Dreams

​Dreams are telling. I believe as we dream about old things that did or didn't happen years ago, we are growing up. Yes in our sleep.
I also get intuitive guidance in my dreams.
I was wondering about a new group member, thinking they might be an agent. This person clearly was an intellectual, not an intuitive type as we typically see in this group. So I was wondering. I woke up from a dream yesterday where this group was clearly defined as a big circle on the right and this person defined as a little circle on the left, standing all on her own. That tells me something.
Today as I was waking up, I was with my parents and brothers, all as adults. Someone ordered pizza for dinner. My father was elected to go get it and pay for it. He went through his pockets and didn't have enough money. It was $50 (yikes!) and he only had $10. He never had a credit card (wasn't allowed - he would've put us in the poorhouse) and never would've used debit either. My brother just sat there ignoring everything, and so I got elected to go get the pizza.
So in my old Firebird, off I went to get it. I was complaining the whole way about why I should have to do it. Why doesn't Frank do it for a change?
So I went and got it and paid by debit. I was still complaining when I woke up. But I sat up and said, "Yeah, why don't you pay for the pizza?"
In a way I feel I just grew up. Why? Because my mother did her utmost to foster financial dependence on her, and paying for something instead of expecting my parents to do it was a step in the right direction.