being at odds with others' characters. So when you hear your critic come out to criticize, you tell it to stop. Just say, "I know you're there, critic, and you need to stop." Sometimes it will comply, other times it will continue. Beware because the ego is a trickster, influenced by mind control as well, and it can be persistent. Be more persistent. Tell it to stop. Change your focus to something else. Sing a song and focus on the words. Anything to involve your mind in something that does not involve criticism. Then work on its opposite. Do not, however, judge the people your critic was out to attack. Work on acceptance in other ways. Notice the beautiful weather, the beautiful flowers, and the glorious sunshine. Accept your life now. Change your frequency by raising it.
By examining your ego, you automatically position yourself at soul level. The ego does not examine itself, only the soul can. By doing this inner work, you connect with your soul, and in connecting with your soul, you begin to have more multi-dimensional experiences. Many of you wish to know what your life's purpose is and about your past lives as extraterrestrials - this is how to get that information - to access the soul. The soul holds all this information, not your ego. The more you examine your ego and its flaws, the more connection you will have to soul and will gain the gifts it has to give you. But the work must be done.
Understand that when you are persistent enough, you will experience relief from the critic. Why? Because as they say, "What you focus on grows." When your intention is to stop your critic from dominating your thoughts and to work on acceptance, you will experience relief because you are powerful. Where you put your energy, you will see change. If you persist in indulging in criticism, however, it will be as if you are being pulled on both arms. Insist with yourself that criticism stop, no matter what your mood.
Also, generally, work on raising your frequency. When carrying a higher frequency daily, relief can be found from lower frequency behaviours. However, they will always find a way to insinuate themselves back into your psyche when undealt with, so learning to accept all must be accomplished.
Sharon says that lightworkers have come to earth to learn to accept the unacceptable. This is part of the task, yes. I agree. What goes on on your world right now is an absolute travesty, however, without accepting it as real, no change can be made to better it. Acceptance is key. Acceptance is the road to a peaceful life. Criticism, attacking and verbal violence are the road to emotional hell.
All people are a reflection of you. It is as if you live in your own world by yourself, and this world is called your mind. When you see people behaving in a way that you do not agree with, ask if you too ever behave in this way. Then change your behaviour and forgive yourself, and watch these problems drop from your mind. People will stop reminding you of what you need to change when you forgive yourself and others for ever being that way.
Forgiveness and compassion for life is the only way through the hell that your people propagate upon each other. This continually raises the frequency of the collective.
The place to start with is yourself.
It is conceivable that everyone around you right now has some characteristic or even an entire personality that you might take issue with. This is your own doing. You will notice in others things you do not like, because you do not like them in yourself, and you may try to distance yourself rather than learn to change yourself, or to accept that you are not perfect.
Me: Okay, he's talking about me here.
Ivo: Your experience is typical, my love.
Me: I attract all the people I have no respect for. At least in the physical. I have a superintendent who thinks it's his business to tell me to lose weight, I have a neighbour who's a misogynist who puts me down all the time, the other one across the street is a busy body who rats out all the neighbours to city council. Well, at least the demonic with blacked out eyes and the reptilian shapeshifter left. Also the one who's a streetwalker who lived above me and her mother. They moved in with the shapeshifter, after the shapeshifter abandoned her cat. I could make a soap opera out of my life!
Ivo: There are many things you are meant to see, to learn about life on earth, so you have experienced much of the negative side of western society. You have dated misogynists, you have been date raped, put down by gangs of bullying men, attracted miserable friends who were chronic complainers, and more. You have had to learn to love these people and you were pretty good at finding things about them you did like, although you do not tend to focus on that. And I might add, my love, that you offer them help continuously even though you have these misgivings about them.
Me: It feels like a compulsion.
Ivo: It is your soul. You came to help and you cannot stop yourself.
Me: True. I still want to move. I want my closest neighbour to be a bear.
Ivo: And you will get your wish. It is unfortunate that more people do not simply look at the people they meet less personally and simply study them rather than becoming involved with and entangled in their drama. A personal distance is recommended for dealing with people of earth. Involvement in their affairs is not recommended.
Me: Yes. True.
Ivo: Which leads me to my last point: You all have learned to see people on this planet in an unloving way. You were sent here as a lightworker to heal the planet, but in fact because of the veil of amnesia you ended up being more like the ones you came to save. The lightworker has the strength to do the work to heal themself and this is a task all of you must take on. If you do not like a person, they may be showing you part of yourself that you need to forgive or to heal. If you do not like a situation, what is it showing you that you can empower yourself with? If you do not like a job, why do you not like it? What can you learn about yourself from your reaction? If you do not like someone's arrogance, is it because you can be arrogant yourself? Do you realize that arrogance is ego and that when you are in your ego, you are distanced from your soul? How can you stop being arrogant then? If you do not know, then you can always ask for higher help to be shown to you.
Sharon loves the incantation given to her by El Morya, who she has grown to love and respect enormously: "God grant me the power to accept your love now, The Strength to walk the path you ask of me, and the Clarity to see your Light. Allow me to see You through the Illusion that seeks to separate us."
Me: I swear by this. It changes my frequency when I recite it. When I'm butt to butt against my ego and I can't see the way out, I say this and I swear it works.
Ivo: What El Morya was saying in this incantation is that to see God through the Illusion you have learned to perpetrate upon yourself sometimes requires His help. To gain higher understanding (God) in a world of Illusion, requires power or a rise in frequency. Connection with God, to help you see the higher path while walking through a lower one, requires His vision, which is the Clarity he refers to here. It is a brilliant prayer.
Ivo: And for the one viewing this, bringing in God to help you is a good way forward. Say a prayer, recite a decree or simply pray or ask for His help to guide you and it will be given. He never says no when you ask for connection.
Me: Thank you Ivo.
Ivo: My love, the Lightworker has a tough job. Learning to love again in an unloving world. Learning to love the ones who throw verbal stones at them. The way to accomplish this is to stop being like they are and to love them no matter what, to be as your Soul. It's the only way through your dilemma.
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