When you think of living on earth as your being stuck here, you become stuck. Instead, see it as the pathway to your freedom.
Me: I used to think of this place as horrible, I hated it, I hated being alive and I wanted to die. I was so tired of constantly dealing with low vibrational people who misunderstood my intentions, judged me for being single (yes, people believe single women are "sin-girls!" and are only single because they like to play the field. Apparently, to some of them, the only way to save a woman's soul is to get married. I'm not kidding. It blew my mind when I figured out that's what they were thinking too.) Having to stick up for myself in light of these constant misunderstandings, refusing to deal with people who didn't have the capacity to see me any other way but their way... you name it. Refusing to deal with people who only saw me as some kind of sexual conquest and not a person with feelings. Refusing to listen to bullshitters, refusing to deal with people who were only in it to get rich... you name it, people who play ego games, I've opened every door and only found something that didn't agree with me behind it. It was exasperating.
When I found out I was actually from another planet in another constellation, I really started to use the word "stuck" a lot, feeling stuck having to do this onerous work every day, dealing with people of low consciousness who I found annoying, and trying to keep pulling myself out of the grasp of the Matrix, as interrelating with anyone was the pathway back in. I'd have to look at every conversation and see where I'd slipped back in again and vowed to do better the next time. The word "punishment" often came up as well. This felt like punishment.
I know some of you are there. You're ready to pull your hair out because nothing seems to suit you here. If you want to be friends with someone, you have to suppress so much of yourself it's not worth it to make friends with them, because you can't relate honestly to them. You always have to hide yourself away. Your true self. You can't relate to people at soul level because they're not at soul level and you are and there's no match. I was once told not to talk about any of that "woo woo stuff." So that means only relate to me at their level, don't do anything that might open their eyes or enlighten them, and eventually you're going to become extremely bored in our friendship and drop it as you continue to search for something that seems more meaningful. Besides that, I don't really want to know who you are. That message was clear.
People think you're a radical, weird, they wonder why you get depressed. What's wrong with you? Why are you different? Be like us.
I've heard it all.
El Morya was the one who summed it all up in one word: personalization. Ivo's hit on it in video's but for me it clicked when El Morya said that spiritual life is impersonal. I was personalizing life because I was taught to. Now I had to learn to step back and stop seeing what people said as attacks, as judgment, as anything really. It just was. It was about them, not me.
I get triggered still but I catch myself at it, or earlier in and I stop it. There are triggers everywhere, of course, because you're living in a world you came to change, not one that aligns with your thinking. So it's daily work dealing with people who don't get me.
I'd noticed there are so many waiting around for the RV so they can "become spiritual", thinking that having an unlimited amount of money to spend was going to make them more spiritual? I see that as an excuse. Why wait? You can do it now. The only reason they're not trying to be more spiritual is because they're not in enough pain. A woman who wrote a criticism on Dinar Chronicles of Ashtar's channeling on lightworkers not doing their inner work doesn't realize, of course, that she's exactly the person he's speaking to in his message. Her message was entirely externally focused and made no mention of herself at all, and I believe this was to try to deflect the fact she wasn't doing the work. In fact, that was obvious as I read the letter. Also, she's a rescuer on the victim triangle, coming to bat to defend those she sees as doing lots of work (the victims), defending against Ashtar, who she sees as the perpetrator.
I stand by what he said and I stand by the fact that once the St Germain funds are distributed, you're not going to become more spiritual if you aren't already. The first thing most people will do is buy all the things they feel they've been deprived of. You may become more abundant. Why does anyone think that having more money will lead them to want to be more spiritual? Having more money will make you want to spend more money. I don't know too many people who became spiritual after getting rich. I believe some will argue that being able to quit their jobs and having more time will lead to them becoming more spiritual. Okay. So let's wait and see.
The more I learn, the less I realize I know. This is the paradox of spirituality. It's a constant path.
The first step is to focus on yourself. Go inwards. Because all of life is as it reflects back to you. It's a mirror and this mirror is telling you something.
Ivo: The way to stop feeling stuck on earth is to grasp hold of more of the spiritual tenets that we teach on this channel. For example, El Morya's saying that life is impersonal. All the rules apply to everybody, so instead of thinking that God has it in for you, understand that the same rules apply to all others as well.
Understanding that "Life is Love in Action," is key. You must learn to see creation at work in every interaction.
Me: There's another thing, Ivo, I want to point out to lightworkers that if they fail in their quest to finalize all their work for the Light, they might have to reincarnate back on earth.
Ivo: They will have to reincarnate back on earth, my love. The contract must be finished. All the work you specified you would do in your contract with the Light, not the dark contracts, which many of you annulled, but the Light contracts, your soul's learning, your soul's contribution, must be finished. If not in this lifetime, your soul will reincarnate again to finish the work.
So, as you said, begin to see everything as aiding you in working to finish that contract and leaving earth to return home again. If you do not, if you allow yourself to get bogged down in chaos, relationship difficulties, and more, then you will not complete your contribution.
Many of the older lightworkers are finished and ready to leave. They are staying to hold space for the collective, which is now waking up. The higher frequency of the completed lightworkers balances off the lower frequency of those just starting their journey of Light. Inner work will have to be done. Right now it is being done on a collective basis as all are embroiled in battles of Democratic versus Republican politics. Eventually they will realize it has more to do than with a political platform, not the least of which is the well being of their fellow man, and the George Floyd incident has brought this up. People are realizing that other lives matter, not just their own.
Me: Like I said, there'll be more people like me than not when this is all said and done. I won't be the oddball anymore, but by then I'll probably be gone.
Ivo: You are at an apex point right now, a new re-awakening. We are helping you with your endeavour to see all impersonally because you realize that is what has been holding you back, and now you are making baby steps to do so. You've done well so far, my love.
Me: I must be through all the stuff from my childhood, being laughed at by my parents and such, so it's easier to do now. But like I said, this is the stuff that will get me off this planet, rather than keep me mired in it and stuck. It's all how you use it. Learn from it but don't get stuck in it.
Ivo: It is. Be different. Because to behave as all others do will keep you here. Be the observer, not the participant.
Me: Thanks Ivo.
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