"The only path to freedom is in the service to God,
for God is all there is." ~ El Morya 
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Chohan of the Blue Ray : God's Will
Ascended Master, Earth Level "The Truth is a road that is calling to you now." ~ El Morya Ascended Master, frequent denizen of earth in the name of King Arthur, Abraham, Archbishop of Canterbury Thomas Beckett, Chancellor of England Thomas More, Mogul Emperor Akbar, and Melchoir, one of the three wise men. Chohan of the First Ray (Blue), the Ray of God's will, protection and power, Morya signifies Obedience to Holy Will. In his last earthly incarnation before his Mastery, he worked to create Madame Blavatsky's Theosophical Society which functions still today, the purpose of which was to provide the common man with mystical information. El Morya said, “Many desire to know their life's purpose. Few desire to know that purpose within the context of the will of God. And fewer still are able to let go of the human will fully to be absorbed into the heart of God's will through the sacred science and art of surrender. Those who meditate on God's love, wisdom and will within, day and night, create a sacred portal for their life's purpose to be fully outpictured." (heartscenter.org) |
The Three-Fold Flame
November 10, 2020
El Morya: Wisdom is a gift conspired through Love and through Power. I said that and I meant it. Do you see how you grow? There is the 3fold flame in your heart and it must become balanced. When you look at the aspects of the three fold flame you see how you are out of balance, do you not?
Loving without power
Loving without wisdom
Empowerment without love
Empowerment without wisdom
Being wise without love
Being wise without power
Whether you realize it or not, you are all on a path to achieve self mastery. And the mastery is mastery of these three things. Life's circumstances come to you to help you grow in any of these three areas.
When you look around earth today, do you not see many examples of these in action?
Me: Are you kidding? I WAS so many examples of these in action.
El Morya: So you were learning. You all must learn to balance these three facets of God's power within you.
Loving without power: You see this. You see the frail, beaten down mother who loves all with abandon yet fosters no love for herself. This is loving without power. You feel sorry for people such as she.
Me: Yes.
El M: Loving without wisdom,
Me: Oh forget that, I was a master of that. A master of disasters.
El M: But you learned.
Me: I can think of so many examples of mistakes I made, or I dated men and didn't realize they were into ego games I was so desperate for attention. I didn't realize they wanted to show me around for the sake of rubbing it in their friend's faces, of showing their friends up. I didn't realize they were this egotistical.
El M: Yes. Now you have your perfect mate.
Me: I do.
El M: And you see empowerment without love all the time. Reference your politics. They hold all the power yet they are unkind and unloving behind your backs. And the people realize this but they allow it to continue. This is because they are unwise and without power. They have given their power away, which is unwise. Do you see?
Me: I get it. I could write my life's story just looking at these six sentences.
El M: You have many of your medical professionals who understand the human body but are not tuned in to the human heart of the patient. They are wise perhaps but lack love, which makes them foolish.
When the three are imbalanced, one may predominate but the other two must also balance up. To have one but not the other two is to fall very short of the mark. To have two but not all three still requires many hard lessons.
Me: Yes.
El M: Earth now suffers from a regime that is empowered but unlovingly so. They are unkind to say the least, but now they will be usurped, as all upon the planet are becoming more empowered. Many are capable of loving, many are capable now of the wisdom to see, and now they will take back their power. When the trinity is complete, the earthling will be invincible again. The Father will reign in your hearts. There will be no more Illuminati.
Me: Great. Can't wait.
El M: It is happening now, my child. Just look as your world opens its eyes.
Me: Isn't it wonderful?
El M: There is childish play, the casting of insults. This is empowerment without love, empowerment without wisdom. For if that one person who cast the insults would only see themselves reflected back in others' eyes they would feel the loss of respect for them.
Me: Yeah, they say fake it until you make it. I like that.
El M: When you respect your contemporaries one day but not the next, then you are still capable of respecting them. You have fallen short and perhaps your flame is a bit low on that day, work again to raise it to burn bright again.
Me: Yes.
El M: Earth is a hard school, but such a wonderful opportunity.
Me: Yes.
El M: I will go now. You are fatigued.
Me: Thank you Father, I love you.
El M: And I love you too, my child.
November 10, 2020
El Morya: Wisdom is a gift conspired through Love and through Power. I said that and I meant it. Do you see how you grow? There is the 3fold flame in your heart and it must become balanced. When you look at the aspects of the three fold flame you see how you are out of balance, do you not?
Loving without power
Loving without wisdom
Empowerment without love
Empowerment without wisdom
Being wise without love
Being wise without power
Whether you realize it or not, you are all on a path to achieve self mastery. And the mastery is mastery of these three things. Life's circumstances come to you to help you grow in any of these three areas.
When you look around earth today, do you not see many examples of these in action?
Me: Are you kidding? I WAS so many examples of these in action.
El Morya: So you were learning. You all must learn to balance these three facets of God's power within you.
Loving without power: You see this. You see the frail, beaten down mother who loves all with abandon yet fosters no love for herself. This is loving without power. You feel sorry for people such as she.
Me: Yes.
El M: Loving without wisdom,
Me: Oh forget that, I was a master of that. A master of disasters.
El M: But you learned.
Me: I can think of so many examples of mistakes I made, or I dated men and didn't realize they were into ego games I was so desperate for attention. I didn't realize they wanted to show me around for the sake of rubbing it in their friend's faces, of showing their friends up. I didn't realize they were this egotistical.
El M: Yes. Now you have your perfect mate.
Me: I do.
El M: And you see empowerment without love all the time. Reference your politics. They hold all the power yet they are unkind and unloving behind your backs. And the people realize this but they allow it to continue. This is because they are unwise and without power. They have given their power away, which is unwise. Do you see?
Me: I get it. I could write my life's story just looking at these six sentences.
El M: You have many of your medical professionals who understand the human body but are not tuned in to the human heart of the patient. They are wise perhaps but lack love, which makes them foolish.
When the three are imbalanced, one may predominate but the other two must also balance up. To have one but not the other two is to fall very short of the mark. To have two but not all three still requires many hard lessons.
Me: Yes.
El M: Earth now suffers from a regime that is empowered but unlovingly so. They are unkind to say the least, but now they will be usurped, as all upon the planet are becoming more empowered. Many are capable of loving, many are capable now of the wisdom to see, and now they will take back their power. When the trinity is complete, the earthling will be invincible again. The Father will reign in your hearts. There will be no more Illuminati.
Me: Great. Can't wait.
El M: It is happening now, my child. Just look as your world opens its eyes.
Me: Isn't it wonderful?
El M: There is childish play, the casting of insults. This is empowerment without love, empowerment without wisdom. For if that one person who cast the insults would only see themselves reflected back in others' eyes they would feel the loss of respect for them.
Me: Yeah, they say fake it until you make it. I like that.
El M: When you respect your contemporaries one day but not the next, then you are still capable of respecting them. You have fallen short and perhaps your flame is a bit low on that day, work again to raise it to burn bright again.
Me: Yes.
El M: Earth is a hard school, but such a wonderful opportunity.
Me: Yes.
El M: I will go now. You are fatigued.
Me: Thank you Father, I love you.
El M: And I love you too, my child.
Don't Confuse Your I AM
July 9, 2020
Me: El Morya, can you speak on this please?
El M: Thank you Sharon. I will. I have much to impart on this subject.
Me: Great, thanks!
El M: So many of you do not understand the significance of when you say "I AM". What you typically do in your western societies is respond to questions with, "I am a truck driver," or "I am a physician," explaining to the person who wishes to know what you do for a living.
In fact, often you are asked, "What do you do for a living?" or, "What type of work do you do?" and you even respond with the incorrect verb, "I am a doctor." Doing and being are different verbs and typically when you respond to someone's question, you use the same verb or one of similar meaning. There is no similarity between doing and being; they mean entirely different things.
The correct response would be, "I do medical work for a living," however your people have titles and labels and when you tell someone what your title is, you conveniently tell them a lot about who you believe yourself to be. This is false.
If they are truly interested in you, would they not have the patience to listen to a few sentences of explanation, rather than just a few words and a label? This is a reflection on how insincere your people are, and how superficially they behave towards others. When you consider that you are all One, all part of the greatness of God, would you not take a few more moments in order to understand another person?
Me: You've never been to a schmoozing seminar, have you? The idea of schmoozing at parties is to move from one conversation to another. What happens if you should meet someone who's truly interesting? You'd never know because you're more focused on getting to know everyone else in the room, only to some superficial extent.
El M: Yes. Questionable behaviour, but then earthlings have much change ahead of them.
Also, if you were to meet someone you consider beneath your station in life, would you stand to speak to them or move on as if they were insignificant to you?
Me: LOL
El M: Your particular means of earning a living on earth is what you DO, what you experience in your life as you go about your everyday is what you feel or think or experience. Reserve I AM for the awareness that you are a powerful being, connected to the All, and part of the oneness of life. You are a Creator god, incarnated on planet earth right now to help change its fate and the fate of the unaware upon her. No less than that. When you reserve your I AM for this, you stop giving yourself false messages to comply with. You stop believing in your false self.
Do not say, "I am fat," because you give your mind permission to create the extra weight, and promptly as well because you are not saying, "I will be fat," as if you are projecting into the future, you are saying you wish to be overweight and now. Your body will respond as it is created through your mind who already believes its body to be flawed and unhealthy.
Do not say, "I am stupid," because you will set about to lower your own IQ and in hasty time as well.
Say, I AM part of God. I AM strong and powerful. I AM divine. Reserve the words I AM only for these instances. That is the only way you should define yourselves. As part of the powerful All.
When you say, "I am a housewife," you are saying that is all that you wish to experience in this lifetime and that is what you believe yourself to be. To step outside of that role will become terrifying if at some point in your life, you must do so. Your people suffer from "empty nest syndrome", and this is why. It is because of one's self definition.
When you say, "I am a sister," then you define yourself in your relationship to others, not even as a being in your own right.
When you say, "I am a daughter," then you indicate that your relationship to your parents is very important to you, and that you define yourself by how they have allowed you to.
Me: Yeah, I've dispensed with most of that stuff. I would say I have a sister and two brothers because I do. I also have another brother who's a Vegan and I have two more parents who are Vegans, so I basically have two families which is pretty cool. But I don't say I am a daughter to anyone.
El M: This is how you've learned to define yourself. You've spent so much time alone that you have a greater relationship with yourself.
Me: True.
El M: Now you must reconnect with God. Because you never left Him, and He never left you.
Me: True.
El M: Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth and the life," and he was using I AM in exactly the same way. It has been misinterpreted by people to believe that the only way to God was through Jesus. No, he was saying that he is God because he knew this. If you like, rewrite it to capitalize the I AM and more will see what he meant by this.
He said, "No one comes to the Father except through me," and he intended that the way to access God was to practise his teachings.
Me: I think Jesus needed to be a bit more clear at times. I found reading the bible confusing.
El M: It was clear to me.
Me: Yeah, but you're a master and you've come to earth at least in the last 2000 years as a highly evolved person. Then there's the rest of us down here.
El M: Who will find their way as well. All will in their time.
Me: Well, thank you for clarifying that quote because it's been very misunderstood. The fact is, we're all connected with God because we are part of God (there's your I AM statement hidden in plain sight!) and Jesus came to teach the way to connect. In the Course of Miracles he speaks about forgiveness constantly. Forgive, forgive, forgive. And I believe the one who needs to be forgiven the most is yourself because, yes, you believed all the hoo haw that passes for society here. You had to to survive, but think if you hadn't. You could've been another Jesus.
El M: I thank you, my child, for allowing me this conversation.
Me: Thanks, El Morya. I've got more for you, don't worry.
El M: I worry not, I await your invitation.
Me: So there you go. You could've said, "I am not worried," which is an I AM statement, but you said, "I worry not." See how English has changed and not for the better really.
July 9, 2020
Me: El Morya, can you speak on this please?
El M: Thank you Sharon. I will. I have much to impart on this subject.
Me: Great, thanks!
El M: So many of you do not understand the significance of when you say "I AM". What you typically do in your western societies is respond to questions with, "I am a truck driver," or "I am a physician," explaining to the person who wishes to know what you do for a living.
In fact, often you are asked, "What do you do for a living?" or, "What type of work do you do?" and you even respond with the incorrect verb, "I am a doctor." Doing and being are different verbs and typically when you respond to someone's question, you use the same verb or one of similar meaning. There is no similarity between doing and being; they mean entirely different things.
The correct response would be, "I do medical work for a living," however your people have titles and labels and when you tell someone what your title is, you conveniently tell them a lot about who you believe yourself to be. This is false.
If they are truly interested in you, would they not have the patience to listen to a few sentences of explanation, rather than just a few words and a label? This is a reflection on how insincere your people are, and how superficially they behave towards others. When you consider that you are all One, all part of the greatness of God, would you not take a few more moments in order to understand another person?
Me: You've never been to a schmoozing seminar, have you? The idea of schmoozing at parties is to move from one conversation to another. What happens if you should meet someone who's truly interesting? You'd never know because you're more focused on getting to know everyone else in the room, only to some superficial extent.
El M: Yes. Questionable behaviour, but then earthlings have much change ahead of them.
Also, if you were to meet someone you consider beneath your station in life, would you stand to speak to them or move on as if they were insignificant to you?
Me: LOL
El M: Your particular means of earning a living on earth is what you DO, what you experience in your life as you go about your everyday is what you feel or think or experience. Reserve I AM for the awareness that you are a powerful being, connected to the All, and part of the oneness of life. You are a Creator god, incarnated on planet earth right now to help change its fate and the fate of the unaware upon her. No less than that. When you reserve your I AM for this, you stop giving yourself false messages to comply with. You stop believing in your false self.
Do not say, "I am fat," because you give your mind permission to create the extra weight, and promptly as well because you are not saying, "I will be fat," as if you are projecting into the future, you are saying you wish to be overweight and now. Your body will respond as it is created through your mind who already believes its body to be flawed and unhealthy.
Do not say, "I am stupid," because you will set about to lower your own IQ and in hasty time as well.
Say, I AM part of God. I AM strong and powerful. I AM divine. Reserve the words I AM only for these instances. That is the only way you should define yourselves. As part of the powerful All.
When you say, "I am a housewife," you are saying that is all that you wish to experience in this lifetime and that is what you believe yourself to be. To step outside of that role will become terrifying if at some point in your life, you must do so. Your people suffer from "empty nest syndrome", and this is why. It is because of one's self definition.
When you say, "I am a sister," then you define yourself in your relationship to others, not even as a being in your own right.
When you say, "I am a daughter," then you indicate that your relationship to your parents is very important to you, and that you define yourself by how they have allowed you to.
Me: Yeah, I've dispensed with most of that stuff. I would say I have a sister and two brothers because I do. I also have another brother who's a Vegan and I have two more parents who are Vegans, so I basically have two families which is pretty cool. But I don't say I am a daughter to anyone.
El M: This is how you've learned to define yourself. You've spent so much time alone that you have a greater relationship with yourself.
Me: True.
El M: Now you must reconnect with God. Because you never left Him, and He never left you.
Me: True.
El M: Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth and the life," and he was using I AM in exactly the same way. It has been misinterpreted by people to believe that the only way to God was through Jesus. No, he was saying that he is God because he knew this. If you like, rewrite it to capitalize the I AM and more will see what he meant by this.
He said, "No one comes to the Father except through me," and he intended that the way to access God was to practise his teachings.
Me: I think Jesus needed to be a bit more clear at times. I found reading the bible confusing.
El M: It was clear to me.
Me: Yeah, but you're a master and you've come to earth at least in the last 2000 years as a highly evolved person. Then there's the rest of us down here.
El M: Who will find their way as well. All will in their time.
Me: Well, thank you for clarifying that quote because it's been very misunderstood. The fact is, we're all connected with God because we are part of God (there's your I AM statement hidden in plain sight!) and Jesus came to teach the way to connect. In the Course of Miracles he speaks about forgiveness constantly. Forgive, forgive, forgive. And I believe the one who needs to be forgiven the most is yourself because, yes, you believed all the hoo haw that passes for society here. You had to to survive, but think if you hadn't. You could've been another Jesus.
El M: I thank you, my child, for allowing me this conversation.
Me: Thanks, El Morya. I've got more for you, don't worry.
El M: I worry not, I await your invitation.
Me: So there you go. You could've said, "I am not worried," which is an I AM statement, but you said, "I worry not." See how English has changed and not for the better really.
Your Spiritual Nature
July 9, 2020
Your Spiritual Nature: Unlimited and Impersonal
"I'm 60 years old. If having personal differences, personalizing, defending myself, and attacking others back worked, I would be happy now. I know I'm happy when I DON'T do these things. There has to be a better way forward than engaging in these behaviours." - Sharon Stewart
El Morya: "Wisdom is when you seek your own path, rather than populate the ill-minded path of others."
Me: El Morya, I have a few questions, if I may.
El M: Of course, my child. Ask away.
Me: You say that the nature of humanity is impersonal. Unlimited I'm getting some idea of, but impersonal, what does that mean exactly?
El M: It has to do with the fact that we are all one. Why would you have personal differences with yourself?
Me: An earthling could. I could.
El M: This is due to your ineffective training and false beliefs. You have been trained to create loosh, fodder for the negatives who believe themselves to be your gods. These are the parasites that infest your minds, bodies and your world. They have taught you to be at odds with each other. Now you all must learn to make peace with others, and the road forward is to make peace with yourself. As you are at peace, you will extend the olive branch to others, even those who might be your enemies.
Me: Can you explain "impersonality" in more detail please? How does that work?
El M: Impersonality means "non-persona" - in other words there are no persons. There are no persons, there is only one. And so you must treat others as if they are you, a reflection of yourself. As it says in the Ten Commandments, "Do Unto Others." Extend the forgiveness for their errors as you would wish them to forgive your errors.
You must come to understand the impersonality of what spirit is showing you as you go about your day. It is a mirror and reflects yourself back to you constantly. As you pull up to the drive thru, the clerk wishes you a cheerful hello, and you reflect, "Yes, maybe I'm not in such a good mood today. I should work on that." That is the mirroring that is reflected back to you by others.
When your neighbour comments that the weather is too hot, you comment that it is better than snow, and you think, "Yes, people can't even speak about the weather without complaining. I will try to do better than that."
Me: Victim mentality.
El Morya: And there is more that is reflected back to you through others. Observing others' behaviour you have learned about the falseness of the matrix, so the mirroring system of physical incarnation has to do with educating yourself about society. Many of you do this constantly, without even realizing it. You would like to be that way or would not like to be that way. You choose constantly by observing others.
Me: What else?
El M: There are situations which need healing that are mirrored up to you. At times you are triggered, and other times the lesson is less obvious. But none of it has to do with your being sinful, bad, shameful, mistaken, wrong, or a horrible person. It is a learning process where you see yourself in others. You make decisions constantly whether to become involved or not.
There is a child drowning in the water. Do you jump in to save it or let someone else do it? When there are no others to do so, you are in a situation when you must face your fears or allow the death of another. Which will you do?
Life is an education where you are tested constantly. You are shown that which you must learn and the way to understand what there is to learn is to listen to your reaction. If it is not immediately obvious, ask for clarification.
Me: I remember one time I was in a coffee shop and I was staring at this man, just out of focus eyes looking at the back of his head. Then an image of a man in a uniform popped into my head. I thought, "Huh? What's that?" and my higher self says, "He had an uncle that died in World War II." I then heard another man sit down next to me and my higher self said, "This man's cat is dying." And I thought, "What do you want me to do about that?" Then I looked away out the window and another man was walking with a limp, and she tells me, "This man just had a stroke." I thought, "What do you want me to do about it? I can't do anything." Years later I learn I'm an Indigo and I can send them healing energy. HS never tells you, just leaves you hanging.
El M: This is because you did not respond in the way she had hoped you would. You stayed in a selfish viewpoint, afraid, and you did not stretch your mind to see how you could help.
Me: I was in a bad part of my life back then.
El M: Helping others always improves one's lot in life.
Me: I had the belief I didn't have anything to give.
El M: So you see your limiting belief then?
Me: Yes. Thank you. I know better now.
El M: The impersonality of all of this is that this has nothing to do with them and everything to do with you.
Other times you have chosen to rebalance your karma, your negative output, by being the mirror of others who need lessons. At times you are both getting a lesson. Other times you volunteer to show them through mirroring.
What you react adversely to shows you where you still need healing.
Me: Oh, I knew you were going to choose that one.
El M: (laughing) Yesterday morning when your cat vomited on your bed.
Me: I love when he does that, not! Why can't he just go onto the floor and peuk?!
El M: You were annoyed because you had just washed the blankets and now had to do them again.
Me: True. I also remembered what my mother told me about animals belonging on the floor and wish I'd have listened to her, but then he was a rescue who came with his own point of view.
El M: So you have had to compromise with him and at times this does not work for you.
Me: I was thinking that this has to do with me hurrying up to buy my own washer. Because of course as I went to wash in my old building, he got in to the basement and probably went to Sam's to eat the meat he keeps in the basement (yuk!) for his restaurant. Merlin loves going over there to eat Sam's sea food and now Sam has bought rat poison for his basement. Folks, there are restaurant owners who don't abide by governmental rules about the preparation and handling of food. Keeping your meat out in some stinky old basement to thaw is one of them.
El M: So you see how readily you turned this conversation to focus on your neighbour's flawed behaviour rather than staying focused on your own?
Me: Yeah, pretty clever, eh?
El M: (laughing) Yes, but you're only fooling yourself. Back up. You attack others when you are uncomfortable with yourself and your own flaws.
Me: My reaction to the cat peuking on the bed was selfish again.
El M: Yes, you later had compassion for your sick cat but forgot about it when he fought you to get into the basement. Then you had come to the conclusion that you might lose the cat if he eats the poison. Your neighbour was home. You could have knocked on the door and asked if you could get your cat from her basement.
Me: I didn't know that he was in there.
El M: Still. In so many things you protect the false self. You make assumptions based in its favour. Even at your cat's expense, to avoid having to deal with neighbours you have been rowing with. You protect yourself from seeing your flaws. As you coddle your fears, you fail to meet God.
Me: Geez, I thought Ivo was bad! LOL You're a real nitpicker!
El M: You asked. These small behaviours need to be changed. Move away from selfishness, move towards service and you will find happiness. Stop putting your own fears first. Face them.
There is no such thing as self. There is only One. When you see life as One with others, your entire outlook changes.
Now you are ill. You have weakened adrenals and an overtaxed immune system. This comes from seeing yourself as separate. When you see yourself as one with God, you know there is no such thing as lessened energy and weakened adrenals. God does not have weak adrenals.
Me: Does he even have adrenals, is the question?
El M: God is not weak. Neither are you. You must simply come to understand that. Selfishness is protection of the weak self. All selfishness must be given up. You are allowed your comforts and to meet your needs, but preferring to protect yourself or convenience yourself instead of facing the neighbour and telling them your cat might be eating their food in their basement must be stopped.
Eradication of selfish, protective behaviour. Protecting the ego. Allowing the ego to dominate in your life even in little ways such as this, is disconnection from God. Your job is to reconnect as you never disconnected in the first place. So many have convinced themselves that they are disconnected from God and that God is a separate entity. This is the power of the human being - you can believe your own lies. You are that powerful. Yet you only fool yourselves.
Ask yourself, "How am I being selfish? Am I willing to change this?" Do not look at the big picture because you work incessantly to raise the light on this planet. There are still pockets of darkness in your behaviour and these must be eradicated.
Me: Hmmm. You're a tough guy, eh?
El M: (smiling) You admire me for the choices I made as Thomas More and Thomas Becket. I wish to show you the way to do as I did. To live as I lived. It is possible for all. That I bade my father grace for having allowed me to serve him in that way, in such a way of influence of the people, and yes, I did thank him for giving me the opportunity in that lifetime as Thomas Becket, while my head was being broken apart with swords, I stood one last time and thanked Him for allowing me to serve him.
Me: Most people would think that if a life you lived ended with 4 swordsmen braining you, that you might want to take issue with your maker, but you didn't.
El M: Any transaction that ends in resentment, anger or grudge is one transacted in error. There is always a reason for gratitude. Always. The greatest reason for gratitude is to serve your God. That He entrusts you with the responsibilities you have, that He has such faith in you, that He has that respect for you, must be acknowledged and thanked. The only way to serve in greater capacity is to acknowledge and give thanks for this opportunity now.
And this is the last part of our lesson: there is a way of seeing life that belies the treachery on earth now. There is an independent way of seeing the goodness and the love, the integrity of God in every transaction, every interaction. It is a choice to see God in all things, and you must make that choice if you wish to go home.
Me: What do you mean by go home?
El M: Going home in mind. To re-align your mind with the mind of Creation. That is going home. Home is a comfortable place of happiness, purpose and abundance. If you wish to have it, all selfishness must be eradicated and all resentment, anger and egotism dispensed with. Turn to God, learn to see His hand in all things. Begin with the easy, that you have done, my child, and now see him in all things that upset you and you will not be upset any longer.
Me: Got it. Thank you.
El M: I thank you for this opportunity to serve, my child.
July 9, 2020
Your Spiritual Nature: Unlimited and Impersonal
"I'm 60 years old. If having personal differences, personalizing, defending myself, and attacking others back worked, I would be happy now. I know I'm happy when I DON'T do these things. There has to be a better way forward than engaging in these behaviours." - Sharon Stewart
El Morya: "Wisdom is when you seek your own path, rather than populate the ill-minded path of others."
Me: El Morya, I have a few questions, if I may.
El M: Of course, my child. Ask away.
Me: You say that the nature of humanity is impersonal. Unlimited I'm getting some idea of, but impersonal, what does that mean exactly?
El M: It has to do with the fact that we are all one. Why would you have personal differences with yourself?
Me: An earthling could. I could.
El M: This is due to your ineffective training and false beliefs. You have been trained to create loosh, fodder for the negatives who believe themselves to be your gods. These are the parasites that infest your minds, bodies and your world. They have taught you to be at odds with each other. Now you all must learn to make peace with others, and the road forward is to make peace with yourself. As you are at peace, you will extend the olive branch to others, even those who might be your enemies.
Me: Can you explain "impersonality" in more detail please? How does that work?
El M: Impersonality means "non-persona" - in other words there are no persons. There are no persons, there is only one. And so you must treat others as if they are you, a reflection of yourself. As it says in the Ten Commandments, "Do Unto Others." Extend the forgiveness for their errors as you would wish them to forgive your errors.
You must come to understand the impersonality of what spirit is showing you as you go about your day. It is a mirror and reflects yourself back to you constantly. As you pull up to the drive thru, the clerk wishes you a cheerful hello, and you reflect, "Yes, maybe I'm not in such a good mood today. I should work on that." That is the mirroring that is reflected back to you by others.
When your neighbour comments that the weather is too hot, you comment that it is better than snow, and you think, "Yes, people can't even speak about the weather without complaining. I will try to do better than that."
Me: Victim mentality.
El Morya: And there is more that is reflected back to you through others. Observing others' behaviour you have learned about the falseness of the matrix, so the mirroring system of physical incarnation has to do with educating yourself about society. Many of you do this constantly, without even realizing it. You would like to be that way or would not like to be that way. You choose constantly by observing others.
Me: What else?
El M: There are situations which need healing that are mirrored up to you. At times you are triggered, and other times the lesson is less obvious. But none of it has to do with your being sinful, bad, shameful, mistaken, wrong, or a horrible person. It is a learning process where you see yourself in others. You make decisions constantly whether to become involved or not.
There is a child drowning in the water. Do you jump in to save it or let someone else do it? When there are no others to do so, you are in a situation when you must face your fears or allow the death of another. Which will you do?
Life is an education where you are tested constantly. You are shown that which you must learn and the way to understand what there is to learn is to listen to your reaction. If it is not immediately obvious, ask for clarification.
Me: I remember one time I was in a coffee shop and I was staring at this man, just out of focus eyes looking at the back of his head. Then an image of a man in a uniform popped into my head. I thought, "Huh? What's that?" and my higher self says, "He had an uncle that died in World War II." I then heard another man sit down next to me and my higher self said, "This man's cat is dying." And I thought, "What do you want me to do about that?" Then I looked away out the window and another man was walking with a limp, and she tells me, "This man just had a stroke." I thought, "What do you want me to do about it? I can't do anything." Years later I learn I'm an Indigo and I can send them healing energy. HS never tells you, just leaves you hanging.
El M: This is because you did not respond in the way she had hoped you would. You stayed in a selfish viewpoint, afraid, and you did not stretch your mind to see how you could help.
Me: I was in a bad part of my life back then.
El M: Helping others always improves one's lot in life.
Me: I had the belief I didn't have anything to give.
El M: So you see your limiting belief then?
Me: Yes. Thank you. I know better now.
El M: The impersonality of all of this is that this has nothing to do with them and everything to do with you.
Other times you have chosen to rebalance your karma, your negative output, by being the mirror of others who need lessons. At times you are both getting a lesson. Other times you volunteer to show them through mirroring.
What you react adversely to shows you where you still need healing.
Me: Oh, I knew you were going to choose that one.
El M: (laughing) Yesterday morning when your cat vomited on your bed.
Me: I love when he does that, not! Why can't he just go onto the floor and peuk?!
El M: You were annoyed because you had just washed the blankets and now had to do them again.
Me: True. I also remembered what my mother told me about animals belonging on the floor and wish I'd have listened to her, but then he was a rescue who came with his own point of view.
El M: So you have had to compromise with him and at times this does not work for you.
Me: I was thinking that this has to do with me hurrying up to buy my own washer. Because of course as I went to wash in my old building, he got in to the basement and probably went to Sam's to eat the meat he keeps in the basement (yuk!) for his restaurant. Merlin loves going over there to eat Sam's sea food and now Sam has bought rat poison for his basement. Folks, there are restaurant owners who don't abide by governmental rules about the preparation and handling of food. Keeping your meat out in some stinky old basement to thaw is one of them.
El M: So you see how readily you turned this conversation to focus on your neighbour's flawed behaviour rather than staying focused on your own?
Me: Yeah, pretty clever, eh?
El M: (laughing) Yes, but you're only fooling yourself. Back up. You attack others when you are uncomfortable with yourself and your own flaws.
Me: My reaction to the cat peuking on the bed was selfish again.
El M: Yes, you later had compassion for your sick cat but forgot about it when he fought you to get into the basement. Then you had come to the conclusion that you might lose the cat if he eats the poison. Your neighbour was home. You could have knocked on the door and asked if you could get your cat from her basement.
Me: I didn't know that he was in there.
El M: Still. In so many things you protect the false self. You make assumptions based in its favour. Even at your cat's expense, to avoid having to deal with neighbours you have been rowing with. You protect yourself from seeing your flaws. As you coddle your fears, you fail to meet God.
Me: Geez, I thought Ivo was bad! LOL You're a real nitpicker!
El M: You asked. These small behaviours need to be changed. Move away from selfishness, move towards service and you will find happiness. Stop putting your own fears first. Face them.
There is no such thing as self. There is only One. When you see life as One with others, your entire outlook changes.
Now you are ill. You have weakened adrenals and an overtaxed immune system. This comes from seeing yourself as separate. When you see yourself as one with God, you know there is no such thing as lessened energy and weakened adrenals. God does not have weak adrenals.
Me: Does he even have adrenals, is the question?
El M: God is not weak. Neither are you. You must simply come to understand that. Selfishness is protection of the weak self. All selfishness must be given up. You are allowed your comforts and to meet your needs, but preferring to protect yourself or convenience yourself instead of facing the neighbour and telling them your cat might be eating their food in their basement must be stopped.
Eradication of selfish, protective behaviour. Protecting the ego. Allowing the ego to dominate in your life even in little ways such as this, is disconnection from God. Your job is to reconnect as you never disconnected in the first place. So many have convinced themselves that they are disconnected from God and that God is a separate entity. This is the power of the human being - you can believe your own lies. You are that powerful. Yet you only fool yourselves.
Ask yourself, "How am I being selfish? Am I willing to change this?" Do not look at the big picture because you work incessantly to raise the light on this planet. There are still pockets of darkness in your behaviour and these must be eradicated.
Me: Hmmm. You're a tough guy, eh?
El M: (smiling) You admire me for the choices I made as Thomas More and Thomas Becket. I wish to show you the way to do as I did. To live as I lived. It is possible for all. That I bade my father grace for having allowed me to serve him in that way, in such a way of influence of the people, and yes, I did thank him for giving me the opportunity in that lifetime as Thomas Becket, while my head was being broken apart with swords, I stood one last time and thanked Him for allowing me to serve him.
Me: Most people would think that if a life you lived ended with 4 swordsmen braining you, that you might want to take issue with your maker, but you didn't.
El M: Any transaction that ends in resentment, anger or grudge is one transacted in error. There is always a reason for gratitude. Always. The greatest reason for gratitude is to serve your God. That He entrusts you with the responsibilities you have, that He has such faith in you, that He has that respect for you, must be acknowledged and thanked. The only way to serve in greater capacity is to acknowledge and give thanks for this opportunity now.
And this is the last part of our lesson: there is a way of seeing life that belies the treachery on earth now. There is an independent way of seeing the goodness and the love, the integrity of God in every transaction, every interaction. It is a choice to see God in all things, and you must make that choice if you wish to go home.
Me: What do you mean by go home?
El M: Going home in mind. To re-align your mind with the mind of Creation. That is going home. Home is a comfortable place of happiness, purpose and abundance. If you wish to have it, all selfishness must be eradicated and all resentment, anger and egotism dispensed with. Turn to God, learn to see His hand in all things. Begin with the easy, that you have done, my child, and now see him in all things that upset you and you will not be upset any longer.
Me: Got it. Thank you.
El M: I thank you for this opportunity to serve, my child.
El Morya on his lifetime as Thomas More, advisor to King Henry VIII.
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May 6, 2020
Overcoming Limitation
I am El Morya and I have a message for you of the Light.
You do not recognize your strength. Every day, you put so much effort into strengthening your body but you do not realize that you must strengthen your mind as well.
The strongest part of you is your mind, not your body. Your body was created by your mind. Your mind is the driving force of consciousness upon your planet. Your consciousness is filtered down through your mind and your mind decides what it will perceive and what it will not perceive.
You could realistically change your entire world right now. Many of you have crossed your countries, going ocean to ocean or ocean to land, and you have created an entirely new world for yourself in having made that move. Had you stayed where you were, circumstances would have remained the same unless of course, you change your mind. Your mind is what brings new circumstances to your life.
When you believe that you can alter the weather, you can alter the weather. When you believe you can resist the virus, then you can resist the virus. It is simply what you believe.
What you fear comes through to you for resolution because this is not part of Christ. You are christ and what is not part of you, when you create something that is not a part of your truth, you are resisting yourself. Truth is a part of who you are. Truth is the rule upon which you function in the same way that your world functions with natural laws - you have trees, you have birds, you have water, you have animals, dirt and land.... these are the rules of your world, and your world of your consciousness is truth. There is your world.
You are creatures of God, you are part of God and you must stand in your own Light. To do otherwise is to fail yourself and to fail the world in which you live. There is no choice. You must do so. Now is the time, particularly now, as this world needs you now. You must do whatever you can, but the first thing you must do is to stop believing that you are limited. You are unlimited. Because God is unlimited. Do you see limits in God? No, there are rules but these are not limits, but God is unlimited and so are you.
Anything you desire, you can create. When you desire a world free of viruses, of suffering, of struggling, then you can create that world by focusing on it. You must know with absolute surety that you can create it. You are all being tested to remove your doubts, to remove your fears because doubt comes from fears, and bring God into your life, because you are a god.
You are a powerful being. You must exercise this power now.
It is that simple.
I remain El Morya.
Do you believe that to create new circumstances for yourself that you must move your physical circumstances. But in fact you can spend your entire life where you are and just continue to attract to you that what you wish to have. Physical movement is not required.
But if I want a bigger house?
I ask him and my response is.
Your house is a limitation that you set upon yourself. Your life is about overcoming your limitations so when you set a life of limitation up for yourself, then you must overcome this limitation.
Okay so if I want a bigger house ... that's true, many just create a bigger house all the time. Build onto what you have, or maybe the landlord will sell the apartment building and you can take 2 units.
When you limit yourself, look to see if there is a way that you can change your circumstances using your mind, not your body
Thank you El Morya.
Overcoming Limitation
I am El Morya and I have a message for you of the Light.
You do not recognize your strength. Every day, you put so much effort into strengthening your body but you do not realize that you must strengthen your mind as well.
The strongest part of you is your mind, not your body. Your body was created by your mind. Your mind is the driving force of consciousness upon your planet. Your consciousness is filtered down through your mind and your mind decides what it will perceive and what it will not perceive.
You could realistically change your entire world right now. Many of you have crossed your countries, going ocean to ocean or ocean to land, and you have created an entirely new world for yourself in having made that move. Had you stayed where you were, circumstances would have remained the same unless of course, you change your mind. Your mind is what brings new circumstances to your life.
When you believe that you can alter the weather, you can alter the weather. When you believe you can resist the virus, then you can resist the virus. It is simply what you believe.
What you fear comes through to you for resolution because this is not part of Christ. You are christ and what is not part of you, when you create something that is not a part of your truth, you are resisting yourself. Truth is a part of who you are. Truth is the rule upon which you function in the same way that your world functions with natural laws - you have trees, you have birds, you have water, you have animals, dirt and land.... these are the rules of your world, and your world of your consciousness is truth. There is your world.
You are creatures of God, you are part of God and you must stand in your own Light. To do otherwise is to fail yourself and to fail the world in which you live. There is no choice. You must do so. Now is the time, particularly now, as this world needs you now. You must do whatever you can, but the first thing you must do is to stop believing that you are limited. You are unlimited. Because God is unlimited. Do you see limits in God? No, there are rules but these are not limits, but God is unlimited and so are you.
Anything you desire, you can create. When you desire a world free of viruses, of suffering, of struggling, then you can create that world by focusing on it. You must know with absolute surety that you can create it. You are all being tested to remove your doubts, to remove your fears because doubt comes from fears, and bring God into your life, because you are a god.
You are a powerful being. You must exercise this power now.
It is that simple.
I remain El Morya.
Do you believe that to create new circumstances for yourself that you must move your physical circumstances. But in fact you can spend your entire life where you are and just continue to attract to you that what you wish to have. Physical movement is not required.
But if I want a bigger house?
I ask him and my response is.
Your house is a limitation that you set upon yourself. Your life is about overcoming your limitations so when you set a life of limitation up for yourself, then you must overcome this limitation.
Okay so if I want a bigger house ... that's true, many just create a bigger house all the time. Build onto what you have, or maybe the landlord will sell the apartment building and you can take 2 units.
When you limit yourself, look to see if there is a way that you can change your circumstances using your mind, not your body
Thank you El Morya.
April 15, 2020
The very way you seek to enslave others becomes your own jail too.
If you seek to control, then you will be controlled by your need to control.
If you seek to seduce, then you will be seduced by your need to seduce and it will control you.
If you seek to be better than all, then your need to be better than all will control you.
If you seek to be less than all, then this fear will control you.
If you seek to lie to others, then that too will control you.
If you seek to have more wealth than others, than this will control you.
It's all fear. Fear controls you.
The only thing that will set you free is to love others. In love we find freedom, in anything else we experience limitation ourselves. As we seek to limit others, so are we, too, limited.
El Morya
The very way you seek to enslave others becomes your own jail too.
If you seek to control, then you will be controlled by your need to control.
If you seek to seduce, then you will be seduced by your need to seduce and it will control you.
If you seek to be better than all, then your need to be better than all will control you.
If you seek to be less than all, then this fear will control you.
If you seek to lie to others, then that too will control you.
If you seek to have more wealth than others, than this will control you.
It's all fear. Fear controls you.
The only thing that will set you free is to love others. In love we find freedom, in anything else we experience limitation ourselves. As we seek to limit others, so are we, too, limited.
El Morya
April 4, 2020
Today, getting the car, and then again walking into my home, I smelled what smelled like the light fragrant smell of Indian incense. It smelled like incense but it also smelled flowery. It's just beginning spring here so nothing's blooming yet. It couldn't have been anything but a scent coming from the ethers. I wondered what that was about later on and when I asked I got this response. I was greeted with a very deep serious voice (totally different from St Germaine!), almost booming in quality:
It is I. I have come to you. (El Morya)
I could smell you around me today. I smelled incense.
Yes, the nectar of the rays. Each fragrance aligns with one of the powerful rays of light and you smelled the scent of the blue ray, of which you and I are both.
Me: True. What can I do for you, El Morya? (He wants me to call him "Father").
Father: I am the father of all who walk your world. I am the supreme being who leads all of you in your woeful lives of misdeed. I lead you to the truth, the Light, the promise of heaven on earth again.
I am here, on earth at this time of trial.
I am here, feel my presence. I love you all, I am with you. I am your strength, I am your rock, I am your Light. I am here to guide you through these turbulent times as you again reach the Light within and without yourselves.
The blue ray is strong now upon your planet. It shines upon you, bringing in its strength, the strength of the Creator, to power you as you seek the Light for your collective world.
It shines its truth upon your lives, it shines its truth to reveal all that has been a lie. There is no other way. The truth is being told and you all must listen. Follow me in my path towards the Light, the truth of the Creator, the truth of your planet, the truth that only love is present and it only ever was.
We of the heavens stand excited as we watch these illustrious events unfold before you. We of the heavens have decreed it should be so. And it is.
We watch you with care. We help you as you must decide to make your mind up. We help you to find the Truth within yourselves as you seek to find the truth without.
You are coming home at last. Our eyes shed tears of joy.
Be blessed.
I am the Light
El Morya
Today, getting the car, and then again walking into my home, I smelled what smelled like the light fragrant smell of Indian incense. It smelled like incense but it also smelled flowery. It's just beginning spring here so nothing's blooming yet. It couldn't have been anything but a scent coming from the ethers. I wondered what that was about later on and when I asked I got this response. I was greeted with a very deep serious voice (totally different from St Germaine!), almost booming in quality:
It is I. I have come to you. (El Morya)
I could smell you around me today. I smelled incense.
Yes, the nectar of the rays. Each fragrance aligns with one of the powerful rays of light and you smelled the scent of the blue ray, of which you and I are both.
Me: True. What can I do for you, El Morya? (He wants me to call him "Father").
Father: I am the father of all who walk your world. I am the supreme being who leads all of you in your woeful lives of misdeed. I lead you to the truth, the Light, the promise of heaven on earth again.
I am here, on earth at this time of trial.
I am here, feel my presence. I love you all, I am with you. I am your strength, I am your rock, I am your Light. I am here to guide you through these turbulent times as you again reach the Light within and without yourselves.
The blue ray is strong now upon your planet. It shines upon you, bringing in its strength, the strength of the Creator, to power you as you seek the Light for your collective world.
It shines its truth upon your lives, it shines its truth to reveal all that has been a lie. There is no other way. The truth is being told and you all must listen. Follow me in my path towards the Light, the truth of the Creator, the truth of your planet, the truth that only love is present and it only ever was.
We of the heavens stand excited as we watch these illustrious events unfold before you. We of the heavens have decreed it should be so. And it is.
We watch you with care. We help you as you must decide to make your mind up. We help you to find the Truth within yourselves as you seek to find the truth without.
You are coming home at last. Our eyes shed tears of joy.
Be blessed.
I am the Light
El Morya
