Why I Share My Life Experiences
I've received feedback from people telling me to stop talking about myself so much.
I've received feedback from others just simply by virtue of the fact that I see the like's on my video's. The video's I produce where I speak are always less viewed than any of my channels'. Not everyone is interested in my path, although I feel they should be. But hey, their loss. I'm not being arrogant. I'm telling you what it takes to become empowered here on earth now because that's what's staring humanity in the face as a species. We're becoming more empowered. Just look at all those people saying “No!” now when perhaps that word was spanked out of them by overbearing parents early in life. I wasn't allowed to say “no” to anyone so you can imagine the predicament that faced me when I started dating. I didn't get pregnant like my sister did, but I became a huge liar who consequently ended up not being able to stand herself. I disliked myself immensely because of my lies and manipulating and so I had to stop dating in order to stop lying. Eventually I stopped lying and began to tell the truth. That doesn't make you popular with many people, believe me, but I figured in the end it's me I have to live with more than I have to others.
Then I started to see that this entire world is a lie and it had taught me to lie to myself right down to the core, so much so I had no clue who I really was. Starting to learn was no picnic either, and it still isn't. Finding out you're from another planet and that most people on this world would think you're a whack-job for claiming to be doesn't do much for your self esteem either. Fortunately all I can say is I lost my need to please others and put pleasing myself front and center in my life. I'm out about being a starseed and I can live in my own skin a lot more soundly.
The books I sell called, “Stop Being a Victim!” and “How to Stretch Your Dollar Further,” sell very poorly by comparison to Ivo's or Ashtar's books.
Some of the people I send out my channelings to have requested the authority to be able to edit some of what I say because they don't like my comments in particular. They don't edit Ivo's comments, only mine.
I see that I'm not in a popularity contest. Good. I despise that sort of thing anyway. I can't compete with Ashtar Sheran, nor would I want to because we're a team. But I have my own demographic that my messages apparently resonate with. These women, especially, are living lives similar to mine. My heart goes out to you. I know it's tough. Being a high energy being, a light being perhaps, living in a low dimensional body isn't all its cracked up to be. But you decided to take the chance and come here to help earth, just like I did. Maybe like me, you swapped your Porsche for a 1960's Lemon. You did it to help out. You did it for God and for the love of humanity.
I received a comment this morning that reads as follows: “Sharon this is not true. you were just receiving that impression and maybe a feedback from the few of them that they not resonating with your life experience. But I Do, Sharon. Your experience sounds so much like mine. And I'm all ears to what you have to say, it is as if many times you were speaking of me and i could see myself in you. We seem like synchronized when you share the same experiences as I have on a daily basis and I learn a LOT from you as many others like me do. You only see what is shown to you....”
I appreciate hearing comments like this. But I still do what I feel guided to do, always. I still keep doing what I feel I must. I'm inner directed and guided which is what I've become instead of outer directed and controlled which is what I was while growing up on earth. When you dance to your own tune long enough, a tune of helping other people, you hear the feedback but you don't let it stop you. You do what you feel is right and that feeling comes from soul. That's part of getting your power back and it's immensely more gratifying than the confusion of listening to others' opinions of you. As you can see I get shit flung at me all the time. I've used it to make myself stronger which is what Ivo has taught us. My messages hold more conviction now than they ever did.
As you can see I do get bad feedback for the work that I'm doing but did it shut me up? No. I just keep on doing what I'm guided to do and saying what I'm guided to say because I felt maybe there was one person out there listening to my story and if I only reached one person than that was good enough for me. I would keep talking.
With Ivo's help, I have figured out what my life is about. My life is about the rise of the divine feminine energies on earth, which have been severely repressed and with it all women. Look at the clergy – how many women were pastors 50 years ago? Not too many. Since people like me showed up this has changed. There are more women preachers than ever now. People are listening to women instead of just pinching their butts and telling them to go fix them dinner. Yes, people that's what a woman's lot was back in the 60's – getting your ass pinched by whoever thought to do it! I'm not kidding! You guys are too young to remember it but try finding old video's of tv shows. I remember there was one of a woman who wanted to become a cop. She made it onto the force only to be harassed by all her male colleagues. I've experienced this as well when I was in my 20's. Thankfully a move to a city of higher consciousness alleviated this for me and allowed me to recover to some extent.
I know women struggle in relationships. They want equality and that's why women are furious about RvW. But there's a back story to this precedent that many people don't know and if they did they would be sickened. I won't explain it here. Women want to stop being marginalized, compromised, made to take the lesser slice of life. They're tired of the glass ceiling and having to do loads of work with no reward for it. Right now you have a lot of women juggling so many jobs how could they possibly prevail in life? And of course, that's by design. I see men starting to take over more of child care and sharing the work load which is good for women but does that allow the goddess and gods within the person to emerge? No, it doesn't. The system has to go because it's meant to repress all of us, not just women.
As far as the jobs go, you need to look at why you're doing your job. If it's for recognition and you're not getting any then go find another job. You have to understand what your values are and what it is you're looking for out of life. If it's ego gratification, I'd be careful about that because with these rising energies your ego will find less to gratify itself with, I believe. For me working a job was about gaining experience I needed to do this work although at the time I didn't know that, and it was about getting money to live. That was it. Nothing more than that. What a thankless way to live! My God!
I remember one scene from “Independence Day,” where the hero's girlfriend meets the First Lady. The first lady asks her what she does for a living and she says, “I'm an exotic dancer.” When she sees the look on the FLOTUS' face she says, “It's okay, my baby's worth it.” What I would have said is, “I'd rather be calling my own shots doing the work I want to than having to make it all the way to the top just to take second place,” but that's me. Yup, that's what women always were: On the arm of their more powerful mate. Some women married just to have these prestigious positions. Not me. I wasn't having any of that shit but then it was never offered to me either. Why? Because I was the powerful one and that's underlined for emphasis, folks. Ladies, you need to know this. The reason you're attracting broken men is because you're the powerful healer they seek. Of course no healing will take place with many of them – unless you stand firm and don't put up with their using and manipulation of you. But then welcome to another battlefield relationship. Who needs that? I don't.
Do I seem like the type of person who likes to air her dirty laundry on youtube? I'm a Scorpio and in fact I'm a very private person. The reason I tell you about my life and invite Ivo to comment upon it is so that you can see first of all the relationship between twin flames at work, secondly the relationship between a spirit guide and a starseed at work and thirdly so you can see what benevolent ETs are like and by the way they're wonderful on video and off. The other reason I do this is so you begin to understand the solution. You learn as I learn. That's how we've been doing it.
I can see that people now are starting to take their power back. The world is in a conundrum of riots and lock downs. What I've learned from Ivo as I've continued my personal growth with him is you don't have to riot against this world. You can imagine a new one. Humans aren't a violent species and because we create our reality – yes it's created by our own minds – all we have to do is change our minds and we change our reality. There is a peaceful way to do anything but that's not generally known on this planet.
My channels speak of the new multi-dimensional human emerging on earth. That's great, they speak of it but I'm BECOMING that person. For that reason my messages have value for you, as you too are becoming multi-dimensional and are trying to understand your new experiences. It can be confusing to wake up to see baseball sized black blobs or just black blobs in general floating around your bed. Everything you're seeing is something you can enact change upon. I believe the reason I see it is because I don't fear it; for that reason I don't see reptilians although I know they're there. They also keep themselves shielded from our eyes. I envy people who can see them because I really want to. I can sense them but I want to see them around people. For those of you who are indigo's and even those who aren't there's the violet flame and it can be wielded to cleanse out all negativity – within yourself, outside yourself and even those free floating black blobs respond to it.
I'll say it again: Why did I write 'Stop Being a Victim?' In another video to be aired who knows - soon or maybe it already has (LOL I don't keep track of these things), I wrote the book to describe the process of re-empowering myself at least to a level where I wasn't inundated by life and could float on the surface for a change. I'd had many challenges thrown at me including money, love, being a seeker, the who am I challenge, people who all seemed to oppose everything I did, friends who don't get me, friends who want me to be like them not myself, vampiring lovers, inability to do this, inability to do that... you name it. Why? I believe I wasn't doing it on the level that I needed to. There was still too much disparity between my earthly thinking and my multi-dimensional reality. As soon as the two showed signs of merging, I started to become more successful at life. Instead of just trying to get through it, I even enjoy some things to a certain extent. I've written the book for your sakes. I've already been through the process so it's behind me and I'm using it daily; I wrote it for you, those of you who aren't thriving in life. The book is written in an uncomplicated fashion. There's not a bunch of psycho lingo in there, just one person talking to another person who needs help. It's getting yourself to admit it. That's the hardest part for so many people. But help is out there. You just have to want it.
So now my journey continues. As I write this and do the other channelings, like I said I found life on earth to be a lie, and I realized that I had lied to myself wholly and without exception about who I thought I was. Ivo started to tell me the truth of who I was and some of it I couldn't believe right away. My Christ Self, Athena came through by whispering her name and eventually I started to pay attention. Athena? Wasn't she some statue at the museum in Athens? No. She's a real being and I'm part of her energy system let's call it that. No wonder I'm a fighter but then they sent the ones they needed to change this planet.
Well, that process continues. And with it I've let go of so much, even family relations here as I embrace Ivo, our children and my family relations in Vega. It's strange they can't stand in front of me right now but at least I can talk to them. It's exciting to know I actually have a nice mother and I look forward to meeting her. I'm also finding out that I just know things now. As I access more of my unconscious mind I retrieve more memories of Vega and my life with Ivo and our children, and I believe what I'm to do right now is what seems really unbelievable to me. But I believe I'm to retrieve as many of these memories as I can and eschew all my memories of being an earthling. It's like I'm replacing myself.
I know I like music. On earth I've loved rock 'n' roll but now Ivo has me at the point where I realize: “That's not me.” I know I like going to the beach and we do that on Elteron and on Ivo's ship. I know I have a weight problem but Ivo tells me, “That's not me.” I am in the process of dIvorcing myself from everything I've learned that creates “me” because it doesn't. If you don't think that's difficult, guess again. It is difficult. I'm going back to my Vegan mentality. That way I can embody more of Tiannia's consciousness (my consciousness) and this will facilitate my moving back onto the ships because as I said it, “She's the space person, I'm not.” I feel very much anchored to earth and it's this I have to let go of in order to be prepared to go on board the ships. Having a strong mind can work against you as well, y'know.
It's almost like I have to change the content of my thought patterns every day. Instead of thinking how Sharon thinks about food, embrace the way Tiannia thinks about food. What would Tiannia eat? Right now she's not eating because she's in stasis so I get to do the job for her. LOL But I guess the problem is the more I hold on to my own idea of life, the more I fight the movement of this higher consciousness into my lower mind. So I have to keep letting go and keep letting go. What would Tiannia do? What would Tiannia listen to? (I found harp music as soon as I asked that question, by the way and it's beautiful. Yes, I remember that harps fascinated me when I was a kid.) What would Tiannia want? I've seen some of the things she wears and not only can't you find them on earth I'm not sure I would wear them. Balloon pants with slits up the side of the lower leg? Peach coloured? Hmm.
Everything I ever clung on to in life here on earth I have to release. Rock 'n' roll and all the debauchery that goes along with it. That's not me. I didn't live the lifestyle, really, just liked the music but what kind of music did Tiannia play or listen to?
See, the other thing I figure will happen is by releasing this lower consciousness and replacing it with hers, I will get her gifts. I think her brain has more capacity than mine does, or maybe I'm wrong. Mine has just been idling all these years but as my DNA comes back on line, then I can retrieve more of her.
I'm just pragmatic enough to find this a very interesting experiment, to be honest. Becoming your true self. Ivo is banking on my being able to do it because he wants me back. He tells me about the consistencies between being in that body and being in my body and there are consistencies: I do like music but they don't listen to Black Sabbath on Elteron. She's never heard it and probably wouldn't like it. I like all kinds of music, really including classical music but we'll see where I go with this.
I don't know if you all will have to make this jump but I'm just telling you in case you think you may have to. I'll call it “switching consciousnesses to another body,” and I've been doing it all my life, really as I continue to wake up. I retrieve more of who Tiannia was and replace who Sharon thinks she is.
By the way, for some reason I feel compelled to say this. Ivo doesn't like me calling me Sharon although I like the name. My real name adds up to 144 and that's by design.
Yes, I think this is a three-pronged process. There is overlap but the first part is your childhood where you're inundated with being (mis)taught about earth and how to live here after your akashic memories are wiped out. Then the second part is consciously rejecting it and overcoming what you learned and the third part is retrieving who you were as an extraterrestrial. This is the path of retrieving your extraterrestrial consciousness and I'm on it. Have been all my life. And yes, as you anchor more of your ET self, you anchor more Light for the planet as well.
I'm seeing donations on our give-send-go. Thank you very much. As I create my own print shop to print our books on hemp paper, I'm running into some expenses. Anyone have a second hand table top book binding (gluing) machine and a precision electric paper chopper they need to sell off? LOL Seriously. But I'm determined. I'm going to create the print shop. I have all the experience I need with book layout already. I studied that in college. I went to the local printer and printing covers isn't even that expensive. I can design the covers, they've already been done for our e-books and for the two paperback books we sell on Amazon.
I'm always looking for translators who are willing to translate my books for a nominal price. Perhaps even percentage of sales would work for you. One sweet lady is translating my books into German out of the goodness of her heart. That's another dream I have – to print in other languages. Another man is interested in translating into Portuguese.
It's always been a dream of mine to have either a bookstore or be a book producer and now I get to do that – but I never dreamed they'd be my own books!! So again, I'm living my dream and it feels great to finally have that meaning in my life. I'm going to say to you – let your mind go – daydream for a while. What do you want to do because you're telling yourself something. I was. I would dream of printing books, packing them up and shipping them in a crazy busy bookstore! And guess what? That's exactly where I'm going. Who's to say that people in the galaxy won't be interested in our books, folks? Who's to say that in 5D we're going to have to live like we have here on earth – with no ET contact. Already in the book I'm channeling with the Mercurians, interest has been expressed in our hair styling, our artwork and our clothing by various people I've spoken to. It used to be that the world was our oyster – who's to say that the galaxy won't be now? You're looking for income in 5D? Well, there you go. They're very interested in our creativity and flexibility. I could use some chunks of Altherean hybrid crystal emeralds for a few books, couldn't you? Open your minds, folks. Look and see what's coming.... you have a lot to offer the galaxy! Are you an artist? Do you paint? They love our artwork.
All this equipment, of course will stay in my current apartment when I go on board Ivo's ship this year and then will be moved to 5D to our home where we'll continue to print books and I'll continue to channel them. Even though you'll be able to see many people, even St Germain and Yeshua, on our TV station, I'll still need to channel for various reasons although not as much as I am now.
As for books, remember that smashwords has 3 free titles on this month of July and all other e-books are heavily discounted. I see many of you are taking advantage of this sale and that's great. E-books are also available on our website at a discounted price and you get a pdf copy. Payable through paypal.
That was the service announcement. LOL Now on with the channeling “shorts”.
Me: Personally I'd like to see some of those phallic monoliths get blown away like the one that's in front of the Vatican. If nothing more, these monoliths/obelisks are part of the NAA power system - they emit energies that are coming from inside the earth. They're tapping earth's power grid with them and then reversing their polarity. I'd like to see the GFL take a few of them out. Although I know them - everything they do has meaning. It's never random and they too are probably working on a numerological system of dates. So what was July 6?
Ivo: Indeed, my love, this is the power grid. Many of the Tartarian truthers are on to the truth now as they discover that cathedrals often have water running underneath them as they used to be used to produce hydro electric power. And you are correct with your opinion of the phallic obelisks – many of them, not all, some are dummies, but many of them are like radio broadcasters, broadcasting energies out to the public. What better way to capture the public's opinion by mind controlling them before they go to see the pope.
Put nothing beyond them. Earth is a free will planet and the dark forces have had free will here as well. This allows them to do anything they can conceive of and they have. They are diabolical. They are the anti-Christ.
Me: Ever notice that, folks? You go on youtube and you see one animal video that looks interesting so you watch it. You think it's cute and god forbid, you like it. Well, then the cacophony of dark video's comes raining down on you. One minute you're looking at cute little puppies and the next you're seeing dogs viciously fighting each other, tearing each other apart, and then video choices about rhinoceroses following lions down a river, about to attack them. Then there's the python that sneaks up on a cat. Then there's the seal that has to jump onto a tourist boat to get away from being eaten by orcas. Then there's the story of the person who had to fight a great white shark for his life.
Really? Why do you even watch video's anymore if you can't just find some nice content to watch. Is this what passes for entertainment anymore? Watching animals struggle to survive and then being viciously eaten? Where are all the nice things, things that aren't on there to raise your blood pressure and make you feel unsafe in this world? Where are they? Yes, you watch Sharon and Ivo and it's never our intent to scare you. Never.
Earthlings are obsessed with death. Why don't we become obsessed with life instead?
Ivo: You are focused on it. So many of you are focused on those who suffered a horrible death or those who escaped a horrible death. This is your fear of dying. If you fear dying then you fear living as well. Why? Because you will always be looking over your shoulder waiting for the next accident to happen, the next horrible thing to happen to you and you'll be obsessed with video's about people who have suffered horrible fates.
Sharon watches video's that show the amazing capabilities of so many earthlings. She prefers to watch video's of music and dancing, some of foods she could prepare, and she also enjoys home remodelling video's because she is preparing to create our home for us in the fifth dimension. She enjoys watching anything to do with flying and yes, this is because she can captain our craft and she understands that her home is in a flying machine – a spaceship. That is her true home although she was not born there.
Me: I think there's a message that's being sent and the people who created it got the message and are simply sending it on without realizing it. That message is, “Life is scary. You could die anytime and you should be worried.”
Ivo: It is a good point to make, my love, that those people interested in raising consciousness now should not concern themselves with video's by people who are still unconscious. Being conscious is a question of choosing what you watch because it aligns with your vibration. So for this reason, you do not watch these violent video's.
Me: This is Archangel Michael's message on his Sunday Angelic Warrior group. Yes, Sharon is reminding me: To criticize another is to express your own fear. When you see another person driving poorly, you know you have a fear of being in an accident. When you criticize another for making a blunder, you know you have a fear of looking the fool and being judged. When you criticize another for their unhealthy body you know you have a fear of losing health yourself. This is an easy way to determine your fears and an easy way to understand yourself better. Life is a mirror and what you fear in yourself you criticize others for.
I love this because I never saw it that way. But he's right. The fear based person is too afraid to look at themselves, but never afraid to point out fault in others. I get people leaving comments on my rumble account to this effect and I just ignore them.
Speaking of looking at yourself, I did a video recently with El Morya where we talked about having control of the mind. He laughed as I sat there trying to do this and that, handling too many jobs as I tried to multi-task my morning. I've also been having a lot of stomach trouble lately and I decided to give up my morning cup of coffee – my one little perk in the morning I loved so much – and lo and behold I lost the spaghetti brain. The coffee was making me hyper. It made me stumble all over myself and screw up what I was doing then try to go back and correct the mistake. Without the coffee, I do one thing after the next and I do it calmly.
I'm going to propose to you guys that we're eating and drinking 3D foods. As our bodies undergo ascension these foods aren't any good for us anymore. Although we may enjoy the taste of them, the effect they create within our bodies and our minds doesn't help us at all.
I've found a low acid coffee substitute so I'll see if that's any good.
Another thing I want to flag up to you is a short video I found on the Rosicrucian teachings. For you guys who are on the spiritual path you might enjoy this. I would love to delve deeper into their teachings and I had found a book by Joseph Weed that talks about some of their practises, however now I have the ebook and it seems to be entirely different from what I remember the paperback to be like. I still have the paperback but of course it's packed and difficult to find right now.
One of the things that was said in the e-book I'm reading is it talks about thought forms (or some people call them elementals). One day you go off your diet and you decide to have cheesecake. You are producing thought forms when you do this. What these thought forms do is they continue to stick around you and influence your future behaviour. So you're more inclined to eat cheesecake again despite the fact you might not want to. So now I've finally found the answer to why people do affirmations: You do them because you're implanting positive thought forms in your “thought form library” let's call it that, and you're creating a future for yourself where you actually indulge your best interests not your worst ones. That's why people do affirmations. I've never made a point of doing them but now with this explanation I can see why they would have merit.
The last couple years I've lost 40 pounds and I'd like to lose some more because I find I feel better at a lower weight. So now I'm affirming eating better food every day and I may even try some visualization as well. With visualization you're using the power of your mind to create thought forms but also to create your future.
Ivo: There is more to this book, my love, if you would finish it. It talks of the many ways to empower the mind and to limit suffering caused by an untrained mind.
Me: Okay, I'll finish it. It's called, by the way, “Wisdom of the Mystic Masters,” and it's in ebook format as well. I see Mr Weed has different books out as well but they seem to be hardcovers. Oh! Hard cover is $30. Paperback is $110.00 U.S. I don't think so! Interesting. I see he's got one on Secrets of Self Healing and it's $12.00 Canadian, definitely more affordable, and he talks about instantaneous self healing. I did this once. I had a bad case of vertigo from a chiropractor who was manipulating those funny frankenstein bones under the skull on me and he tried to straighten them out. When he did, I started having dizzy spells. They went on for days and I finally decided to do something about them. I lay down and meditated on my inner ear and sent energy in there and the dizziness was gone. Mr Weed talks about this same type of method: sending white light to the parts that are hurt or sick.
Funny Frankenstein bones seem to be the C1 or the Atlas – first cervical vertebrae as far as I can tell. I don't see a chiropractor anymore because I figured out the reason my vertebrae were out of alignment was because of muscle tension. So I stopped working and much of the tension went away. I work on staying relaxed and voila, no back problem.
Rosicrucian video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IM9KcbUUpXs
Rebuttal on Comments I've seen on Ashtar Sheran's video about the Georgia Guidestones.
Just was pointed out an article that was directed at my Ashtar channeling by Before Its News. Looks like Before is a bit Behind in his understanding of what's going on. Let me correct him.
Ashtar said fake stories were made up about the guidestones, including the person who was seen running away from them. THEY DO THIS ALL THE TIME. All the time, folks. But of course, this was ignored in his article. How convenient! If you're watching the mainstream news and believe that over a channeler, then you're one of them, not one of us. There is obvious infiltration in the Light movement by darkness and you have to watch out that you don't let one of these people lie to you. Learn to be discerning, folks. Energy speaks volumes.
Yes, not all channelers are channeling the light. However I have an implant that only connects with people of the Light. The other thing, and I have taught you guys this: I know how to spot a liar. It's easy! Even when you don't see them face to face you can tell when someone is lying to you. Ashtar is no liar. I'm speaking to the real deal.
Apparently Before has missed out on the two books I channeled with Ashtar Sheran: Your Future on Eden and The Storm, which is not available on Amazon because I don't want my accounted suspended.
And yes, that's another thing: Ashtar is the most replicated being by the reptilian forces who are waiting to take your telepathic call. They want to use his celebrity and authority to lie to the members of the Light movement on earth.
And as for the veracity of channelers, my authenticity is being confirmed to you by the Deep state itself:
- After years of continuous trolling, I had a thousand followers taken from me in one day by Facebook
- I've been kicked off of twitter, my account closed down
- They've closed my Vimeo account with no warning or explanation
- They've been into my yahoo mail accounts, resetting settings so your emails go into the garbage. I check my trash and spam folders daily.
- They intercepted my emails and made sure my printer didn't get them
- I recently was threatened with a 3 month suspension on Youtube but the Alliance re-instated my account
- I've seen government vehicles parked outside my home
- I've been hit with DEWs which created a terrible bout of dizziness
- I've seen flashlights shining into my window at 4 a.m. and was told it was men in black visiting
- I've seen triangular craft flying over my home
- I get reptilians hissing at me at night time. I can't see them but I can smell and hear them!
- Archons visit constantly to target my implant and change its settings. I have a strong team with Archangel Michael on call at any time to ensure that it's not touched and that I wake up able to channel another day
- I've seen reptilian craft one night when Ivo was attempting to land and to pick me up.
- I have seen constant attempts to discredit me by either low vibrationals or by professional shills – it doesn't matter, I won't be stopped. They've only made me more stronger and more determined to keep telling the truth. I work at this every day with few breaks because it's important to me and to many others who use me to channel their message through to you.
If all this effort is being made to stop me, then it doesn't make sense to say my messages are baloney, does it? Not if you're working for our side, it doesn't.
Your insistence that the Universal Law of Non-interference be adhered to by the Light is correct. They're not interfering directly with our lives. They always require our permission to work with us, even as starseeds of their own origins. However, they ARE battling dark forces of evil who have stolen this planet and made us their slaves, and in doing this they are allowed to do whatever they feel necessary to remove them from it. If you feel you have the authority to tell them to back off, then you must believe you're greater than God. There are three parties involved here: one party they won't interfere with and that's us, and the other party they're contracted to stomp out for good, that's the evil dark ones running the place.
If you feel that their rescuing people from DUMBs who know no other life but misery and torture, and rescuing children who have been made pedo slaves on planets all over this galaxy shouldn't be done because of laws of non-interference, then I feel sorry for you. In fact they work with us here on the planet, and by having us work with them, they then get the green light to continue their rescue efforts. This means they're not interfering in our free will, they are working with it.
If you believe that the Georgia Guidestones were “just a monument” and that shooting at a monument was no more than just target practise for them, then maybe you're a bit too attached to this monument. What they were shooting at at least is the concept behind the monument – the new world order annihilation of the population of earth, but I suspect it's been put there like many of their monuments – as a connection to the energy system of earth.
If you haven't been reading the news much lately than I'd say you'd better have a look at Georgia again. What happens there with regards to the last election will be revealing. It seems to be key in the entire process of gaining fair elections again. Why do you think Georgia is of such interest to the GFL?
By the way, thanks Before. Because of articles like yours, my video has jumped in views. You don't seem to understand the effect that controversy has in this world. The more you dispute my work, the more popular you make my videos.
Every time I get push back on anything I channel, by the way, I always find it's because the critic doesn't understand everything I've learned working with the Light forces. If they knew everything I knew, they'd understand and wouldn't have reason to criticize.
Archangel Michael said in his channeling of Sunday, July 17th that those who criticize do so because they're showing their fears. Are you one of them and do you have a fear of the GFL collapsing the matrix because it's looking that way.
This is a time where everything that's false in your life will be revealed to you.
I'm going through that now. It's very difficult.
The lies will be exposed. I was afraid of being broken into or my car being broken into. Didn't happen although someone tried. I thought I would lose my youtube account, that didn't happen either, it was reinstated. I lost a bunch of friends because they made it clear to me what their limits were. Everybody's intentions in this ascension experience become obvious. You either keep lying to yourself or you adjust to the truth and go forward.
All the lies you made yourself get through life with, the lies that you comforted yourself in believing – all gone. However the lies you scared yourself into believing – they're all gone as well. And you find new strength. When the next set of mandates come out, guess who'll be flying in the face of all of them. I expect I won't be alone, but that's beside the point. Even if I was, I'd do it.
I feel a lot safer but I'm walking my path alone because I'm the only person strong enough to live my life. Thankfully I have Ayevo as a support. He has walked every minute of my horrendous life with me and he's always been there with higher guidance and love. His insistence in telling me, “You're not one of them,” is starting to ring true in my mind. How alien I actually am is still becoming clearer to me. I realized recently that I am the logos of the Vegan people, perhaps that's why so many pair of eyes were seen in the sunshine selfies I did to reveal my energy field. I'm here because my people want me to be here, and it's them I'm a part of, not earth.
I believe I chose “rejection” and “abandonment” as life themes for this lifetime, and I've faced them with courage. I still am. I've lived an unloving life where nobody could ever be there for me in any meaningful way except Ayevo.
Life is a funny thing. And soon you're going to see all the jokes that you've been playing on yourself. If your life is anything like mine is. What once was comforting and secure for you now reveals its lies. Maybe it's like going through a dAyevorce, I could see that being something as horrifying.
I'm being prepared to go on board ship. I still had some baggage to unload – lifelong lies I'd been telling myself. They were keeping my vibe down.
Fact is, you're as safe as you want to be. You're as wealthy as you want to be. You're have as many friends as you need to get through life. Apparently I don't need any, not from earth anyway.
However the Matrix hasn't stopped sending me its earthly substitutes. Men posturing to try to get into my life as love relationships when they are a thinly disguised trick by the dark. Really? Does the matrix really think that I'll fall for one of these men when I can see right through them, when I realize I have my perfect man just waiting for me. The matrix will do anything it can to keep twin flames apart, but sending me stalkers and people with degrees doesn't impress me enough to fall for its tricks.
In this lifetime, sometimes my best friends have been the cops. Seriously.
What I've ended up with is alone and I don't fear it. What I believe has been happening is I've gone through a process of releasing everything on earth in order to ascend from it – and my ascension process just happens to be via going through a mothership and meeting my true family.
And that's the thing, starseeds, you may have to go through this yourself, I don't know. I've learned who is true for me and who isn't. I've learned what my true reality is and what isn't. This is all a lie, a lie I was born into in order to try to change.
Ayevo has me sit at night and meditate on retrieving my memories of my life as Tiannia with him. Why? Because those are my real memories. I refuse to look back on periods of my earth life unless they are there to teach me something I need to know now, but the people in my life are the ones who are teaching me now to be honest, I don't really have to go back to the past.
I hope you don't have to go through this, but I expect everyone will. It's like having your comfy blanket stripped off of you and you're sitting there naked exposed to everything and shivering. And then when you find that nobody is there for you, it's cold comfort indeed. The truth is the truth, it doesn't lie to you. It can't.
You learn everything has been a lie: friendships, family, all your problems – also lies. The only true thing is love and how much you love yourself and others at this time is all that counts.
This ascension event is where life changes for everyone, folks. Everyone. It's about the truth versus the lies: which do you want to live by? Keep lying to yourself and you'll be made to see in perhaps an unpleasant way, that it's a lie.
The DS will show you. They told you they would always keep you fed, now they're destroying the food systems across America. They told you they would always keep you warm and healthy, well we know about health threats they've unleashed upon us. They told you they would govern you with your best interests at heart. Cough, cough. That's a doozie. They told you they would support you and your family if you stayed in the system and worked. Now we see people losing their homes and becoming homeless, their families as well.
As we move closer to the truth which is on the organic timelines, we strip off the lies and become vulnerable. In this vulnerability is strength, the strength of the soul. Because the soul is vulnerable.
It's all a lie. Everything was. None of it was real. It created fear within you because you sensed it wasn't real but you had to live here anyway. There was nowhere else to go. So you had to make do.
Now it's all being stripped off and it leaves the truth within you exposed to go forward.
I think that people have to understand the difference between not understanding you and attacking you. I consider criticism as an attempt to bring me down. It is their problem but they're trying to make it mine. My mother used to shame download on me all the time by criticizing me and it worked. I sucked it all up. I don't like critics. I have to practise a lot of forgiveness whenever they're around.
Assertive people who don't understand just ask for clarification. There are ways to say things that don't bring about defensiveness in other people and ways to say it that will bring out their ire. Let's face it. A lot of people are sick of others' ego's, not just me.
Unfortunately so many people are afraid of appearing vulnerable, so they won't just ask for clarification or don't know how to, they'll start attacking instead. That will automatically put another person on the defensive.
I always say, “You catch more bears with honey.” That means in communication you are assertive and non-judgmental. Come across as a critic and you'll get the bees, not the honey.
If you're messaging me and your message insinuates that I've made a mistake rather than you don't understand, you're starting off on the wrong foot! You're focusing on my mistake rather than your misunderstanding is indicative you're in the power over others system and I should be wary around you. Yes. I can tell just by that little thing. You're a blamer/shamer instead of a cooperator. That's what your statement will indicate to me. The language you use speaks volumes and indicates your perception of the situation.
“I always believed such and such was the truth.” When I have stated otherwise, you're implying either you're implying I'm a liar or you're stating, in not so many words, that you want me clarify for you what I meant. I'm a channeler but I don't read minds. If you're not clear about what you want from me, and you can't say it in such a way that I don't feel attacked, then I either have to do double time trying to get on a level where both of us can work together or I'll just leave you standing there to figure it for yourself.
You can say, “I don't understand,” but I'll probably leave you to your guides' discretion.
You can say, “I need clarification on this message....” and I might answer. A lot of times I don't see your comments. Sometimes I think they're obscured by the forum we're on.
I can see this is something that I have to look at. I can see that it fits in with Ivo's upcoming message of “Being Harmless.” St Germain said that we must learn to see all as perfect, whether we agree with them or not. So this is me making some strides in my vibrational frequency. I was looking for the opportunity.
When you say, “I think this is wrong,” that gets a person's back up. The next comment you'll receive back will be a counter-attack or maybe the one afterwards but you've probably already got the attention of their ego. Perhaps if they're vibrating higher they will be able to ignore their ego's message that you're challenging their intelligence and ask you what you disagree with.
When you say, “I don't agree with this,” that's not so bad. You're implying you want to reach an agreement or an understanding with them.
“I don't understand. Can we discuss this?” or “Can you explain this to me?”
When you say, “Can I make a comment about this? I'm not entirely in agreement with what's been written and I want some clarification.” A lot better.
State your intentions clearly. If they don't align with, “I want to learn,” then that will come through in your message. Don't give people the opportunity to misunderstand you, including me.
I take a lot of bumps and bruises trying to communicate with you. It is annoying at times, but I persevere in the hopes that I can get you to understand.
Nobody at Implant Communications is going to take shots at you for admitting you don't know or you need more information.
Many of us have been abused and arguably this whole system is abusive! So let's start taking others' feelings into consideration when we speak to them.
Thank you for posting this meme, Annabelle. Seeing this posted this way tells me there's more I can do to help others while what they're saying triggers my old stuff. When I keep focused on being of service and being forgiving, I can find a way through it.
I will not deal with people who come right out and call me names and insult me. I've had that as well. Completely ignorant behaviour with no intention of wanting to learn, I just block these people.
On another learning curve again, but it's a good one.
Ivo: It has to do with creating connection, my love. St Germain was correct in stating that you live in a system of fault finding, where you find fault in yourself and attempt to compensate for it, or find fault in others and attack them for it.
When you speak to a stranger in a specific way that allows you to circumvent their programming, because this is what it is, it is Matrix programming that they are suffering from, you allow them as well to be vulnerable and to escape their matrix programming.
The typical human in the galaxy is vulnerable and has no problem because we do not live in duality. You, on the other hand, live in duality where your character can be assassinated for even the smallest of supposed flaws or infractions, and many of you as lightworkers are no stranger to this.
Ivo: So, you are sensitized to the power over others system and how it works. You learned it very easily, my love.
Me: But I like this stuff – human nature, etc.
Ivo: Yes, you like to discuss philosophies at home.
It is a question of developing speech patterns that do not trigger off your ego as well as the other person's. And what Sharon has suggested is a good start – attempting to create connection with your words rather than disconnection.
Also as Sharon has stated, she works very hard to understand that you are using communications programming of the matrix but may not be the type of person who will attack her if you feel it is necessary and yes, this is the arrogance and stupidity of the system you live in – that one must be attacked for being stupid.
I will remind her as I will all others that utilizing patience, understanding and kindness go a long way in dealing with others who have not yet transitioned completely to the Self Mastery or Power Over Self system. Their language may in fact not indicate their intention.
Me: But it may still indicate their behavior patterns.
Ivo: Yes, but you take chances with the people you speak to all the time, in trying to help them you experience the triggers of the matrix system in their words. You understand what it is the Matrix is attempting to get you to feel when you hear their words because your parents taught you.
Ivo: So you are holding your vibration up with understanding, patience and kindness. It is not a defense, it is its own reward.
Me: Meanwhile my ego is going, “They're saying I'm flawed!” in the background.
Ivo: Perhaps utilize St Germain's suggestion and tell you you do not believe it.
Me: Good idea. When the Matrix mind speaks to you, tell you you don't believe it.
Ivo: You require a nap, my love. You missed your meditation today.
Me; I'll do it. After the nap. Thank you Ivo.
Ivo: Very well, we will speak during your nap.
Where is my Higher Self? How Come I Can't Talk to ETs?
I'm going to try again to get the message through to you. Maybe this piece written by Cyndi Dale will help to convince you to start looking at yourself, and to stop blaming others.
Want to connect with your soul, your higher self? Well, here's what happened to it. That's why Ivo and I stress doing your shadow work - YOUR CONNECTION TO YOUR HIGHER SELF IS IN YOUR SHADOW, WHICH YOU STILL IGNORE TO THIS DAY IN FAVOUR OF INTELLECT AND EGOTISM. DO YOUR SHADOW WORK.
Most of us coped with our childhood difficulties by stunting, stuffing, ignoring, or hiding our invisible self-the self that:
• is sensitive;
• is vulnerable;
• wants to be loved and nourished;
• instinctively loves other people and wants to nourish them;
• understands animals, plants, and nature;
• is connected to the Divine Source (a highest power or divinity as you understand stand it), spirits, and the universe;
• knows the invisible language of the inner soul, of nature, and of the Divine Source; and
• is intuitive, can see pictures, hear voices, feel feelings, and know things at the deepest level of truth.
Cyndi Dale. The Complete Book of Chakra Healing: Activate the Transformative Power of Your Energy Centers (Kindle Locations 178-180). Kindle Edition.
How many times did you hear, “You're too sensitive!” I did lots of times. My family could not deal with my reaction to what they were doing. They thought it was better for me to be more like they were. As if. I was told all the time, “You're too sensitive!” because I would break out crying at what was going on in the family. My family's reaction is not only typical egotism, “Stop being yourself!” it is also mind control programming. People are mind controlled to teach sensitive children that they are fragile and going to break. They teach them to toughen up. I was living in such a macho family.
I had my father pull my face up to his face and tell me to smile, instead of crying. I wish I'd spat in his face but I didn't dare.
All of these things split off your soul.
Then there was, “You're crazy.” When you say things that do not fall in line with their controlling narrative, you are told you are nuts. This splits you off from the part of you that is truth oriented – your soul.
I used to hunt for scraps of love when I was a kid. I knew this was a very unloving place. When my teacher smiled at me, it made my day. When she praised me for a high mark or a good drawing, I was over the moon. There was no such praise at home, only when there were people around to impress with their normalcy, which was just an act.
I did instinctively love my father because he was my father but my father never touched me after I was a lap baby. He used to blow smoke rings from his pipe and I'd try to catch them, but I have no memory of ever letting him touch me after about 2 years old. This is probably because he would spank me and I tried to stay away from his hands.
There was no outward expression of love in our family. I was ridiculed for sitting on my mother's lap until I was 7, so I had to stop that. Anything they ridiculed me for, I stopped because I wanted to stop the ridicule. I had to go to a hairdresser because my father would ridicule my mother's haircuts and they were pretty stupid looking. I ended up getting better haircuts and something a little more in style too. I believe that this is where I got the idea when I was dating that I could make men be attracted to me or not by gaining or losing weight. I learned I was in control of other people's behaviour and I wasn't.
My parents didn't speak like normal people. The only way they spoke was by screaming and in anger. Ridiculing others, especially me and my older brother who is autistic, was normal. Calling people crazy, stupid, fat, ugly, also normal. It was a hateful place to grow up, and of course, the end result is you learn to hate yourself. So you have to turn it around. There is no other way. You have to face yourself.
Living with them was a nightmare. And I know some of you went through this now. If you try to tell your family that you can see things they can't, they'll tell you you're crazy. Why? Because their ego is telling them that they're the best there is, nobody is better or nobody can do anything better than they can and they know everything so if you come up with something new they'll tell you you don't know what you're talking about. This is gaslighting.
I was the one who always was with the dog and I could feel her love for me. My shame was so bad when I was about 10 years old that I thought my family should put my plate by the dog's bowl so I could eat like she was. I thought I was so low and not good enough to sit at the table with the humans.
If there was anything I was ever ridiculed for, I stopped it immediately, or if it was a toy, I distanced myself from the toy and tried to act like the toy was not good enough for me anymore. I also distanced myself from the person who ridiculed me. The only thing I couldn't stop was itching mosquito bites. I ended up with scabs on my body all the time, which I realize now is a mild form of self mutilation. You don't do this when you are your soul. You do this when you have developed an ego that hates itself because they hate you. Seriously, let's call a spade a spade. It's not that they liked the way I was. They only wanted me to change. I never got my parents' approval on anything. When I got good marks, it wasn't even noticed. When my brother got good marks my parents acted like a miracle had happened. He was so depressed, it probably was a miracle.
This is what this teaches you. It does not acclimate your children to life on earth. It makes them dysfunctional. What acclimates them is allowing their soul to shine front and foremost and if they need to, to learn to be forgiving. That way if people tell them they're a sissy that they can deal with it in the way the soul would.
When I was in grade school there was a retarded girl named Judith, and the nasty kids taunted her mercilessly. I learned there that you didn't want to be different. I was taller than even many of the boys then because I'm Dutch, and I learned to hate myself and my height because it made me different. I was very quiet and didn't say anything and that was to protect myself. I did that at school and at home. This is the way that starseeds and especially abused starseeds learn to deal with their vulnerability: they don't reveal it. They try to be as impervious to others' comments as they can, because other people's comments hurt the soul. So they just be quiet and become introverted. But they learn to hate themselves because they know they're different and they try so hard to fit in that they ignore their soul and split it off.
Every report card I got commented on how shy and quiet I was. You bet. I was already introverted and I wasn't going to start revealing the truth of how awful I thought I was to the world.
When I was 12, I started swearing. I was told women shouldn't swear but I did it anyway. By the time I was 14 or 15, I was already into metal rock because I was so angry, its low vibration appealed to me. I started smoking at 16, which is another thing that you can do to repress your emotions, drinking at 16 which I used to augment enjoyment as well as sugary foods. I copped an attitude at home and provoked my father into rages. I did everything they tried to stop me from doing. I was a rebellious teenager with a friend who was game to anything I wanted to do. I just never did street drugs. I don't know why but I stayed away from them. Otherwise if I wasn't supposed to do it, I tried it just to get back at my parents and show them what a bad job they did parenting me.
I stopped trying. I didn't do anything new because I knew if I did they'd notice and I'd be ridiculed for it. I had one hobby: reading. I used to go for long walks as well. I never asked my father for anything because I knew what he'd say. Only once I remember asking him to help me fix my portrait of Elton John for school. I couldn't draw hands and noses very well and I needed to finish my homework. I mustered up the courage to do it because I knew the portrait was good. He was civilized for once because this was art, something he wanted to encourage in his children. I could figure out how to kiss his ass too, but I never made a point of it if I could just get away from having anything to do with him. Generally, anything I tried was just an opportunity for more rejection, criticism and ridicule, so I stopped trying. I didn't do anything and tried to endure living with them by being by myself.
At 14 I had a crush on this guy at school. I told my friends that he wasn't at school that day because he'd broken his leg. I said tomorrow he would be back and then I would carry his books. They all laughed. Took it in good fun. The next day he was back to school with a cast on his leg. I walked into the stairwell to see him trying to balance his books and two crutches, so I said, “Here let me take those,” and I walked down the steps with him.
At 16, I got my driver's license and the matrix tried to kill me three weeks later. It's the first time I ever remember hearing Ivo and he probably saved me from a lot of injury. We only had lap belts then, not shoulder straps or air bags. Did I ever tell anyone that I heard voices talking to me? Hell, no! I kept it to myself. And that's how I became so introverted and super protective of myself. My father was more concerned about the car than he was about me. Being concerned for the children was my mother's job.
At 16, my father tried to strangle me. I dug my long nails into his arm and drew blood. He let go. I had to apologize to him for hurting him. What I've found out years later is that the victimizer will try to switch positions on the triangle and become the victim, and he did this, knowing I would fight him. So he got to play the victim for a change, a coveted position I always seemed to be acting out, like I even wanted to.
At 18, my father repaired my tire but didn't tighten the lug nuts up enough and the wheel almost came off. I learned to stop asking him for any help and went to my brother, who at least wasn't trying to kill me. The man was a certified psycho who my mother enabled. She wanted his money and she had amassed quite a bit of it by the time she needed it. That was what all the suffering was for – so my mother could have enough to live off of and move into an old folks' home.
At 16, I started working and the first thing I started to buy was stuff for my own apartment. I squirreled it away in my brother's and sister's homes until such time I moved out at 19. The day I moved out I told my father to eff off.
That's where your soul is, folks. In everything you repressed trying to adjust to your parents' and life's expectations of you. Maybe your childhood wasn't a matter of survival like mine was, but I guarantee you look back to every time you disagreed with your parents, or worse, that they disapproved of you. You adjusted your behaviour to suit them, I guarantee you.
When I was 30, I left town and moved to Europe, then came back to Toronto. When I was 40, I walked away from them. I never saw my father again and my mother only a few times. They made clear it was our way or the highway, so I took the highway.
After all of this, they had the gall to ask me once which one of them was my favourite parent. My answer probably surprised them but I told them, “Neither of you is.”
When a starseed is a being of love living in a loveless family like mine, having to learn survival – that life is a combat zone that you have to adjust to, it creates a lot of trauma. I started to work through it at 40. There was some times of decompression for me in my 30's because I started to realize that working in an office there were some nice people, even genuine people, and I started to realize that the war zone my parents thought life was was a figment of their imagination. I slowly started to change. One thing I had to learn was trust, but then I only trusted people at surface level. Even in my 12 step groups, how could I tell people I was a psychic because the whole room would've cleared. They didn't trust people either and had gone through similar experiences to mine.
I couldn't reveal the entirety of who I was. Now I can, finally but I'm very careful who I deal with now. I know there are haters who hit my website so they can call Ivo the devil's spawn, and who call me a false prophet, and I expect that it's not going to get any better when the TV station starts up, but I don't make myself available to the public. That's how I protect my vulnerability. I still get triggered and I use every situation to become more whole again. However, it can still be overwhelming, and that's what you have to prevent from happening to you. That's the only way, otherwise everything I went through was for nothing. I do my shadow work.
There are still parts of my childhood I don't remember. I have lost years between about 7 to 10 years old. My sister had filled me in on some of it but I don't spend time looking back to that point in my life unless there is a purpose in doing so, and that purpose is to understand the entirety of what's going on on this planet, and to encourage others to face their stuff. Yes, it hurts but it feels a lot better being whole. And that's where your multi-dimensional abilities lie – in your wholeness, not in your brokenness. Don't think the dark ones don't know that. They very much do. That's why society is as abusive as it is.
What I'd realized is that my inner voice mimicked my parents' abuse of me and this voice had to be silenced, especially the inner critic because all I was doing was continuing to abuse myself where my parents had left off. Of course, you become critical of yourself when you find that you're not good enough for your parents, and I had a very loud voice inside my head pointing out all my flaws. I just started by telling it to shut up. Now I don't hear it as often but when I do I realize I have to get my vibe up. The other thing I've realized is I had a habit of denying that anything happened that might have been part of the unacceptable parts of myself (which went into my shadow self, including my soul) and in not acknowledging them, I further repressed them as well. Ivo's attempts to speak to me earlier in my lifetime were met with this denial and what was typical was that beside the incident itself, there was no further action taken on it. That's what I did with my shadow: Ignored it when it wanted my attention. I was good at learning to ignore parts of myself that weren't socially acceptable. If you're doing that, you need to stop it.
The other patterns that have come out of this is a focus on only physical needs and a tendency to ignore emotional and spiritual needs. If your soul is in the shadow still then you will ignore your emotional needs because they link you to soul. You become focused on intellectualism. It's like you begin to manage your needs. They're largely physical needs you focus on, maybe intellectual needs like a book to read, but your emotional needs go unmet because they link you to your spiritual needs and you're trying to keep your spiritual side repressed because it's too woo woo for some people. You won't fit in that way. Well, you have to have the kahuna's to be different or live an inside life inside your home and an outside life, that may be a workable compromise.
The other thing you have to learn to do is embrace your vulnerability and take risks. Put yourself in a vulnerable situation and learn to trust your soul again. Because you were taught your soul is bad if you went through anything similar to what I did. It makes you see things that aren't real and that's not good. You have to fit in. You were taught to reject it because other people didn't like your soul's reaction to them.
In the type of situation I was in, that of the dark mother and tyrannical father – which is standard mind control – you learn to look after your physical needs, your emotional needs are reviled, and your spiritual needs are outright denied. Many of you still do this to yourselves. For example, you go shopping, looking after your physical needs, and you earn money, again, physical. Emotionally you allow yourself to be in unloving relationships that do not meet your true need of being loved but also of being allowed to love someone back. You stay with people who abuse you. And spiritually when any attempt is made on the part of your guides to get your attention, you deny it. You say, “That didn't happen,” or “That was my imagination,” because that's how you've been taught to see it. “I didn't just see that.” “I'm making this up.” “Yeah, these things don't happen to me, they only happen to freaks. Some people are just strange, but I'm not.” That's your doorway to your soul, yet you keep it closed up because you've learned it's bad. It's not bad. It's necessary. And you're using denial to ignore it. And then you go watch supernatural shows on TV. Go figure.
My neighbours do that. They watch all those shows about ghosts, or spirits as they call them in the business, haunted hospitals, all that stuff. Then I come over and start telling them about my life. I love it. I said, “You're watching it on TV. I'm living it.” That's the difference between people who focus on intellect and people who allow their soul back in their lives. And the dark ones will notice. They haven't killed me yet. I just tell them I love them. And really, they are a sign of my new wholeness.
Life still can be painful but I accept it as part of life. It's not as bad as it was when I was a child. My parents are both dead and frankly, good luck to them. I have written them off and told them not to talk to me telepathically. They haven't changed at all, of course. They have their own learning to do. That means they may go through the hell I went through in their home. Hopefully it won't be as bad as that.
That's where your soul went, and your multi-dimensional abilities – you repressed them to fit into this egotistical world. It's up to you whether you want to do the work to find them back again. I know some of you have had it worse than I did, so I'd rather see you heal yourselves. It's the only way, go through it. There's no reason to hate yourself – you're a victim of draconian programming. So were your parents.
The other night Merlin was on the window sill looking outside. I walk by and see a transparent Merlin jumping off the credenza back onto the floor. Seeing into other dimensions. Pretty cool. I stayed on the timeline where Merlin was on the sill, but didn't go with him onto the timeline where he jumped off, otherwise that cat would have been opaque instead. I see the choices my cat is making in two timelines.
Demi Lovato comes out as “pansexual” - anything really. It's people like this that make our world unsafe. Why? Because they encourage others to reveal everything about themselves to anybody and everybody. The correct procedure of disclosing who you are to others is dispensed with. Obviously this is being done in order for the DS to lower our sexual boundaries so pedophilia can be regarded as normal. That's what they're after ultimately, and if they can confuse our sexual boundaries enough, they believe they can make us accept pedo's. Because they want us to accept them so they can have access to our kids. So what's next? Accepting Satanism as normal? Don't be surprised.
Why do people now have to “come out” around their sexual orientation? Okay, I'm straight. No inclination to be bi-sexual whatsoever. And I'm monogamous. I've had friends who were bi, gay, lesbian, kinky, whatever, and that's all fine. You don't have to tell the world unless you're trying to change the world. And that's what Lovato is trying to do for the DS. Really, it's your own business, not everyone else's. The other thing is not everyone even cares!
Oh yeah, and JB is trying to take away your guns, folks. Don't let him.
Everything is age appropriate. Exposing your kids to movies with content in it they're not ready to accept only confuses and scares them.
Do you know who else dispenses with the procedure of correct disclosure of self? People with poor boundaries. Everyone puts on their best face at the outset and discloses the most intimate of who they are when it's appropriate to do so, appropriate meaning you won't lose the person if you tell them who you are. People with poor boundaries tell all at the beginning, which makes our job of discerning whether we want to know them or not really easy.
Then there are others who disclose little, are even confusing, and then we find out what they really want. Again, dealing with that now too. That's why I don't commit to anything on earth. I make no commitments, sign no agreements, and that way I can walk away whenever my limits are reached which inevitably will happen. I fly alone. I do my work alone because I can do it in a way that suits my needs. I don't compromise with anyone on earth as a rule, because I don't trust people.
There are some people I trust with some things, but not other things. And others I can trust with other things but not some things. It depends. But a person is still a person. I look for telltale signs of being able to trust others, like if they gossip. If they tell others' business to you, they'll be telling yours around too.
What I've noted most about this world is how people are living a lie. Strangely, in order to continue to live this lie, they seem to have to convince others of its authenticity. I was always the skeptic.
People don't know how to be honest. People don't know how to be vulnerable. They spend their whole lives believing what their parents told them.
I have only met one person I could trust myself with, and that was a doctor I counselled with twenty years ago. I still love this man. I believe he's passed on now, but he did a lot for a lot of people who needed someone they could trust.
The irony of it: People who are masters have to go into counseling in order to acclimate to this planet. And they can't do it. Nobody has been able to re-create the circumstances on this planet that I'm accustomed to living by except Ivo and the other ETs I talk to. If you've been looking to put a feeling into words, this may be what you're feeling. You know better than what's going on here, you're used to better and a much more loving way of life than is practised here, so because of this you don't trust earth. Am I ringing a bell for anyone? I thought so. You're here to change this place, not to acclimate to it. Your aversion to it is indicative of the change you have to make. So for those of you who hate liars, for example, be as honestly truthful as you possibly can. For those of you who can't stand egotists, get out of your ego's and into your soul. The things you don't like about others reflect what you want for yourself. For those of you who despise the DS, it's because you're here to create a new system. For those of you who get sick on the foods we have to eat, start figuring out new recipes based on higher frequency foods. Be the change you want to see. Listen to your alien heart! Then share your truth!
You all want to know what you're here to do. You want all the information today. You want to know everything. Why don't you just start your journey with something smaller like what I've suggested now? The journey starts with the first step. Be the change you want to see. Because you know what you want to see. Your distaste for what goes on here stems from the fact that you know better and that you're here to change it, not to accept it.
The only thing you have to do is to learn to know yourself better, so that means dispensing with what you have learned about yourself here on earth, because it's a lie too. If you've never fit in, this is why. If you feel like you're at odds with everything, this is why. You're here to seed a new earth, you're here to seed the flowers, not the weeds. (I even like some weeds, think they're pretty, and who knows, maybe they are the super foods we've been looking for.)
When I was a kid, I learned not to trust anyone. I think trust is a result of proper attachment, and I was never able to attach to either of my parents, nor did I want to. Everyone I met afterwards I either attached to or not. I had friends in high school that were caring, but afterwards when I hit the work world, I had trouble with making friends. I had friends, but they were miserable, with an “us against the world” victim attitude, which of course just reflected my own. I was in good company.
This is a hard place to deal with. The way we compensate in order to try to survive this place often is dysfunctional.
I developed stringent boundaries. I am able to accommodate people in some cases but I hate being lied to or people who obscure the truth, hold back information until it's too late for me. It's never too late for me. Like I said, I don't commit to anything. Every time I'm lied to reminds me of how my parents couldn't love me, and it hurts.
For me, this is what “Being on this world, but not being of it,” looks like.
What does proper disclosure look like? Like I said, you don't spill the whole can of worms at the start.
When Ivo came through in 2015, he told me what his name was and what planet he was from. I sensed that he liked the clothes I had on, but being an empath, I was used to that feeling of appreciation from men, if not sick and tired of it, so I ignored it. I'm seldom flattered by it. It makes no difference to me and doesn't sway my feelings towards them. Ivo knew I was a hard sell, very jaded, and I am. But because I could feel it, I realized that I wasn't talking to my deceased grandfather; this was someone else.
By the way, ladies, don't worry about getting fat. It doesn't matter how fat you are or how out of shape, someone will always think you're appealing.
And guys, she knows. If you don't get a response back from her like a smile or something, go find someone else. I know some men “like the hunt” but how will you know she's right for you when you're blinded by the chase? You'll be overlooking so many other signs that she's not Mrs Right, you'll be asking yourself how you could have been so wrong.
If you're planning on making her Ms Right Now, and she's tired and jaded to the extent I was, you're going to get flat out rejection. Her response is everything. And she'll let you know immediately if she's interested. Or go hit on Demi Lovato, anything goes there.
I like Demi's name: Demi means half in French. Lovato looks like an extension of love. Half love. So what's the other half then? (Thanks Athena. She clues me in to these things.)
Ivo did not tell me, “My name is Ivo and I come from a planet named Elteron in the Vegan star system. You and I are soul mates and we have been together through many successive lifetimes, had many children together, and have been in love with one another since the beginning of creation.” That would have been overkill. Too much information. Wisely, he gave me time to figure that out, and he waited to see what my response would be to him before he disclosed more of who I am and who he is to me. From the first day, he was just an ET guide. I didn't know why I had an ET guide, but I did. I didn't know I was an ET myself, or a starseed. Not then. I had to learn that as part of the disclosure process.
He let me learn. He told me bit by bit. He didn't drop the whole ball of wax and leave me stunned, or dumped so much on me that I would've rejected the information, and most likely him as well.
He showed up one day. I was sitting on the couch, going through a lot of doubt at the time as to the authenticity of all of this, and as I looked up, there he was standing at the threshold between the living room and the kitchen, all white and with crackly lines through him, but it was him. I jumped to rush off the couch but he disappeared. He knew I saw him and that's what he'd intended – so I would stop doubting his existence.
He's remained himself, and has worked to help me be less shell shocked at living here, realizing the truth of who I am, and why I incarnated on this planet. He's helped me to keep my focus when I lose it some days, he's helped me to feel less depressed and anxious, and helped to show me that I'm not one of the people on this planet – that I'm not even like them. That I truly am an alien to this world. And because of my high frequency and the fact that my soul is a master, I hold very high energies which also conflict with living here on a low frequency planet. And cause physical problems.
It's been six years and I'm still learning.
He's gained more trust by doing things for me. He replaced one of my teeth, which had a leaky amalgam filling it it. He fixed my jaw which was coming out of its socket because of grinding at night, I had tooth pain in two teeth and he repaired the nerves and the pain stopped.
But he expects me to help myself. He's not rescuing me. He's guiding me and then watching what I do with it. If I do nothing, he patiently reminds me again later.
He encourages me because he realizes that if he's brusque with me it will only get a rebellious response. I've been trained to do that, and I don't think that he necessarily wants me to stop being rebellious, because otherwise I'd be a happy mask wearer out to get my jab right now. Ashtar Sheran had once indicated that I was a bit of a different case because they wanted to learn how to use my shadow to their advantage, and this would be one such example. I have to be rebellious, and this was a reaction I'd learned as a child with my parents. I rebel against authority, and right now, this is a good thing.
Being cynical and untrusting. Also good. I find there are times I naively fall for stuff, and I can't let that part of me predominate. I have to scrutinize everything. So they don't discourage what might appear to be me being negative. Trusting a destructive society and all those within it wouldn't be an asset, not at all.
Look for these traits in yourselves, folks. I'll bet they're there too.
But you'll still be expected to do the work. As for trust, whatever crutch you've been using to trust throughout your life, be it an addiction, a habit like watching movies (yes, seeing the same thing over and over always playing out the way you expect I think can be soothing for some), your teddy bear, or your pet who is always there for you, this trust needs to shift. It needs to shift to trusting yourself. If you can't trust yourself, then you really can't trust anybody else. And that can be a long process of hard work.
What do you trust yourself with? With living your truth. Your consciousness will guide you. It will tell you when you've crossed an internal boundary. You'll feel a pang of guilt or shame.
Living your truth in a world of lies is difficult. And it can be lonely. You may have nobody you can walk this path with. That's why I hope by reaching out in our video's, that you can trust Ivo and I.
How Unity Consciousness Looks Like in 3D
I am of unity consciousness. I always was. I was born that way. But I learned to understand separationism in 3D. What happened all my life was I tried to connect with people and all I came across was people who couldn't connect. I never experienced unity when I was a child within my family; it was all discombobulated. My family was only unified when they were backstabbing the person who wasn't in the room. This was not a united family. Love unites people. This family was not loving.
I remember standing in the school yard when the kids made fun of the retarded girl in our class. She began spastically flailing at them and they laughed at her even harder. It broke my heart. I have an autistic brother who I watched my father abuse so many times I can't count. He just took it. I remember when another challenged girl flipped out when the grade five girls got “the talk” from the Kotex lady, and everyone made fun of her. That kid was right. That was no picnic, Kotex or not! I watched from the side as people got their knives out and stabbed the life out of others who were vulnerable and easy marks. I never was part of that gang. I was always noted for liking the “underdog”. I hung with the kids who were not predatory and usually these people had big chips off their shoulders but I hung out with them because I could relate to them better.
What I've come to realize is that those predatory kids usually suffered as much or worse abuse than I had, and they were just mimicking their parents' treatment of them. They thought it was normal. I knew it wasn't. That was the difference between me and them.
You're probably like this too, or you wouldn't be watching this.
I remember bawling my eyes out that night when the teacher showed us a film about a farmer blowing up a litter of fox pups. My mother couldn't understand why I was so emotional. I was freaking! No wonder I learned to repress my emotions. I figured I wasn't normal.
There was the time in kindergarten that we went on a field trip to a beef slaughterhouse. I was panicking, trying to get out of there as fast as I could. Everyone else seemed to be just watching. I was freaking! Poor little five year old. How many books have we read about the cute cow jumping over the moon and then I got to watch them being killed that day.
Were you like that too? You knew you were different and you didn't know why you couldn't be normal like everyone else? So you thought you were screwed up?
I was not one of the “cool” crowd. I was always uncomfortable around people and socializing was hell for me. Why? Because I found people to be very predatory and instead of finding common ground, they would gossip, attack and backstab. My high school friends weren't really like that either, thank God. There were two girls who tried to become part of the “in” crowd and eventually they went their own way.
There were some I found when we started talking about commonalities I got drawn in too fast so that wasn't comfortable for me either. And the friendships started to take on an “us against the world” mentality. That wasn't what I wanted.
I was pretty as a teenager, tall, leggy blond with blue eyes and a huge smile, so that seemed to open doors for me where my personality was lacking. I was labelled “shy” and “too sensitive”.
Everywhere I've gone throughout my life I've tried to unite people. My soul wants to do that. And I'm met with behaviours that are in my face, sometimes nasty, and contrary to the way my soul thinks. I've walked alone through my life, understanding that all these separationists I would either have to accept the way they are or leave them behind. Nobody understands here how to unite with others. It's not that hard. But they can't do it.
So I've walked my entire life among people, feeling alone. You too?
I always thought that it was me and the problem was that I was abused. But now I understand there's more. I have learned to forgive my earth parents. They had no self control and no power to change themselves, well, my father tried to later on in life and he did change to some degree.
It's easy. All you have to do is do it. That's as easily as I can express it. I go to my neighbours' next door and I give them things. Their kids think I'm great because I give them money. I don't do it to butter them up, I do it because they like it. It makes them happy. I like giving things to people and I can hardly stop it. I give them donuts, and they cook meals for me and I cook meals for them. I know they may even be talking about me behind my back, and probably not even nicely, but I still go over there. Why? Because I NEED to be nice to someone. I need to be loving to somebody, despite the way he particularly has treated me. Does their behaviour bother me? Yes, it does. But I don't let it stop me from being me. I have set limits with him and that is I won't be around him when he's drinking, and I prefer to be with them when she's there as well. I do what I have to do.
I believe this is what it takes to embody your soul on this planet. Setting strict limits so you don't experience more trauma, but doing what you want to do because it makes you happy. And overlooking some things.
I have to be nice to people who may not even be nice to me. I have to be nice to people who might be taking advantage of my niceness. I have to be kind to people who might think I'm weird. I have to do it because I have to do it. That's unity consciousness. Despite what he's put me through, despite the fact he blew up at me one day and threatened to call the cops on me, I don't hold it against him. I have to be that way with someone, and that's what I realize I've done all my life: I've kept trying to be able to be myself.
Maybe you can relate to this.
By the way, I believe that people who are spiritual respect their partners. They don't claim to be spiritual and get some side hustles going. I wouldn't fool around on Ivo, even though he's only a disembodied voice to me right now, at least during the daytime. He's definitely more at night. LOL There's no way. He means everything to me, no man on earth can match him.
People act shitty, nasty, you get attacked, you just keep on being nice to them. There may be some who are just too threatening, well, you leave them out of it. I won't be traumatized again and some days I'm too sick to tolerate even minor annoyances. You just keep trying. You might get whacked in the head again and wonder, “What the hell was I thinking?!” You try to set boundaries. You try to protect yourself but you leave yourself in a vulnerable position with people BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO BE YOU. That's the core reason you do it. Because that's who you are and your need to express that is strong.
I know there are people in this community who have issues with me. One guy is really aversive to me. Really bad. But I have to just keep on doing what I'm doing. I have to keep getting the message out. I have to keep making myself vulnerable. Like I said recently, continuing to be a channel for these messages because it's what my soul wants me to do, making myself vulnerable in spite of the constant attacks I get, which frankly, hurt. Why do they hurt me? Because of the division they cause between me and them. Humanity is supposed to be unified and loving each other. Far cry from that on this rock!
Some days I give in to it and I withdraw but I'm back at it again, doing this in any way I can think of. Creating unity in a divisive world.
I have been diagnosed as having many forms of anxiety: social anxiety as well as agoraphobia. I still do this work because that's my soul doing it, if it were up to my ego I'd shut the door and say “nobody home!” I don't. My soul is leading the show and she is of unity consciousness. At one point, I went to see a healer who said that I had managed to divert the stream of energy from my crown around my throat chakra so that it was getting little energy! He could see that the stream of energy stuck out from my neck and then reconnected to my heart! I had managed to do that by forcing my throat chakra to close all my life and cutting myself off from my voice. Clearly, I've healed and this work helps me to keep it open.
When people stop talking ego and start talking soul, everything changes. They find their real power.
When they stop being predatory and start being more caring, everything changes.
When they stop being nasty, people will start loving them more. Unity and connection will occur.
I've come here to do that, and I feel that this work is part of that, as well as my future work.
I understand how horrifying it can be to feel all alone in a world as a little girl who keeps experiencing constant trauma. There is no one to run to to soothe you because they're all the same. The family dog becomes your best friend. She gets you.
They don't understand you. They tell you there's something wrong with you.
I was one of those kids who loved my teachers. They seemed so sweet and nice, so caring. Except for one or two of them, I'd have made any of them my mother. I desperately wanted someone I could connect to with love. I had to wait 55 years to find him.
I hope I'm the voice for you lonely souls who have a vision for this planet. You're not alone.
The only way to know more is to go within.
Why do I say this?
Because what's available to your intellect is being controlled and fed to you at a rate all people can anchor it (information is Light).
But your own personal Light system works on your own personal frequency. If it's high, then you'll access more information coming across the entire universe or the entirety of consciousness.
All of this is linked. All beings are One. So everything in the Univ is connected. The intel you get through sources on earth appears to be specific to earth only but it's not.
Get the inside story. Go inside to get it!
LIghtworker, Light Warrior, Wayshower