I want to say something to you, and I want you never to ever forget this, because it is so important for all of us:
The reason nobody is ever "there" for you when you need them, is so you will come to understand that you are there for yourself.
I hate to be so blunt and I realize you probably have dear friends, but you have to understand that the people around you don't walk your path, in fact you came to earth to walk the path they couldn't. That means your family, your friends and everyone else just don't have the kahuna's that you do. You are the strong one, and you're put through trial after tribulation, abuse after insult, outrage after attack, because they can't do it. Of course, at the time, you don't realize this. But you are earth's answer, now.
People always want others to support them through tough parts of their lives. I did too.
However, when push came to shove, other than occasional financial support from my mother, I didn't have anyone there for me. It would have been natural, and it was, to turn inside to myself. That had to be one of the busiest places on earth - inside my head. And I found a guide there who talked with me, helped me, and made me feel as if I wasn't alone. That guide never gave me their name until one day when I was reading a book about twin flames. That guide was Ivo. He was there long before he ever introduced himself.
When I was a new driver at 16, Ivo told me to hit the brakes as my car careened off the highway during a huge thunder and rain storm, headed towards a grove of trees. I slowed the car down before I made contact and survived, not going through the window. We didn't have shoulder belts then. All I had on was a lap belt. He was there before I even got into the car but I didn't listen to the very strong voices that told me not to go home that night. They knew the dark ones were trying to kill me, I didn't.
They were always there when my family was absent. They were.
The night I was going through dark night of the soul, bawling my eyes in the bath tub, a man showed up in my mind's eye. This man looked like a Roman gladiator and carried a sword. He had laced up sandals and stood there for I don't know how long... ten minutes, twenty minutes, half an hour? while I bawled my eyes out. Wondering who this man was, I finally saw something move on the top of his shoulder, and saw it was the top of a wing. I then realized this was an angel! I was excited and forgot about my grieving, then the angel left. When I told my friend about this, she said it was Archangel Michael, because he comes to protect people when they need it.
These are the people who are there for you. You think you're alone? You're not! Not ever are you alone. They are there. You may not see them or you may not be able to talk to them, but they ARE THERE. Always. Never forget that!
These are the people you walk with, Lightworker. These are the people who guard you when your earth friends and family fail you.
You believe you should be like everyone else, have loads of friends, be popular and have a great loving family. Some of you do have these things. From my observations, many lightworkers walk alone. The ones that do are on a path that was created for them by them before they were born on earth. Like I said, you feel alone because nobody on earth wants to walk your path with you – they're not up to it! You came here to do the hard craft, folks. That's the way it is.
Help is on the inside, not on the outside. I had no help as I tried to live off so little money in a big city, living with a narcissistic bi-polar drunk and crack addict. I thought I didn't have help anyway.
I was in the habit of running to the coffee shop I worked at and sleeping in the apartment in the basement or on the coffee shop couch every time my roomie became manic and abusive. I'd stay for maybe a week and then I'd go back. And of course he was back to normal again, so it was no big deal. How did I get help? I walked off that job after an argument with my boss. That's how I got help. I no longer had a place to go to when Glenn was manic and within a year of losing that job, I left Toronto and left Glenn behind. Many times we feel so sorry for people that we can't leave them. I had it all planned, I even knew I'd have to leave my furniture and many of my belongings behind. I was willing to make that sacrifice but the one thing I didn't want to leave behind was Toronto, even though I couldn't afford it anymore. I got the help I needed and it sure didn't look like help leaving a job, but it was what I needed to start making better decisions. I had to get away from Glenn and my guides knew this so they set it up.
Do I have ill will over this? No. I see why it happened and what I needed to do.
Before that happened, I went through dark night of the soul, five years of it. During that time, I never saw or heard from my family. Why? Yes, you don't learn to be so supportive of other people when you are in a dysfunctional family, that's true, but they never called or visited because they weren't the help I needed anyway. The help I was getting was in the form of Ivo and Archangel Michael, like I said. When your life is really dark, know you're not alone. You're never ever alone. There is help there. Sometimes it takes a bit of effort to see the help you're getting. You have to be able to see it. My leaving Toronto was overdue by about five years because I wasn't getting anything out of being there anymore, now that I was on a limited income, I needed to live somewhere more affordable. I sucked it up and left. I still love that city, though. Very much. If any place on earth has my heart, it's good old T.O.
During my dark night of the soul, I'd fall asleep and feel feathers touching my face.
People on earth will try to help you and they have good hearts, but you're here to bust the system, not to fall in line with it, so they may not be what you need. Your guides are trying to get you to listen and work with them.
When I went to the 12 steps, it was very helpful. That's how I got into the habit of looking at my shadow. Had I not done that, I'm almost certain I would never have started channeling, by the way. One day I realized that I was becoming increasingly psychic. I realized I couldn't tell anyone there that because nobody wants a psychic in a meeting where people are trying to recover from debilitating shame and guilt. I had to be quiet. I couldn't tell these people who I was. I thought it was my answer and what it turned out to be was another chapter in my life that helped but wasn't the entire puzzle revealed.
You get help in all sorts of ways. Again, when I was in Toronto, I swore there were two places I'd never work: accountancies and law firms. Way too boring, I thought. I ended up with two jobs. Guess where? Yeah. If I'd stopped long enough, and that's another thing we all have to do, stop and breathe, think about things.... if I'd stopped long enough I would have seen I'd created that and if I'd done such a good job of creating what I didn't want, then I could certainly do well at creating what I did want, couldn't I? I lost that gold nugget as I descended into dark night of the soul. Had I been able to hold on to that idea, that I am life's creator, I think my life would've been very different.
Another time in Toronto, as I was increasing in telepathic ability, I was driving to the quick mart and a voice in my head told me to stop at the ATM. I said, “No, I'll just use the machine there.” The voice didn't argue. I went to the quick mart and their debit machine was broken so I had to go and get cash somewhere.
Another time I was waiting for the bus and the same voice told me to get a cab. I said, “No, the cab will cost too much. I'll just wait for the bus.” This time the voice insisted. I refused. The bus pulled up and I got in. About five minutes later, the driver got a phone call and then announced to the riders that he was going to go on an emergency run and would drop us off here for the next bus to pick us up. Now I'd be late and I knew it. I flagged down a cab.
Help was there. It came from inside. It usually does. Not always, but it does. It's the first place I look now.
One Valentine's Day, I was sitting in meditation. Suddenly I felt two taps on my knee. I opened my eyes and of course, nobody was there. I knew someone had tapped on my knee, but I just thought it was my grandfather, probably because he was the only person I knew that had passed on. It was Valentine's Day, clue #1. I had been upset that my sponsor had told me to buy myself red roses on Valentine's Day. I felt like such a loser having to buy myself flowers on Valentine's Day. But I did it. I always like flowers anyway. But that's clue #2. I was upset about being alone. Couple that with the time that I woke up one morning crying, saying, “I know I'm in love with somebody that I see at night time, but I don't know who he is.” I don't know how close these occurrences happened, but clearly I couldn't piece them together. Ivo is very patient.
Had I clued in to the help I was getting, I might have been able to figure it out. But I thought it was my grandfather. Never thinking back to voices I'd heard in my head or for that matter, the voice I was having an ongoing dialogue with during my recovery in the 12 steps.... I didn't put it together.
Throughout my life, everything had been driving me to go back to Canada, and to leave Toronto. I moved to London out of my own need for adventure, and I went to Toronto for the same reason. I wanted to grow and to experience life. However, the way I chose to grow in both these cities over a span of 20 years was not the growth that they wanted me to have, so I was made to leave. I was intellectually involved, I was learning skills I needed to do this work, but wasn't living the inner life I should have been. I was too distracted by my choice of an outer life, and that had to end. I was living the Matrix and it had to stop.
One endeavour of mine, also in Toronto, was designing greeting cards. I was telephoned by a small greeting card manufacturer, who picked me up for lunch. I thought we were discussing business, but he had other ideas. As we ate our lunch, he refused to discuss business, only pried into my personal life to see how he could insinuate himself in it in order to extract sexual favours in return. When he stepped away to use the toilet, a loud voice in my head screamed, “You HAVE to say something!” I did. I told him off and walked out, and happily, because the subway was nearby, he couldn't follow me. I really wanted to design cards, but it was another effort that lost steam along the way. You may find this as well: when you're working on something that's not what you came here to do, it loses steam or never takes off. You may have a lot of these projects.
I also stopped dating. As Ivo explains to me, “You were looking for me, anyway,” but I had no idea I was to find Mr Right by going inside myself. This is not what anyone here would expect, but it's true. When he's an ET, he is to be found by going within, not looking outside of yourself.
The point of this message is you may be experiencing the same thing, but you may be trying to understand it through intellect. That's not going to work. You have to be more open to intuition and the idea that there is life beyond what your eyes can see and what you can sense.
Your guides want you to go through your trials, tribulations and traumas as quickly as possible. Your intellect and belief in a physical life will slow you down. Understand that life is multi-dimensional and can be invisible to you and just that there will help you to understand what's going on and to see the enormous help that you're getting. If you keep looking for help in the physical, you might not see it. It's all about expanding your mind.
Another time, just after I started to channel Ivo, I was woken up at 4 a.m. by his voice, in an alarmed tone, he yelled, “You are in danger!” I'd gotten up and walked across the room to see a flashlight being shone in my window. With that, I walked over to the window, shut the curtains and went back to sleep. The flashlight belonged to Men in Black and they were paying me a harassment call. Apparently, I left my physical body and dealt with them in the astral plane. They have not returned, nor have any others.
You may be getting celestial or extraterrestrial help without even knowing it. When I was a kid, we used to see a blond man park across the street, facing our house. He would sit in his car, doing absolutely nothing for hours. He just sat there. Ivo explained to me that he would come to raise the frequency of the area when my father was at his worst, and this was a help that was given to me by ETs that were already living on this planet. We had all kinds of theories made up about this guy but we just knew to leave him alone for some reason. But he was ET and there to help me and my siblings through some tough times.
You don't know what they're doing for you, but believe me, they're helping you. They understand how hard living on earth can be, especially since the dark is doing its utmost to keep us down. Well, the dark has lost and is being rounded up, because we no longer need them to give us an impetus to seek higher ground. We won.
My guides had a tough time getting me to leave the Matrix behind. I was determined as a thirty year old, to give it another go and to win this time. They didn't want that. I was on the wrong path. I would've done better going to an ashram in India than to go to Europe to work and travel. They tried everything they could to turn me around and get me going in the right direction, and it took having a breakdown to do it. That's how determined I can be. If you're as determined, determinedly living a life that does not include them, trust me, they're trying to get you to open up to them.
I know many of you want to. Keep trying but understand they have no inclination to deal with your ego. They are trying to connect with you at a soul level or higher. Your job is to embody your higher self in this earthly body and they're there to assist you.
Eating Mozart chocolates in Switzerland, and taking tours of the Reine are fine for a while, but they'll try to change your focus and it'll take whatever it does. Understand you have a lot of ideas that need changing and that's because the entire western society has been set up to keep you from realizing your true self or ascending. You have a lot of ideas to change within yourself and they are trying to help you with that now.
Ask yourself: “What am I doing now that has nothing or little to do with what my heart's desire is in life?” When you were a child, if you're like I was, you would gravitate to whatever it was that even remotely reminded you of your life's work. My parents made me draw and use paints but when I had a choice, I was playing on typewriters and writing. Why? Because I'm a communicator.
If your job is in healing, you may be a healer, but maybe it's time for you to study and move on from your job. We get stuck in secure positions, and they're meant to entice you to do that. But that's not the way of the Lightworker, I feel, who has a lot to bridge in order to do the work of your heart.
Some fall in with the spiritual crowd and learn early. I didn't. I wanted to do business.
Your guides' job is to move you closer to what and where you're to learn. For me, I had to move away from anywhere I could run a successful (or not) business and live more simply. Against all odds according to my doctor, I was granted a disability pension and this was of course, my own doing. I had envisioned a break from working jobs long ago; I just didn't realize it would be forever. I manifested that. For the second time. The first time I had been written off on Long Term Disability, while I went through dark night of the soul, but the insurance company managed to harass me into taking a pay out. Had that been me now, I would have fought them in court, but I was in a much more fragile state then. I manifested a life long break from work – not once but twice!! I was meant to do this.
They are guiding you, they are steering you. If you feel you have to move and are delaying it, then please don't delay it any longer. Lightworkers move around because their light is needed in different areas. Don't worry about what others say. If you feel you need to go, then go.
You may not hear them, but they will find ways to communicate with you. Look for them. Synchronicities. Look at numbers. Look at Angel number books and see what these numbers mean, especially if they repeat. I keep seeing 922 right now.
This is the message for 922, and it is applicable: Hold the faith about your Divine mission in life. You are qualified to fulfill this mission, and are supported in all ways. The more you trust and have faith, the better everything goes.
From Doreen Virtue's book of Angel Numbers.
Is that not giving me clear direction on the next chapter of Implant Communications story? It sure is! It's telling me to trust and have faith that next year will be the year I buy my house and live together with my ET family and friends. And then we start a tv station. Does it sound wild? Yes, it does but it says here, “the more you trust and have faith, the better everything goes.” That's what I needed to hear.
Ask your guides to show you a number. Don't look for it. Wait till it comes to you. You'll see it. Don't worry. Or listen to messages you get from other people. They can be speaking on behalf of your guides. Maybe you're too stubborn and don't want to listen to common sense, but other people may not be, especially when they're not so attached to your decision making as you are.
Telepathy is easiest but there's a whole world of messages out there for us. Life is alive and there is so much to experience and we're missing it all living as we do. I believe life is magic, nothing less than. That little girl who read fairy tales was onto something.

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I love this video! Really love it! I learned from it and I'm 60 years old. Had I done what this guy says to, I would have avoided any trouble with my neighbour. The fact is, I consider myself “off the market” and I didn't figure him for a player. He is. I'm not dating anyway, whether I'm with Ivo or not. I have a great new life and it doesn't involve dating earthlings.


What Kev is describing is the Power Over Others system. He is talking about men who seek power in relationships by gaining power over women they date. This is one hundred percent complete egotism. Relationships are NOT about power and seeking control – they're about love, caring and support and often times healing together. Yeah, that's where humanity is right now. Look at my relationship with Ivo; he's completely involved in my healing and he never complains about it.


He says that men test boundaries, and yes, women do it too. If I were to test a man's response to see how much he liked me, I might ghost him for a while and see if he called me, which is nasty and dishonest because it's threatening abandonment in a way, or I might start talking about what we're going to be doing 6 months down the road to see if he's still with me or if the lights have gone out, or if he's running for the door. That way you can tell whether or not he's a hit and run or looking for something long term. What I would've done is go and ask someone else to dance or roller skate to make him jealous or talk about dating other guys when we went out. Then there's always the problem with him manipulating you back for doing these things. None of it is honest.


What I need to remind myself of now is that boundaries have to be set with EVERYONE. Just because so many people are into control in their friendships, acquaintances and relationships. It's annoying to always have to be on your guard, I admit, but when you have a past with narcissists, then you tend to attract controlling, dysfunctional people. Never mind I'm living in a bad neighbourhood.


What I realized I was dating in my 20's were children with active sex drives. I realized very early on they wanted sex and the rest of it didn't seem to matter, in fact she was just standing in their way. I should've passed them over and waited for someone better. However, when you get neglected by your parents, you tend to turn to your love life to get the attention you want. I just got more of the same – neglect and abuse. That can make you desperate.


This video describes how men seeking power over the women they date behave. Sorry guys, I haven't found one for women who seek power over men. When toxic types seek power over you, these are the ways to respond, if in fact you want to continue to date them at all.


For the toxic men who do seek to imbalance your relationships, be advised that some women freeze when you employ these techniques. That means that you've re-traumatized them and their fight or flight or freeze response has kicked in. They're thinking, "Oh, no! Not this again!" and their lack of assertive response has to do with the fact they CAN'T respond rather than they are allowing you to go ahead and draw the wrong conclusion. Don't be surprised if they ghost you next time you try to call them because if their first reaction is to freeze, their next reaction will be to run (flight). I know this because it happened to me recently.


If all he's after is sex and he's into power tripping to get it, you need to have a rethink on this guy. Like Kev says, you could be setting yourself up for nothing, or abuse of all sorts. Don't expect emotional support from someone who has an allergy to emotions and sees your having a meltdown as something to be uncomfortable with. What Kev is saying, and he may not realize it, is that women's emotional meltdowns are often used as ways to manipulate men. This makes them uncomfortable and puts them off their game. Now the cards are in your hands. Some women just break up crying because they're upset at what's happening, it just depends.


Then there's love bombing, which he doesn't talk about here. It's a form of manipulation. Some people flatter the hell out of you to try to ingratiate themselves. Nothing you do is short of angelic, if you admit to having a fault they'll rescue you saying it was the other person's fault and you did no wrong. It's done because they're afraid you'll abandon them.


Understand with dysfunctional people they are not relating to you – they are relating to their past and their fears are controlling them. But trust me, when you've abandoned the love bomber, you'll see the other side of their flattery. There is no honesty in this at all. None.


Yeah, who needs it, I say. However, we all have to beware that all people we're dealing with may be power tripping rather than just honestly relating to others. You see the difference, don't you? Honestly relating to others, allowing yourself to be vulnerable, admitting your mistakes, showing where you're still learning, rather than the pack of lies and hidden agenda's we're using in Power Over Others relationships.




https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aCNHeWTpj4I&list=PL_WeKcBU4z4WeA2htv2qUSE3aFjOynk_V&index=116&ab_channel=KevHickTalksGuyswithGirls

Self Talk


Sometimes when my blood sugar is low or I'm tired or just out of sorts, my vibe sinks and the conversation in my head tends to go down the dumper. Here's a tip that might help some of you, I'm hoping. What I do when I hear that voice start to line someone up in the crosshairs is I say, “Stop! Where is this line of thought going? Going nowhere, that's where. What can I possibly gain by starting to bash this person for something they did to me? (The example I was looking at was the times my sister embarrassed me by dragging my skeletons out of the closet at parties, in front of my friends and workmates. Suffice it to say, I have learned that all people are not people you confide in, and finding someone who will keep your secrets is in fact finding a good friend. I think how, doing the work I do now, understanding this about people has probably saved me a lot of grief and can in future as well.)


I stop the train of thought and confirm the positive. All the people who have done things I didn't appreciate, including her, have taught me better boundaries. Had it not been for things they had done to me, I would not be embodying my higher self now, and would not be doing what I'm doing now. And like El Morya said the other day in our video, this experience has increased the three fold flame of God within my heart. I can love my sister, but I do it with wisdom now.


Pursuing this negative train of thought only will lead me to misery, unhappiness, anger and suffering. It's not worth pursuing. I continue to see the positive in this because it has led to better things.


You can try something like that when resentments crop up. If they keep coming up, you have to take a hard look at them and perhaps there's something that this person is mirroring back to you that you need to consider. Have I ever put my sister down? I have. Not in front of a crowd, but I have. So that's another thing to consider: having your own flaws acted out in front of you bothers a lot of people. Life is a mirror.


Doing the work, shadow work, on yourself is important. Why? Because your shadow pulls you down into the Matrix. I have done a lot of my work and am living consciously using universal law. People who don't do their shadow work are living by Matrix law, which is an entirely different thing. Matrix law or rules are meant to keep you unhappy and at a low frequency.


We keep talking about doing the work here and that's why we do it. If you want to leave the Matrix, you have to move up to soul level and embody your higher self here. In the movie, Neo's higher self sits in the chair while he sends his personality to fight all the Smiths in the Matrix. You're doing the same thing. Only by following universal law will you be able to see Matrix law for what it is – a bunch of rules made to keep you miserable. And if you don't believe me, lockdowns were fabricated and mandated by the Matrix poo-bahs.


Just the Matrix Smithing me again....


What happens when you reach a certain point is you develop this feeling of being a rock in the middle of a cool, calm pond - unshakable, unflappable sense of peace regardless of what's going on in your outer life. It could be storming around the rock but it just sits there peacefully, unmoving as it always is. Externalizing the internal soul.


When will it ever learn? Every time it sends me Smiths, I use them to speak my truth and to raise my frequency.


As Adama said in our video yesterday, every thought is important. And as I've noticed lately, every thought is manifesting immediately. If you're miserable today, you'll have to fight like Neo tomorrow because today's thoughts will manifest.


Our energy has sped up and manifestation is happening a lot faster. That can either be good or bad, it depends on what you're thinking. You have to take control of your mind and focus only on the positive.


That means that everything that you have a negative attitude towards, like for me, birthdays and family occasions, you have to eliminate this negativity. My birthday just passed and I turned 60. I had 60 miserable years clearing out negative karma on this planet. I know at a soul level, it was an act of love but at a personal level it felt like hell. I had a lot of hard lessons to learn. That's why I don't celebrate birthdays. I take each day as it comes and look at my life story and most days I can find something to appreciate about it, particularly now that I'm working at soul level. And that I have manifested the ability to do this and to help people, which is the only thing I ever wanted to do. I only wanted to love. So I get to do that now and for that I'm grateful.


The rest of it... well, it was hell. Frankly, I'm amazed I'm still alive.


I think the future will be brighter for all of us, but as Adama and Ivo are impressing upon me, we have to take responsibility for all of our thoughts. Every one of them. These videos are worth seeing if you haven't viewed them. They're this week's videos and they reflect the lessons I'm going through now.


I find that my multi-dimensional skillset is increasing. I saw a huge orb the other night, about three or four feet in diameter. I asked Ivo to show up but not as a ball! LOL Who knows who it was. For people who are opening their third eye, you tend to see things when your eye is opening from blinking, or you're turning your head and looking up. They're there. It's quick and disappears quickly when you look straight at it. And these “anomalies” or realities might be a more appropriate description, disappear when you look straight at them.


I also saw a 2 inch long bright white strip on my arm that ended in a point in one end. These are my most recent viewings, well, along with the black blob at the end of the sidewalk the other night. I see a lot at night time, moreso in the day so for those who are practising seeing our complete reality, that's a good time to look.

FYI, folks: I was writing the content for this video and the doc file and folder it was in went missing. Fortunately I was able to find it back and am now working off a usb stick. Clearly someone's been rummaging through my files and censoring the content I want to bring to you.


Dictionary Definition of Placate: To make someone less angry or hostile.


From a news article: “Bourla, whose company is in late-stage testing for a potential inoculation, said he understands the public’s concerns about vaccines, which are being developed in record time. He said Pfizer will only request authorization from the Food and Drug Administration after data shows that its vaccine is safe and effective.”


Uh huh. They say they understand...... this has the effect of either infuriating or manipulating the listener. Fact is, the FDA has been passing off chemicalized food as edible for years and then telling us it's good for us. With money as their objective, our health comes in somewhere down the line, but far down. It's not their concern, especially when the NWO agenda is to get us all sick and incapable of living independently of the system. They want us all on it so they can call the shots. Oh, they understand all right, and their mentioning it implies that they've listened to our concerns and have sided with us, when they haven't at all. They know when they put forth their plan they're going to get resistance from some of the public and that's why they already know what they're going to do when this happens, because they understand us. I liken this to a steam roller, driving slowly forward, just squashing all those in its path.


When I say to you, “They understand your concerns,” what does that mean to you? That they're going to comply with them? No. They didn't say that. This slight of hand speech is where they get you all the time. In this particular case, Mr Boula is using such a statement, and the second part might very well be the truth: they will only request authorization when they think it's safe and effective, and then they might count on the FDA to pass it through whether it is or not. Or the second statement could be the truth or it could be an outright lie. Considering our concerns with the vaccine and Big Pharma's track record, would you trust this man?


Ever talk to people at call centers? They're even bad at using these expressions that are intended to placate the public. I really have to watch my temper when I'm dealing with these people who are clearly reading these statements intended to manipulate and placate me from a screen. You can tell they're reading. They don't actually mean it. They just want you to believe it but what they don't understand is they don't come across as being sincere.


As it turns out, does the public look placated anymore? I don't think so.


Exaggerate
The other thing they do: exaggerate. I've found out that my province in Canada now has a Covid “epicenter”. We have no sick people here in the east where I live, so where's this epicenter? Must be Toronto.


Association
If someone's done something the public would condemn, they associate others with them in order to cast a negative pall on them as well. These days, people are being associated with the letter after P, and that's code so I don't get censored, because they have a campaign out to bash the letter after P and their supporters. They're trying to hang Trump by saying he's associated with the letter after P. News reporters are asking how he feels about this letter person. Obviously he won't commit to anything.


Putdowns
They put down the other party leader in order to justify their stance. Both sides do it, which is disappointing but well, that's how people operate in our world. Why do you have to put others down if your stance is correct? If it's true, then won't it stand on its own merits? Of course, many people don't think of this. They jump on board because we've all been raised to be victims and we all love to side up with others to put down the bad guy. This is gang mentality. You've been trained in it by the Matrix and it's taken advantage of in the media.


I often get people putting down my work and the reason they do it is to inflate their opinion of themselves. Presumably they're in a similar line of work, or they're just critical. Putting others down is not the way to inflate your self opinion. You get a better self opinion by living up to high standards and being as excellent as you can be.


Ridiculing
Stating that the truth is ridiculous and maligning anyone who believes it. The truth is the truth, no matter how absurd it might seem to anyone. It's just the truth. Truth and opinion are two different things.


Nationalism
Nationalism implies you're the same, whether you live in Maryland, or Fresno, because you're all Americans. When someone does something good, your self esteem goes up a few points because you're American too. Please. Everybody is responsible for their own thoughts and actions, you don't piggyback off of the good or bad acts of others in your economic region, which is what a country is folks. Let's face it. It's an economic region. Why would they have individual currencies if they weren't?


This is the opposite of “divide and conquer”. The goal is to unify your opinion into a group that then gets manipulated. There's only one group: everyone. That's the only group. Don't let anyone tell you anything less than that is a group.


I hear so much even here in Canada where we're apparently the nicest people in the world, with the best standard of living, who eat beaver tails. I've never even seen a beaver tail. That's just something they sell in tourist spots to make you think you're eating something really Canadian, so you can have the Canadian experience, whatever that is. Again, you're falling for this ploy. They've created false national foods in order to sell to the public.


They Beat Around The Bush
George Carlin has a great video out where he went into detail describing how politicians placate the public. I'll link it in the description.


Beating around the bush is basically a technique where there are a lot of words but nobody is saying anything. This ends with, “We'll keep you informed,” or “We'll get back to you on this,” and nothing ever happens. It's smoke and mirrors; a magic act that implies something super human has been accomplished where nothing has.


They Inflate Their Importance or their Position
Usually this inflation has something to do with attacking their opposition because in attacking others, they figure they make themselves look better. Don't fall for this one, folks. Just don't. Let someone explain to you what's so great about their position and if that doesn't stand on its own merit, then there's a problem. If they have to attack someone else to impress you, they're not impressing anybody.


In the same way, you can associate yourself with someone who is accomplished in your field. For example, I could brag that my father, an artist, studied under Norman Rockwell, which is true. I don't, though. His work stands on its own merits.


They Flatter The Public
Yup, and you're seeing lots of it now as we approach the election. Abject flattery. Suddenly you're so intelligent, so wonderful, such wonderful patriotic Americans..... when I see things like this going on, a red flag goes up. As for Trump, who continually does this, I look at his track record and let that speak for him because his campaign speeches are full of this schmooze and that doesn't impress me.


Oh yes, here's the big one: My Fellow Americans. Suddenly, you are elevated to the same level as the President. Did you catch that one? You're now as important as you believe him to be.


The Media Takes Things Out of Context
Often what's done is part of a sentence, or an admission by a politician will be associated with another incident. I've seen it time and time again, that excerpts are taken out of context and placed within another context, thereby making the person look extremely guilty of something they probably never did. Be careful watching snippets of video. Make sure that it provides the larger original context as well.


Or, in the family or friendships, have you ever questioned someone who declared, “You said you would do this and that....!” because you realize they're committing you to doing more than you originally offered to? Like that.


Use Indirect Speech
You can tell when the politician turns from, “I will do this for the people,” to “The people want this to be done,” unless there is a stated commitment to do it, be careful. Direct speech starts with “I” and any statement made that is not a committed action statement is suspect of being bullshit. Even then, it may still not get done.


Come Up with Excuses
Presidential platforms before election. How many presidents or prime ministers have broken election promises and gone against their word? They schmooze you with promises of change before election day, then renege on them afterwards because of “reasons beyond their control.”


Blame Others or Insinuate Such
Blaming someone else, or passing the buck.... just watch when trials start. You'll see a lot of people trying to frame their inferiors or superiors.


The big one? Nazi Germany: “I was just doing my job.” That implies they're not the bad guy; their boss was. They were made to do it. When I hear things like this, I know people have to work at taking personal responsibility and stop living their lives on the victim triangle.


They put an investigation committee together which takes so long to come up with an explanation that you forget about the injustice. And the news never reports back on what happened with respect to the Sally McNally case, or the crash of Airflight 893. You never find out because they don't follow up or they're busy hiding the fact that the Class Action Lawsuit cost them billions.


They Say Whatever They Need To
They say whatever they need to in order to keep smiling in front of the camera and putting you in a position where you put up with them because you have no other choice. That's called being a victim. The political system makes a victim out of everyone. Every last single person. Subjecting yourself to this rhetoric without being able to see through to the facts will make a victim of you. You have to know what they're really doing. Thank God now we have the truthers and Anons, who see the truth and present the facts with no schmooze speak to confuse people.


They Water Down
By watering down, I mean they use language that lightens the severity of the subject. They make light of it, not giving merit to issues that really deserve it.


Last but Not Least, Outright Blatant Lying
Weapons of Mass Destruction. Need I say more?
I did not have sexual relations with that woman.
The GST is a temporary tax. (Brian Mulroney, Canada 1991)


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ei-duLswpYk&feature=share&fbclid=IwAR3EM1bgUQEnvQ9YPKcP8PH9urJaaJPEr1WMoPN6ntuVJqA2OImYbJubRf4&ab_channel=Eaglefortonight


Many of these tactics can be watched for also in personal relationships. If someone's using them, they're trying to snow you. For example, if I told you that I went to school with Mike Myers, you might think I was a riot. If I told you I studied for years under Sylvia Browne, you'd instantly want to think I'm a great psychic. Because that's what I'd be trying to get you to think. I'd be wanting you to make this association, and it's done all the time in politics.


In this election time, you have to be wise to these tactics and search for the facts. Let the facts speak for themselves; don't let the fancy talk manipulate your opinion.

“Your only hope is to read this, wake up and start to stick up for your true rights, not the ones that have been given to you. Yes, you have been given some "rights" - the rights that have to do with what they want you to do, and then you have called it freedom.
​- YOURUNDERGROUNDNEWS.WEEBLY.COM”


What has first priority on this earth is MONEY.


If you need proof of that, watch this video, where people are protesting the noise of London City Airport, which is in the Docklands area, which was a newly redeveloped area to bring more business to London. The people, as you can see here, can just suck it up and live with it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv8gOdgWBqI&ab_channel=LondonistLtd


This is not by any means the only example of this. When you think back to it, how many times did you see business take priority over people's lives? You're a link in the chain, a cog on the wheel, you're part of the system that takes priority over your best interests but claims to have your best interests at heart. It doesn't. It has someone's best interests at heart, but not yours. If it did, you'd be rich. However, consider still, that having a lot of money is STILL not in your best interests. Going beyond the need for money is. Why do you have to pay to survive? We do on earth and we're the only planet that does.


The company has to make the shareholders happy, not the citizens. The Board of Directors directs the company's functions, not the citizens. The citizens get the complaint box. The goal is to make more money, not to aid the people. Why can't people stop and figure that out? The prices of everything keep rising, yet people think that all this is being done for them. I might suggest that all this is being done TO them. I know people who can't even afford Christmas decorations for their trees. Isn't that sad? Of course, I gave them some. (Best time to shop for Christmas stuff is after Christmas when prices are slashed. Then stash it away for next season. Or make your own! Pine cones and white snow spray go a long way! Icing cookies, paper mache balls, and bits and bobs you collect during the year. Check the dollar store out because you can make great stuff from what you buy there.)


But I digress, LOL, I just saw a meme cutting down socialists, ridiculing socialists because if they had $20 million dollars, they'd spend it making sure others have a living wage. Yeah, gee, that's awful isn't it? Why don't I just keep the $20 million dollars and watch all the people I would've given the money to struggling and suffering? It's because I have a heart, that's why. I won't take shots at democracy, but we have to put into place systems that ensure nobody suffers anymore because the entire collective is kept down whenever even one person is. Twenty million is a lot of money. How much do you need to float you through life anyway? I happen to believe that our business practices need a lot of changing, and I will emphasize A LOT. I believe they're fear based, they're not based on universal law and why wouldn't you give money to others in need? What if, one day, you lost all your money? You sure would hope that people were more generous than you were when you had it, wouldn't you? Yeah, maybe a socialist....


I have to remember to be patient. This planet is on a steep learning curve. And it's starting at rock bottom in some cases. But seeing attitudes like this from someone who claims to be awake really frosts my backside some days.


If you had the power to change around someone's life from misfortune to prosperity by giving them a hundred thousand dollars, wouldn't you do it? If I had the money, I'd think nothing of it. Making them happy and taking away their struggle, isn't that a worthwhile way to spend your money? To me, it's the only way. Empowering others through self empowerment. That's what I think I'm doing with these videos and the channelings. From the feedback I get, I hear some people get teary eyed as they read the messages so I must be reaching others.


In our system, which I might remind you is a democratic system, there are people starving and suffering, living on the streets. They have few rights because they have no money. So there you go. That's where your rights come from – your earning power. The less you earn, the fewer rights you have and that makes up the class system.


We live in a “pay your own way” system. Everything from water to at times oxygen, is paid for. The more money you make, the more you have. You are a materialist. You think the way through life is paved with expensive trinkets but you forget about the biggest asset you have – your mind. Remember, when you die, that's all you'll have to take on your journey. You can't take trinkets with you and what you'll have left is your consciousness. What did you do to enrich your consciousness during this lifetime? Did buying stuff help? Did having everything help? Did it appease your mind? Did it calm all your worries? Do you feel a better person for any of it? Did you leave the world a better place?


I'm not saying that you need to dispense with everything in this materialistic world, after all, you are physical as well. So enjoy some of what it has to offer. But be sure that you enjoy your mind more. And the way to do that is to understand what your soul wants to accomplish here on earth, not what the banksters want you to do. Whose tune do you dance to? Your own or the banksters and politicians? What's your priority?


Poor people, and particularly beggars, are here to remind you that this world still needs love.


When you break away from “the money equals my rights” mentality (and your power is your spending power,) you break away from limitation. You understand that the sky is the limit and THAT LIFE DOESN'T HAVE TO BE LIMITED. Even physical life can be an experience of unlimited joy, if you are about making it that way. Helping other people would give me far more joy than buying a swanky house outfitted with all the trappings in Malibu. Much as I like the water, I don't need a private beach to enjoy it, and I don't need the fancy address either. I'm not one for hanging out in places that others decide are the right places to be seen. I've never been that way. I decide where I need to be, and most of my life has been spent living among the poor, who taught me a lot.


Give up the limited set of rights that the Matrix affords you, and learn to understand your rights as a divine child of God. These are different values, and it's a different system. It has little to do with paying your dues, exercising power through material gain, and it has a lot more to do with helping others and working to improve the system here on earth. We are humans and belong in a humanitarian system.


I've helped all kinds of people in any way I could. Helping blind people find their friends in the subway, for example. As it happens because I can read energy fields, I found the guy who was being looked for. Helping children who are being bullied. Taking a lost child home on the subway. Helping out with groceries, giving people a place to sleep until they're back on their feet. Just caring about others. Money doesn't demand that you do that. You have to demand that money does it for you. It's how you use it.


Work outside the system. This world runs on love. Everything is energy and everything is love. Tap into that system and leave the materialistic control system behind.

It Never Got Better, Really


Just a few thoughts on what's going on in this world today.


I'm fed up of living in this nasty duality. And I'm fed up of waiting to start my NCC community. I remember days when you could write hit songs about flowers and rainbows and people weren't too worried or scared to listen to them.


Now I see more and more videos of protesters fighting the police on the street, because the protesters want their freedom, or what they thought was freedom. I frankly find it depressing to have to watch and depressing to even be here right now. People are subjected to a control system, and they have to fight that control while others give in, even thinking themselves good for doing so.


This is the Orion Wars again. Here on earth. It's come here and this is its last stand. The GFL will nip it in the bud and end it forever.


I personally don't think there's much point in protesting. Why? Because people have protested since the 70's and nothing changed. The wheel of fate kept on rolling and rolling, gaining more and more momentum, until it got to where it is today: a state where people are divided and some are even fighting each other to maintain their opinion while the real terrorist goes along with its plan to demonize society.


People knew back in the 70's. They knew back in the 60's and probably even beforehand that this was the plan for humanity on earth. Yet they did nothing. They kept shopping, they kept socializing, they kept going to church. Nobody did anything.


Now it's at a point where our hand is forced. We have no choice but to make different choices now. I'm all for starving out the deep state by not buying at their stores. Shop locally. Stop shopping at Walmart. Shop mom and pop. Don't buy foods from the large companies: Nestles, Christies, Kelloggs, Heinz, General Mills, Coca Cola. Starve them of the one nutrient they need: Money. Really, folks, we're at the point where we need to do something. We need to take back our power.


Are you still watching the news? Still have cable even? Why? Keep your internet and cut the cable company off. Why pay AT&T, Rogers, etc. because they're cabal owned as well.


All big business is. Stop dealing with big business. Starve them out. If it's going to hurt you to not get to watch TV on the weekends, imagine the pain others are feeling when they get pepper sprayed and handcuffed for protesting for your rights.


We should have demanded better for ourselves long ago. But people just let the government decide what was best for us. Now look. The government decided what was best for us was masks and staying at home, and people are fed up after six months of this. I don't blame them. Some of our children won't be going back to school because of mask laws. They'll be home schooled instead. What we thought of as normal is gone. Admit it.


What's it going to take for you do something? Fight the establishment? Bring it down? What?


In Canada on September 15 some people have decided to enact civil disobedience. They're not going to wear masks anymore. This is more like it. Solid action. In Berlin they are sitting in protest at the government buildings until all politicians are taken out of power and replaced.


There'll be more. Lots more. People will get more and more creative about how they plan on taking the deep state down. I believe it could mean more razing of cities and even murders of some illuminati members. Don't think this will go away. It's not going to.


What did they do in France and Germany during the second world war? There was a resistance movement then too. They did whatever they had to in order to win the war and if this meant killing someone, then they killed them.


World War 2 never ended folks. And it's resurfacing again. Nobody's dropped a bomb. Nobody's shot anyone else. But we're at war.


The answer is we have to become more conscious. Conscious shopping, conscious of how we use our money, how we spend our time, where we work and we have to keep envisioning a better future for humanity. We have to stop feeding the beast!

Attachment: How attached are you to ideas and concepts?


You've learned a lot of these as a child growing up, but as an adult, you have to ask yourself if they serve you. If they don't, then you need to let them go. Have you ever asked yourself, "What if I could create a world based on completely different ideas, how would I want that world to look?"


We learned certain ideas because we were taught them, either through family, school or television. This is called socialization. So you need to ask yourself, "What if I've been socialized in a way that doesn't work in my favor?" What if there's a better way to relate to myself and others?


What if I have been socialized to not accept and to take issue with everything around me?


For those from other planets: What if my alien consciousness interferes with my accepting life on earth as it is? The solution there is simple but not necessarily easy: You applies alien principles as solutions to these problems. That way you're bringing Light to this earth.


For example, is it right that right now I'm sitting under a deck of chemtrails, which I saw them spraying last night? No. I will, however, meditate to rid my city of them and bring back the sun, hopefully later today. You bring this alien awareness with you and by tapping into soul, you can learn how to use these higher energies to benefit yourself but also to benefit others as well. Don't forget benefitting others in your requests of God. God like selfless acts, not me-minded acts.


These excerpts are from a joke circulating around social media.


NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, 'Mom, that lady isn't wearing a seat belt!'


Why would you be shocked at seeing a nude woman? We all know that people are naked underneath their clothes. The fact is, this woman looks more or less like you, so what's the big deal at seeing nudity? The 5 year old was right about a nude woman, he didn't think much of it. However he's already been indoctrinated into wearing his seat belt and that is a good thing. Why is nudity relegated to the bedroom and bathroom only? What's the big deal?


MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched in amazement and then asked, 'What's the matter, haven't you ever seen a little boy before?'


These women are either embarrassed at their bodies, so much so that they can't be seen by a stranger, or they're expecting the boy's father to show up, which wouldn't make sense. The boy's mother should come and get him. I wouldn't care if a boy showed up in the locker room. So what?


I think if we all never wore clothes, we wouldn't care about what our bodies looked like. We wouldn't be self-conscious. Obviously, that's not going to happen but it's something to consider.


When I was about 8 or so, I couldn't see why the boys around me were allowed to walk around without shirts in the summer heat but I had to wear a shirt because I was a girl. So my parents told me not to bother and I walked outside without a shirt on. Everyone started razzing me, telling me to put my shirt on. There seemed to be something so wrong with my body that I had to cover it up. And there you go - where women get body complexes from. Women always pick on whatever they see as being wrong with themselves and the body responds by giving them more of it. I've heard that eventually the soul intervenes for the body's sake and stops the body from responding to everything we think about it, because if it did respond, we'd be so sick or dead of our own hatred of ourselves.


By the way, the other items in this list of jokes predominantly related to sex, alcohol and nudity. These are the things that westerners find so funny and make jokes about constantly. The other things I see people laughing at is the perceived stupidity of others. Unless you can tow the line and be like everyone else, if you stand out in any way, you are flawed. If that isn't a giant step towards the hive mind of the New World Order, what is?


One of the beliefs Ivo and I are working on is the concept of stealing. This started last year when I was growing a garden and my leeks were being stolen by the neighbours and no compensation was given or anything. Now for Ivo this must take a bit of doing. He understands our financial system well and how we're beholden to this system of enslavement, pretty good for an ET who has probably never lived in an economic culture. He does, however, understand free will and boundaries, but he also understands that getting rialed up about something that is bound to happen anyway considering where I live, is futile. People all around me live in lesser economic circumstances plus they don't know how to take care of themselves properly because they never learned, so they have strong inclinations of being dependent on others and some just help themselves to whatever they want without asking.


I realized that stealing was modeled for me when I was a teenager and I was reacting as someone else had shown me was the way to react when someone steals. So I had to look at it. I also had to look at my reaction to having things stolen from me and I realized it's because I feel I'm lacking that I don't want things taken. I was attached to that idea. If I had more than enough for myself, I wouldn't care if someone helped themselves - as long as my needs are met first. That's alien thinking. If you think like that, it comes from your alien consciousness.


What I see earthlings doing is amassing more and more and more and then never using a penny of it to share with others. I had heard of a popular tv personality who has been in movies as well, who had an eleven million dollar home and she would hold these big parties. What about the homeless? What about the needy? What about the people who need to be fed? I would buy a much smaller home and then use the rest of that money to help people in need. If I can't find a charity that isn't corrupt to help me, I'd start one, of course being careful that everything that's worth anything in our world is always infiltrated by the illuminati. That's how they stay rich. If they can't infiltrate it, they'll draw up laws to bring you down and make what you're doing illegal.


Are you hung up about nudity? Do you think there's something wrong with it? Do you think everything that's funny has to pertain to sex, nudity, and alcohol? Is that adult humor to you? Do you think it's not okay for women to go topless? In Ontario, even, it's law that we can, however nobody does it because of the reaction of others. That's unfortunate.


Do you think you have to squirrel away loads of money while others go hungry? Or do you save up money and save away food, knowing that you will be giving some away to your neighbors? I do. That's what I'm doing now. I know if the shit hits the fan in November, that they will be unprepared for food and toiletry shortages. Even though I've said this to him a million times already, I sense he's not going to do anything about stocking, and so it'll be up to me to float his family through hard times. I'm preparing to do that because I figure it'll happen. If they were the neighbors of my parents, we wouldn't have to worry because the housewives then stocked up on specials, canned and made sure everyone was provided for. We never went without as children and we would have been prepared for a SHTF event. Now people aren't because some don't seem to have much of a clue. Or they're crossing their fingers, or using their old friend denial to help them avoid feeling fearful. It's not going to help. Being prepared will alleviate fear.


My ego could say, "I'm not going to help them," because I warned him ahead of time, and because I'm right. I could be egotistical and stand on the point that I'm right, but of course, I'm not going to do that. I could say, "I don't have much money so I won't share with you," or, "If I share with you, then I'll have to share with everybody," but that's not true. I can only do what I can. There is a drunk who lives in the apartment behind me, and he won't have anything either. You'd have to know what a lifeline I look like in the neighborhoods I live in. I'm responsible, take care of myself as well as money permits, I can cook and can foods, and have everything I need to get by in a pinch. So to them I look like a life line and someone to take advantage of. I just have to accept that it's not right for them to not take proper care of themselves and expect me to do it for them, but the fact is, it's going to happen anyway. I can keep fighting for what is right, or I can accept and prepare for the inevitable: it's going to happen whether it's right or not. And I'll have to help them as much as I can. They have a freezer full of meat which doesn't appeal to me, and I'm sure he'll try to exchange as much as possible, but I know my neighbors and I also know what's coming.


Do you think that cops are really there to serve and protect us? I watched all those 70's cop shows, where those super human teams of bell bottomed side burned post-hippy macho men raced hopped up cars to catch bad guys. Do you think that's reality? Was it ever reality?


What else was modeled for you when you were young that you still believe now? What concepts are you attached to that you need to let go of, the ones that don't serve you anymore? What reality do you have to come to grips with, even though your mind says it's not right?


One that was big when I was younger was cigarette smoking. Everyone smoked. Except nice girls. They didn't smoke. And yes, there was such a thing. Fortunately, we've moved away from thinking cigarettes do something other than make us sick and kill us, except in the lower income brackets. I find a lot of my neighbors smoke. If they could give it up, they would have a lot more money, but that's up to them.


How many "people should do this" or "people shouldn't do this" ideas do you have? Do you rat on people who aren't standing 3 feet away from others? Do you call the cops on people you see having parties without masks on? Why do you think that people have to comply to your idea of life and not their own? Because it's law. Wearing a mask isn't law in many areas. In areas that it is made mandatory, it's a law passed on false premises and exaggerated claims, otherwise called lies. So it shouldn't be legal.


Understand that when you say people should be like this or shouldn't be like that, you are should-ing on yourself as they call it, and that whatever rules you make up for others you make up for yourself as well. Cut yourself some slack. Don't fall off the wagon, but go easy on yourself a bit.


How many things that others do that don't even affect you do you take issue with? Leave them be. Live and let live. How often do you say, "I can't stand when people do this or that." Living in my neighborhood is a learning exercise. Living with alcoholics, drug addicts, smokers, misogynists, and those who struggle to make a living. I want to tell them all you have to do is change the way you think and take off the limits you place on yourself, and you can change your life. I'm doing it now, thank God. It's going slowly but probably as fast as I can tolerate.


Also learn to accept that what you learned is "right" isn't always reality. Like my neighbors coming to me when the SHTF. It's not right that I should have to support their family, but I know they'll ask. The food bank will be overwhelmed at this time because nobody will have done their prep work either. That's why Ivo and I keep asking you to stock up, particularly if you live in North America. Stores may be full now but when Trump keeps pointing fingers at China and taking back production of goods in the U.S. there will be shortages.
I often get treated in ways I don't appreciate, but it's a question of setting boundaries where you need to and learning to accept where you can't. Life is a work in progress.  

CALLING OTHERS SHEEPLE


Recently I received a message from someone concerned about their future because of the The Storm and the Deep State's efforts to institute the New World Order and total control of our lives.


You know who you are and this response is for you. I doubt that you're going to like it.


We are all tempted at times to call the people who are unawake "sheep." I believe this term was coined by David Icke, at least that's the first I'd heard it used, and it is not very respectful of other people at all. It also tells me that you're very entrenched in your ego and your ego's need to condescend to others. You are where the Deep State wants you to be when you think this way.


It also tells me that you want to control other people rather than leaving them to live their own lives and frankly, even to suffer their own fate. You can't. You can only control yourself.


You're giving your power away. How are you doing that? By being in your ego which has been rendered powerless by the deep state and mind control. That's how. That's how they want you to be.


You have to learn the difference between being in ego and being in soul. Opening your heart and caring about those people who you fear are going to drive us into the lion's den is the way to do it. This world got to be the way it is because everyone is fearful for their own sakes and don't care about others.


Why should you care about them, you ask? Because it helps you. It helps you to raise your frequency out of fear and into love, and with that, you will not be touchable. There are many realities being played out right now. There are the timelines that are of higher frequency that have little problem, and there are others that are seeing a lot of the problems being created now. Why? Because that's how reality is. You jump timelines according to your frequency and when you call others "sheep" you're in a low frequency of being egotistical and condescending towards others. There is no love in what you're feeling, only fear. Fear puts you on the artificial timelines and in the hands of the Deep State, whether you want to be or not.


The people you call sheep are the people that have lived on this planet, who were once gods, and now are living with only two active strands of DNA through no fault of their own. These people have suffered lifetime after lifetime of futility, violence, abuse, toxicity, murder, rape, starvation, struggle, and more, and then having to hold down jobs in a pay-your-way-through economy, an economy that was created for them by beings that stole their world from them. Starseeds and lightworkers have come here to help free them. You have lost that focus when you call them "sheeple". Hopefully, it's only momentary and you can correct your error of perception and continue on with compassion for this world. Having compassion for them only helps you in the end because it puts you on a better timeline with a better outcome and re-empowers you. It opens your heart and connects you with soul, which is a much more preferable way to go through this Storm than in fear and ego. You have two minds: a lower mind, controlled by the dark forces, and a higher mind which is free to be who you truly are. Use your higher mind.


By calling them sheep, you are blaming them for your lot in life. You are giving your power away to them. You are saying you have no power; they have it all, while admonishing them for being powerless sheep! Do you see the irony of this? Where does that leave you? With less power than those you call sheep. Stop blaming, stop pointing fingers, and start taking responsibility for your attitude. You are acting like a victim, which by the way, is mind control programming. I've written a book on it and it can be overcome.


You have come to me to help you with this. You have asked me to triangulate, most likely to become the rescuer to your victim. The perpetrators, of course, are "the sheep" - the ones you see as the cause of your problem. I will not triangulate - I will not rescue you. But I will tell you how to rescue yourself.


The only way through this is by helping others, opening the heart and caring for those who are stuck, absolutely stuck, and who have been reincarnating over and over into this living hell. Look at the eyes of some of the older people, as I have; the Light they reflect is dim. These lives are running on empty, and these people were once the gods that ruled this planet. Is it any wonder they don't want to listen to us when we make fun of them and condescend to them? No wonder they don't seem to listen. Don't you think they've taken enough abuse? Yes, I know, they abuse us before we even think to abuse them. It doesn't matter. Have compassion anyway. Your response to their behaviour doesn't have to be the same as theirs, fear based, it can come from your compassionate soul.


Earthlings have the best DNA of all humans in the galaxy. You wouldn't know it to look at them now, would you? You have incarnated here to help to change this DNA and the way to change your DNA is to change your frequency. Your thinking and your emotions reflect whether your frequency is high or low so use them as a gauge.


Ashtar Sheran's video gives recommendations to help you. He mentions spirituality, and I believe becoming more spiritual is something so many people roll their eyes at, but the reason they do it is because they are mind controlled into thinking it's nonsense. It is the only way because it is the true way of a human, to become spiritual and to understand they are part of God, but so is everyone else.


Becoming spiritual takes daily work. There are no days off when you scrutinize your thinking and work to raise your frequency every day. But it's worth it because it ends your suffering and helps raise the frequency of the planet.

Starseed Syndrome: Learning to Have Compassion for Yourself
Starseeds and lightworkers have come here to earth to help earth in her Ascension. They're not a new innovation because they have been incarnating on earth for a long time, steering the people of this planet towards higher consciousness. In duality, there's a positive side and a negative side to being a starseed/lightworker. The negative side is that you can feel different from others on this planet, like an outsider. This can lead to a whole host of difficulties as you traverse this lifetime towards self awareness.

You learn to reject yourself because you feel different from everyone else. It starts at a very young age before you can develop any conscious understanding of what you're doing. If you come from a dysfunctional family, this habit of self rejection can become a disproportionate problem which keeps you from alignment with your soul.
Characteristics:
- You have a pervasive sense that there's something wrong with you
- Why don't you fit in, why are you different?
- Why do you see things differently, why do you feel different?
- What's the matter with everyone else? Why can't they see it my way?
- Why do people love everything and you have a problem with it?
- Why are you bored with others?
- Why do people do that? Don't they know better?
- Why can't you behave like other people?
- This leads to an inferiority complex
- Empaths who are unconscious are particularly at risk of feeling different because they are sensing the emotions of those who are disguising them at surface level. Often life experiences are incongruent - the inside doesn't match the outside and people are perplexing to you
- Having been born into a dysfunctional family only exacerbates the feeling of being different; it really takes on a context of being "flawed" rather than different
- People tell you you're weird or different, never admirable
- You tend to stay alone rather than with others, you get labeled as anti-social
- You get bored a lot
- You learn to fear people who bring out this feeling of being abnormal (arguers, instigators, perpetrators), you fear their reaction to you because you see it as further proof of your strangeness and inability to cope or to fit in
- Instances of rejection by others fuel your self rejection complex- you think "all these people can't be wrong about me!" because you keep getting the same reactions from different people. You don't understand that these reactions are prompts to change brought on by universal law, not evidence of the undeniable truth of your being flawed.
- Feeling of needing to fit in, while all the while fighting the desire NOT to fit in, you become conflicted. This can make you appear to be indecisive, which prompts more negative reaction towards you so you become secretive and alienate others
- You become very hard on yourself, all the while trying to fit some standard that you're not interested in anyway
- You become confused. Life perplexes you because you need to understand yourself in order to understand how you see it.
- Your outer appearance is a mask to cover up your inner experience.

Not understanding who you really are and where you've come from, you may find all sorts of other explanations for why you feel different. As a child, I reasoned that it was because I was tall. Later on I felt different because I was overweight. My somewhat ample nose also supplied an excuse, it must've been because of that. Thinking primarily as a physical being, you tend to blame your physicality for your feeling of being different and the self rejection you are perpetrating upon yourself. This can have further ramifications later on as you develop a poor body image and possible eating disorders.

Or maybe it was because the other kids were good at gym class and I frankly couldn't stand it? I didn't like volleyball. I didn't get picked until the end of the team formation either; these types of events only added to the self rejection. You take every slight as further evidence of your strangeness. You rationalize everything as further evidence to support your case against yourself. You beat on yourself because you can't appear to fit into the standard - you're not athletic, or you're not intellectual, or you're not pretty or handsome, or you're not musically inclined. Anything you can't manage to look even passable at, your ego will hound you for failing at.
When we begin to develop telepathically, when we begin to understand we see things others can't, when we begin to understand that we live in a world that others don't comprehend and worse, one that they think is imaginary or foolish, this can add to the self rejection. When it became apparent I had psychic abilities as a teenager, that was another thing that made me different and set me up to further reject myself. As a teenager, I wanted desperately to fit in but hung out with the "out" crowd because that's how I felt - like an outsider.
Understand that your attempts to fit in tend to repress your budding multidimensional abilities and slow down your Awakening. Not accepting what you are capable of inhibit these abilities. You are literally in a battle between wanting to fit in to your earth life and blooming into the starseed/lightworker you were born to be.

I sensed that being different would not help me in future. I feared being different but I was fearing my destiny. I saw one girl after the next get picked as desirable by guys in school while I stood there, waiting for once to be the belle of the ball. I was a very shy person growing up.

I kept looking for places for misfits to hang out at, wanting to socialize with people like myself. That was until I discovered alcohol. Inhibitions left me as I further revealed my superficial mask. I became the life of the party. I'm now 20 years sober.

Having studied spirituality later on in my 20's, I attracted attention as being somewhat of an expert. I was welcomed for my knowledge in this area. This was a relief because whatever it was that I had done in the past nobody else seemed to be interested in. I always had to bend to their will and do as they were doing, and in so doing, I lost whatever sense of self I had. I was fated either to bending to their will to appear normal or striking out on my own to attend spiritualist churches, lectures by astral travelers and seminars by animal communicators. I was alone. Nobody I knew wanted to talk to their cats.

Starseed Syndrome will morph into all kinds of false ideas about yourself because you don't understand why you feel different. This trait you have of being self rejecting will come out whenever you're at odds with life on earth and it will take flight like the Goodyear blimp on helium whenever you feel rejected by anyone. It can morph into self hatred for any number of reasons, with the fact that you're inexplicably different from others on earth as being the core reason.
Nip it in the bud now. Understand yourself and love yourself for all the wonderful things you've chosen to come here to do. List them if you have to. Look back to all the times you helped a blind lady cross the street, helped a blind man in the subway and rescued a cat. Write them all down. Read about other lightworkers doing great work and understand you're like them.
Which brings me to the last point I need to make about Starseed Syndrome. Until you learn to have compassion for the bright spark of light that volunteered to be born here on earth, to help an entire race of people survive an extinction event, until you feel with your heart for that beautiful spark of life, you will continue not to accept yourself every time you have a fall-out with another earthling. All those old voices of "You're weird," "What is wrong with you?" "Why can't you get along with anyone?" "People hate you!" will continue to haunt you.

And the dark will continue to send its minions your way, just to keep reminding you.

Starseed Syndrome has to be healed. This lack of self acceptance has to be met with compassion for a change. You're a beautiful being who has sacrificed much to come to earth to help those who are mean to you. That's an incredible act of love and courage.

Keep telling yourself the truth of who you are every time the dark sends a minion to anger you, upset your life, go into battle with you. Refuse to fight these little skirmishes. There are bigger fish to fry.

You ARE different and it's because you're different that this world will thrive again. It's because you're different that the Light is shining on this world once more. When you learn to embrace the positive things about yourself and understand that the negative things are ideas you surmised out of ignorance at a time in your life when you were developing and didn't know any better, you can then let them go.
Understand what you've come here to do, have compassion for yourself and learn to validate yourself and your multi-dimensional experiences in a world where few will.
Many of us choose the path to the Light through negativity for the reason that it must be healed in the collective. Understanding this about yourself will help in your healing and of others'.  

​Dealing with boundary violators


We all want to learn to be more loving of others. Unconditionally loving of other people.


I have put up a contact form on my website for people who want to pass my channeled messages on to others. It's a convenience. I put the channeled messages up on my website as well and you can copy and paste them up from there if you want. But for convenience's sake I figured I'd start a mailing list.


I only have 25 subscribers but of those already people have misused my email to send me stuff back, either personal stuff or stuff related to the work I do. One sent me a list of questions he wanted answered. Another just spammed me with something completely unrelated.


I have had a conversation with Ivo and Ashtar long ago as this work can be overwhelming. I know there are lightworker teachers out there who don't set limits and then get burnt out trying to help more people than they possibly can. I am going through my own ascension process, have loads of work to do, blog daily and channel several times a week, as well as channeling books (right now I'm working on two of them and setting up a third for next year), plus I have all my administrative work to do.


I have picked and chosen what I want to do to get my work done and this is everyone's right. They can say yes to what they want and no to what they don't want.


Dealing with people is difficult for me because of the negative energy I have to deal with on a daily basis anyway, having come here as a transmuter. So I don't make myself available to people wanting to discuss their personal problems.


The point I'm making here is that we need to learn to be more loving to other people by respecting their boundaries. Listening to others and respecting when they say no is the most loving thing you can do for another person. Trying to impose your wants and needs onto someone who's not willing to meet them is not on!!


The other thing boundary violators do is they always think they're the exception - that's how they justify violating others' boundaries - thinking that the other won't mind. It's just once.


Fact is, I can see a problem with this entire idea in that people who get my email address are using it for different purposes than was specified, using these unverified justifications in order to make it okay with themselves. If I get more boundary violators I will have to suspend the service and ask that you go back and get the video content from my website. The more people subscribe, the more problem it seems I'll have with boundary violators.


I said that trying to impose your wants and needs onto someone who's not willing to meet them is not on.


You think that using an email address for something other than what the person wanted to use it for isn't so bad, but let me show you what violating others' boundaries and others' rights looks like in the extreme, then maybe you'll make the connection.


What are we always saying about our right to say no to? Sex. Rape is the ultimate boundary violation because it removes the victim's right to decide how they want to express their sexuality.


Then there's aggression or hitting another person. Punching someone. Did they want that? Obviously not.


Another way we violate people's boundaries are that we lie to them. We complain about politicians lying to us yet we lie to others as well.


Another example: pedophilia. The child has a right to age-appropriate treatment and this is anything but that.


Genocide is another type of boundary violation. Do you think that people who have died from genocide really wanted to be culled by a more powerful authority?


What I'm saying to you is that these boundary violations are all on the same continuum!! Some are lesser infractions than others but ALL OF THEM are a violation of what the person said they don't want.


Listen to others when they say no and respect that. That shows them you love them more than sending them information that you think is appropriate for them.


We are codependent society. We think we know what others want and we don't listen when they tell us! We feel we have the right to treat others as we see fit, not as they see fit. When you don't listen to what others want, you are in fact attempting to dominate them, and subordinate them to you. Yes. This is part of the control over others system we are living in and this has to be rectified. Not listening to another person when they set limits with you is an attempt at domination over them! I'm not being radical either.


We are inflexible, controlling, dominating, manipulative and unloving of others.


Consider what I've said for yourself. How have you violated another's boundaries today? How have you attempted to dominate them by ignoring their needs?


How can you be more loving and respectful of others in future? Do you really know what they want or would you be open to discussing it with them?


We need to stop dealing with others in dominance/submissive patterns and start respecting each other. Look at how you're dealing with others and ask yourself, "Am I trying to get what I want and ignore what they want?" This is dominance and it's insidious!


Thank you for your indulgence.
Sharon